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Here's chapter 2 XD. I know i've actually kind of backed away from smut 0.0 but with this fic there's going to be sex scenes in pretty much every chapter and I want it to be more about plot and the characters emotions. Besides, if you can't like it without hard core smut from start to finish then I must suck at being a writer!
Title: Sleeping with your dreams
Rating: 18
Band: L'Arc En Ciel/Vamps/Gackt
Pairings: Gackt X Hyde, Tetsu X Hyde
Summary: Hyde doesn't mind working as a prostitute but it wasn't the life he had wanted. His dreams are dead and he's grown tough and cold to the world until one day he meets a rockstar who reawakens his dreams and ambitions.
Warnings: Some hetrosexual smut in chapter 1
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Hyde waited with Tetsu in the hotel bar with just a glance of water beside him though Tetsu had chosen to drink something stronger. He felt excited about meeting this celebrity who had been one of his idols for so long. Gackt was an amazing man and his band, Cains:Feel, had shot to fame almost two decades ago. The line up had changed somewhat since then but original members Gackt and You still worked side by side, teasing the public with rumours of there ongoing romance. Rumours Hyde was now pretty sure had been faked, at least he doubted Gackt and You were still together if they ever had been. The latest rumour that Gackt and You had secretly got married in Europe whilst on tour was clearly nothing but a hoax. Still it kept the fan girls happy to believe they were in a secret relationship and Hyde had no plans to reveal the truth.
The sounds of squealing girls made Hyde look up as Gackt, and two bodyguards, entered the hotel leaving the girls staring through the glass as hotel security stopped them entering the building. Gackt was hotter in person, more intense and real. That was the shocking revelation that Hyde had to deal with. Off course he knew Gackt was real but at the same time it was a shock to find he was. Too see that familiar face in person, barely altered in photo shoots, was amazing enough but knowing he was being paid to have sex with him was unbelievable.
Gackt was the kind of man who tended to hide his emotions, only breaking his stoic expression in concerts or when he laughed. Still Hyde had got used to seeing Gackt like this and unless he was very much mistaken Gackt seemed impressed with what he saw when he looked at Hyde. His eyes scanned him appreciatively before turning to Tetsu and handing him a piece of paper.
“Confidently contract.” Gackt explained. “It needs to be signed before we continue.”
“Well let me read it then.” Tetsu replied taking the paper and beginning to do just that whilst Gackt simply waited silently watching the two men before Tetsu had finished. “That's pretty harsh consequences for breaking it.”
“Well don't break it.” Gackt replied coldly.
“Oh just give it here!” Hyde demanded frustrated as he took the paper and signed his name with a flourish before giving it back to Tetsu who reluctantly did the same. It wasn't that he planned to break this confidentiality, just that he felt insulted about having to sign to say he wouldn't.
“Thank you.” Gackt politely accepted the contract from Tetsu, his tone of voice making it clear the pimp was no longer needed around here.
“Well I’ll come pick you up in the morning. You seem fine here.” Tetsu commented ducking his head and hurrying out of the hotel before Hyde could protest. It wasn't even midnight yet, Hyde had a long tiring session of sex to look forward and Tetsu knew he wouldn't be so happy about that. He was just pleased Gackt had paid in advance so that Hyde hadn't figured things out before he had left.
Gackt had Hyde in his room only minutes after Tetsu had left though it didn't seem he was eager to just jump on Hyde, more he wanted privacy which was understandable considering the way people were staring. He was warmer now they were alone, like he was finally bringing down the wall that hid his emotions so well. A soft smile played on his lips as he quickly gave Hyde an appreciative look.
“You're hotter than my friend described but shorter than I expected.” Gackt evaluated seeming pleased.
“My body was too busy growing the important organs to bother with making me tall.” Hyde bragged in response, his tone of voice making it clear exactly what organ he actually meant.
