oh god do i remember feeling like that. i didn't date in college. period. and i spent many a night in my dorm room being very lonely and sad. but it's weird, looking back on it i realize that i wasn't *really* ready for it, that i was really more occupied with making art and being a student. i'm not saying that you're not really ready at all... just that there may be a reason for this that you just don't understand yet. just roll with it.
i like not being lonely. but my god do i make a lot of sacrifices for it sometimes. yes i have a loving boyfriend who does neat things like make me a guitar and take me to see hedwig. but he also hogs the bed, snores and farts in his sleep. jesus.
yeah i am sure that alot of it has to do with the fact i am young and confuced, I take that into consideration. But also i know alot has to do with the fact i am kinda southern in some of my views ( Grandparents from tennesee, and i lived in Florida for most of my life : ) ) And their are just so many of my friends back home who are having kids and getting married, which is exactly were i am sure i would be close to if i was still there... But i am out here , and that is a better thing then were i would be if i were there... ok i am making no sense... raised southern + on the west coast= confuced young man :/
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i like not being lonely. but my god do i make a lot of sacrifices for it sometimes. yes i have a loving boyfriend who does neat things like make me a guitar and take me to see hedwig. but he also hogs the bed, snores and farts in his sleep. jesus.
ah love. it drives me crazy.
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But also i know alot has to do with the fact i am kinda southern in some of my views ( Grandparents from tennesee, and i lived in Florida for most of my life : ) )
And their are just so many of my friends back home who are having kids and getting married, which is exactly were i am sure i would be close to if i was still there...
But i am out here , and that is a better thing then were i would be if i were there... ok i am making no sense...
raised southern + on the west coast= confuced young man
:/
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