But the car is almost fixed. Struts left, and I don't think that's going to happen until the end of summer.

Panic not here yet.....which helps, I suppose. Neither are the other inappropriate feelings of last night. There is that infinite sadness, but it is not yet intolerable. That's that...

That's been the constant state of today. Some things aggravate it more than ohers, and some things make it more intense, but NOTHING makes it go away. I woke up because of it this morning at 6:30. I couldn't really go to sleep because of it last night, although it was a bit milder then. It's been on the verge of "can't breathe" for probably the ( Read more... )

Listening to Josh Groban's rendition of "You Raise Me Up" has clicked another understanding in my brain....For months now, I've felt compelled to go and kneel at a church....and not a Unitarian Universalist or the liberal type, but more of an old-fashioned Russian/Greek orthodox or Catholic, with beautiful stained glass windows, candles, dark cool ( Read more... )

I'm still in the "I hate everything!" stage, like I have been for the past 48 hours or so. Probably more at this point.

The only reason glass didn't fly at walls last night is because I asked dolphindream to move it out of reach before I could grab and hurl it. It would have made a satisfying crunch. The cleanup, however, would have sucked ( Read more... )

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Too Much Teaching Today.
Tutoring to take place.
Trauma.
Tired. Too Tired.

You know the Bible 77%!

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I hate fights. I hate verbal fights, but I especially hate physical fights. I hate it when they happen right in my room, right in front of me. I hate that I can't do anything about it, because they are bigger than me, are enraged, ignored me when I threw myself between them, and can seriously hurt me. I hate that when I picked up the phone to call ( Read more... )