“That's nice to know.” Gackt replied as he sat down and beckoned for Hyde to join him. “You sure you don't want some wine?”
“No, I'm fine.” Hyde replied firmly, he never drank when with a client because you never knew what could happen. With a shrug Gackt opened a bottle of wine anyway and poured himself a glass as Hyde leaned over and began to kiss his neck keen to get down to business. Small talk was awkward and unnecessary, he was been paid for sex nothing else.
Adjusting himself slightly so Hyde could kiss him better Gackt sipped his wine enjoying the taste on his lips. He'd really wanted Hyde to experience this wine, it was one of his best, but the smaller man was clearly not going to accept even a sip, most likely concerned by his own personal safety. Still when Gackt wanted something he got it and filling his mouth with the wine he pushed Hyde down so that he was straddling the other man. There lips met and slowly he let the wine pour into the others mouth knowing he would have to drink it.
“It's too nice to resist.” Gackt informed Hyde who glared up at him for a moment as his hand slid down into his pocket, clutching around the phone that sat there just in case he needed to call for help.
“I said no.” Hyde informed Gackt who only laughed at Hyde's indignation annoying him even further.
“I know, that's why I had to go for plan B.” Gackt replied with a wink. “But let me make it up to you? Tonight I’ll give you the best sex of your life. No need to fake anything with me.”
“I don't fake anything.” Hyde lied. “I love sex and every moan anybody hears is real.”
“Is it now?” Gackt asked. “I very much doubt it. I'm going to make you moan for real, just you wait, you'll love sex with me so much that you won't want to sleep with anyone else.”
“That's what I’ll tell you, seeing as it's what you want.” Hyde replied knowing he was being a bit cheeky with this man but convinced that Gackt wouldn't mind. There was just something about this egotistical man that convinced him it was OK to be honest, alright to just be himself. “But really, you have any idea how many people think they can tame me? Make me love only them? I'll tell you how many times it's worked, never.”
“You hadn't met me yet.” Gackt answered with a wink. “But I'm not stupid, I know it'll take more than sex to capture your heart, I just know your not immune to love. Nobody is, one day you will meet somebody that you fall in love with.”
“What if I’ve already met that person?” Hyde asked. “What if my soul mate has already come and gone?”
“Then they were never your soul mate.” Gackt answered positioning himself a little more comfortably over Hyde.
“Perhaps not.” Hyde agreed though he was convinced Tetsu had been his one chance at true love. They'd been so perfect together and then it had all gone wrong. Though weren't they still a couple? He still loved Tetsu, despite everything that had happened, they still slept together with never even a single yen been paid for Hyde's services. Tetsu was still his lover though there relationship was less than conventional.
Feeling uncomfortable with this direction of talk Hyde pulled Gackt down onto him and kissed him eagerly knowing sex would wash away his pain. It always did to the point sex itself was becoming addictive.
Gackt let Hyde kiss him, impressed by the others technique, letting loneliness slide away for another night. What he craved most was to be loved and wanted but his music came first and when his partners realised this they left him. Always left him, never the other way around. It was a painful realisation but Gackt had given up on love, though he was such a romantic that he still believed it could happen. He'd pay for sex, for a companion to fill the lonely nights, and let music into his soul to fill the hole where a real lover should go. It wasn't the ideal situation but it worked.
Hyde moaned as Gackt slid into him for the final time that night, his body ached in pain but the pleasure was just so intense he couldn't say no to this man. How many times had they had sex already? Five? Six? Gackt really could keep going again and again filling the gaps between intercourse with kisses, massages or just holding onto him as they talked about everything and nothing.
They'd started on the sofa, a nice gentle pace that had seemed to last forever and still be over within seconds. How he had moaned! Gackt was right to brag, he really didn't need to fake anything with this man who was clearly born to please others in the bedroom! Almost as soon as that had been over Hyde had found himself on hands and knees as Gackt truly went at it and his screams of pleasure had filled the room relentlessly.
