For a friend

Dec 02, 2009 22:31

I don't know if you ever read this.
I don't know if you ever understand what i mean here.

The truth is i love you so much as one of a very best friend, and hearing things like that about you made me hurt too.

Life is rough, but i'm sure you will success. Because you are you ;)

Don't be sad. What can i do to ease your sadness away?

... and don't cry anymore. But at least you can cry.

I just realized that i can't cry, even i wanna cry to relieve that heavy thing inside my chest.

No place for me to cry anymore. I locked myself in that fucking bathroom and try but no tear came out. Now, no more "can't", everything is "can", i have to say "can" for every fucking things. I've been trying so hard but they just said i'm useless.

I hate watching and guessing people' faces to live.

Yes, i'm free, but freedom tastes bitter.

You know? I miss you guys so much. From the first day i came here, i can't stop thinking about old days when going out with you.

I guess i'm weak, but i have to pretend to be strong, becasue i can't stand people look down on me. You are different, you are always a strong guy, at least for me, honestly i always envy you. Therefore, don't give up, try your best and everything will be at their places.

I think happiness will come in a right time. You will have what and who you need.

Don't give up on life
Don't give up on love

You are a greatest person that i've ever met.

Thank you for being my friend.

I less than three you. *hug and kiss*

for a friend

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