Pairing: Takayama
Type: Drabble
Rate: PG-13
Summary: Just a centimeter between our hands and a pairing of my love for you.
“つらく悲しいときは 今日の笑顔を~” The soft melody was playing as the intro for the song named ‘Memories’. All the ten members of Hey!Say!JUMP stood with their pairing, Arioka and Chinen, Nakajima and Inoo, Okamoto and Yaotome, Yabu and Morimoto and me, Takaki stood beside Yamada.
I didn’t know since when, I started taking a glance at Yamada. His beautiful brown eyes, his pointed nose, his sexy lip and his cute stubborn habit. Yamada always was with Daiki, the youngest member in BEST. However when me and Yamada were together in the original Hey!Say!7 Yamada was close to me more than now even we had a gap between our age. Chinen liked sitting on my lap but me, myself always knew that I wanted Yamada to replace him.
My heart was always throbbing whenever he leant closer to me, tricked me, and did things that made me thought he was interesting in me but in face, he never did. The truth’s that he never cared me. He never hugged me tightly as he hugged Daiki. He never gave a kiss on my cheek or even mentioned about me, never ever.
No one ever knew this. No one never knew how deep I fell with Yamada. No one knew I wanted to make him mine so bad. It was just a gap between us. If I reached out my hand and touched his tender hand. I’m surely that I’d feel like I’m on the top of the world. I wanted him to know how strong my love is.
I held a breathe for a moment and reached out my hand slowly and slowly. My eyes were looked away at the other side as I was too shy to let him know this feeling. My fingers went closer and closer. Suddenly . . . just a distance which only the smallest atom in this world can go through it, Yamada walked away and isolated my lonely hand hung over in the air… why fate’s so cruel….. just a gap, only a gap between us!!!
Maybe I should change my confession’s way…. Behind the show would be good . . . I wish I could pinned him down and ……..
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hehe i hope i could write it further more but since im too lazy it seems impossible X'D
This fiction appeared in my mind when i saw them stood beside each other in Shounen 15 April
It's really a gap between them :( And i just want them to touch their hand.... but they didn't!!!!!
hehehe hope you enjoy it :3
And the picture below is what i mentioned about ~