Then there'd been against the wall, in the bath, in the bed until Hyde was all put spent. Still Gackt wanted more and an exhausted Hyde had fallen on his stomach in the bed and simply parted his legs to let Gackt take what he wanted. Even then Gackt had been slow, kissing his back, stroking his ass until finally he had slid inside his partner and picked up a steady pace that had Hyde moaning in pleasure once more.
Gackt knew he had exhausted Hyde but didn't care. Hyde had more than performed for him before and now he just wanted to work off this last erection before collapsing into an exhausted sleep of his own. His body shook as he moved inside Hyde, struggling to keep going though he'd never admit that to anyone. Hyde had been the best whore he'd ever hired, great to look at, amazing in the bedroom and when they talked they had really connected. He knew he was deluded to think this but he couldn't help but believe Hyde liked him as a person. Surely he couldn't have faked the entire night? They had connected, there souls brushing against each other tentatively meeting a person who could one day make there lives complete.
Finally Gackt's orgasm arrived and Hyde felt both relief and disappointment that this was all over. Clutching to the relief, as it was the easier emotion to deal with, Hyde felt Gackt pull out and let out a quiet whimper. His ass hurt so much inside, Gackt had really been going at it before, and his muscles screamed at him to stop asking them to move. Lying still Hyde clutched to the sheets and was shocked to find Gackt was still all over him. His lips kissing his exposed skin over and over. There was no way he was going to let the musician have him again and with a glance at the clock he sighed in relief.
“Gackt, it's ten to eight.” Hyde informed him.
“I know.” Gackt replied. “I still have ten minutes. I'm going to use every one off them.”
“Why? Surely you've had enough by now!” Hyde exclaimed.
“Well you see, your pimp has only gone and charged me double your normal rate.” Gackt explained. “Forgive me for wanting to use every second.”
“I'm going to kill him!” Hyde exclaimed as it all made sense. Gackt had deliberately done this to him as a message for Tetsu!
“You were worth every yen.” Gackt informed Hyde as his lips moved along the feathers of Hyde's wings. “Can you cope if I hire you again?”
“I don't know.” Hyde admitted. “You've really pushed me to my limits tonight.”
“Standard rates and I'll make sure to go easy on you.” Gackt informed Hyde. “Next time we'll start by massaging each other then some nice slow sex followed by a relaxing bath. Afterwards all you have to do is keep my bed warm. Just promise me you'll sort out that pimp off yours.”
“It's a date.” Hyde agreed looking forward to what Gackt had to offer him. That would be a sweet romantic night to look forward too, something that didn't happen much in this line of work. Gackt's conditions were more than reasonable, especially as he was already prepared to kill Tetsu for the pain in his ass!
“If it's a date you have to drink my wine willingly.” Gackt informed Hyde with a wink.
“Perhaps one glass.” Hyde relented against his better judgement. Gackt didn't seem the type to want to hurt him and surely one glass wouldn't have too much effect on his senses? “From a bottle you open in front of me. No offence but I barely know you.”
“You will though.” Gackt replied as he let Hyde go and lay back on the bed to watch the other get up and dressed. “I plan to hire you exclusively from now on.”
“Looking forward to it.” Hyde replied with a soft smile on his lips. It wasn't until he had left the room that he realised just how much he had meant those words. In fact all night he hadn't faked anything at all. Perhaps that was why it felt like a weight had been lifted from his shoulders tonight. It was the freedom off been allowed to just be himself.
Title: Sleeping with your dreams
Rating: 18
Band: L'Arc En Ciel/Vamps/Gackt
Pairings: Gackt X Hyde, Tetsu X Hyde
Summary: Hyde doesn't mind working as a prostitute but it wasn't the life he had wanted. His dreams are dead and he's grown tough and cold to the world until one day he meets a rockstar who reawakens his dreams and ambitions.
Warnings: Some hetrosexual smut in chapter 1
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Hyde waited with Tetsu in the hotel bar with just a glance of water beside him though Tetsu had chosen to drink something stronger. He felt excited about meeting this celebrity who had been one of his idols for so long. Gackt was an amazing man and his band, Cains:Feel, had shot to fame almost two decades ago. The line up had changed somewhat since then but original members Gackt and You still worked side by side, teasing the public with rumours of there ongoing romance. Rumours Hyde was now pretty sure had been faked, at least he doubted Gackt and You were still together if they ever had been. The latest rumour that Gackt and You had secretly got married in Europe whilst on tour was clearly nothing but a hoax. Still it kept the fan girls happy to believe they were in a secret relationship and Hyde had no plans to reveal the truth.
The sounds of squealing girls made Hyde look up as Gackt, and two bodyguards, entered the hotel leaving the girls staring through the glass as hotel security stopped them entering the building. Gackt was hotter in person, more intense and real. That was the shocking revelation that Hyde had to deal with. Off course he knew Gackt was real but at the same time it was a shock to find he was. Too see that familiar face in person, barely altered in photo shoots, was amazing enough but knowing he was being paid to have sex with him was unbelievable.
Gackt was the kind of man who tended to hide his emotions, only breaking his stoic expression in concerts or when he laughed. Still Hyde had got used to seeing Gackt like this and unless he was very much mistaken Gackt seemed impressed with what he saw when he looked at Hyde. His eyes scanned him appreciatively before turning to Tetsu and handing him a piece of paper.
“Confidently contract.” Gackt explained. “It needs to be signed before we continue.”
“Well let me read it then.” Tetsu replied taking the paper and beginning to do just that whilst Gackt simply waited silently watching the two men before Tetsu had finished. “That's pretty harsh consequences for breaking it.”
“Well don't break it.” Gackt replied coldly.
“Oh just give it here!” Hyde demanded frustrated as he took the paper and signed his name with a flourish before giving it back to Tetsu who reluctantly did the same. It wasn't that he planned to break this confidentiality, just that he felt insulted about having to sign to say he wouldn't.
“Thank you.” Gackt politely accepted the contract from Tetsu, his tone of voice making it clear the pimp was no longer needed around here.
“Well I’ll come pick you up in the morning. You seem fine here.” Tetsu commented ducking his head and hurrying out of the hotel before Hyde could protest. It wasn't even midnight yet, Hyde had a long tiring session of sex to look forward and Tetsu knew he wouldn't be so happy about that. He was just pleased Gackt had paid in advance so that Hyde hadn't figured things out before he had left.
Gackt had Hyde in his room only minutes after Tetsu had left though it didn't seem he was eager to just jump on Hyde, more he wanted privacy which was understandable considering the way people were staring. He was warmer now they were alone, like he was finally bringing down the wall that hid his emotions so well. A soft smile played on his lips as he quickly gave Hyde an appreciative look.
“You're hotter than my friend described but shorter than I expected.” Gackt evaluated seeming pleased.
“My body was too busy growing the important organs to bother with making me tall.” Hyde bragged in response, his tone of voice making it clear exactly what organ he actually meant.
“That's nice to know.” Gackt replied as he sat down and beckoned for Hyde to join him. “You sure you don't want some wine?”
“No, I'm fine.” Hyde replied firmly, he never drank when with a client because you never knew what could happen. With a shrug Gackt opened a bottle of wine anyway and poured himself a glass as Hyde leaned over and began to kiss his neck keen to get down to business. Small talk was awkward and unnecessary, he was been paid for sex nothing else.
Adjusting himself slightly so Hyde could kiss him better Gackt sipped his wine enjoying the taste on his lips. He'd really wanted Hyde to experience this wine, it was one of his best, but the smaller man was clearly not going to accept even a sip, most likely concerned by his own personal safety. Still when Gackt wanted something he got it and filling his mouth with the wine he pushed Hyde down so that he was straddling the other man. There lips met and slowly he let the wine pour into the others mouth knowing he would have to drink it.
“It's too nice to resist.” Gackt informed Hyde who glared up at him for a moment as his hand slid down into his pocket, clutching around the phone that sat there just in case he needed to call for help.
“I said no.” Hyde informed Gackt who only laughed at Hyde's indignation annoying him even further.
“I know, that's why I had to go for plan B.” Gackt replied with a wink. “But let me make it up to you? Tonight I’ll give you the best sex of your life. No need to fake anything with me.”
“I don't fake anything.” Hyde lied. “I love sex and every moan anybody hears is real.”
“Is it now?” Gackt asked. “I very much doubt it. I'm going to make you moan for real, just you wait, you'll love sex with me so much that you won't want to sleep with anyone else.”
“That's what I’ll tell you, seeing as it's what you want.” Hyde replied knowing he was being a bit cheeky with this man but convinced that Gackt wouldn't mind. There was just something about this egotistical man that convinced him it was OK to be honest, alright to just be himself. “But really, you have any idea how many people think they can tame me? Make me love only them? I'll tell you how many times it's worked, never.”
“You hadn't met me yet.” Gackt answered with a wink. “But I'm not stupid, I know it'll take more than sex to capture your heart, I just know your not immune to love. Nobody is, one day you will meet somebody that you fall in love with.”
“What if I’ve already met that person?” Hyde asked. “What if my soul mate has already come and gone?”
“Then they were never your soul mate.” Gackt answered positioning himself a little more comfortably over Hyde.
“Perhaps not.” Hyde agreed though he was convinced Tetsu had been his one chance at true love. They'd been so perfect together and then it had all gone wrong. Though weren't they still a couple? He still loved Tetsu, despite everything that had happened, they still slept together with never even a single yen been paid for Hyde's services. Tetsu was still his lover though there relationship was less than conventional.
Feeling uncomfortable with this direction of talk Hyde pulled Gackt down onto him and kissed him eagerly knowing sex would wash away his pain. It always did to the point sex itself was becoming addictive.
Gackt let Hyde kiss him, impressed by the others technique, letting loneliness slide away for another night. What he craved most was to be loved and wanted but his music came first and when his partners realised this they left him. Always left him, never the other way around. It was a painful realisation but Gackt had given up on love, though he was such a romantic that he still believed it could happen. He'd pay for sex, for a companion to fill the lonely nights, and let music into his soul to fill the hole where a real lover should go. It wasn't the ideal situation but it worked.
Hyde moaned as Gackt slid into him for the final time that night, his body ached in pain but the pleasure was just so intense he couldn't say no to this man. How many times had they had sex already? Five? Six? Gackt really could keep going again and again filling the gaps between intercourse with kisses, massages or just holding onto him as they talked about everything and nothing.
They'd started on the sofa, a nice gentle pace that had seemed to last forever and still be over within seconds. How he had moaned! Gackt was right to brag, he really didn't need to fake anything with this man who was clearly born to please others in the bedroom! Almost as soon as that had been over Hyde had found himself on hands and knees as Gackt truly went at it and his screams of pleasure had filled the room relentlessly.
Then there'd been against the wall, in the bath, in the bed until Hyde was all put spent. Still Gackt wanted more and an exhausted Hyde had fallen on his stomach in the bed and simply parted his legs to let Gackt take what he wanted. Even then Gackt had been slow, kissing his back, stroking his ass until finally he had slid inside his partner and picked up a steady pace that had Hyde moaning in pleasure once more.
Gackt knew he had exhausted Hyde but didn't care. Hyde had more than performed for him before and now he just wanted to work off this last erection before collapsing into an exhausted sleep of his own. His body shook as he moved inside Hyde, struggling to keep going though he'd never admit that to anyone. Hyde had been the best whore he'd ever hired, great to look at, amazing in the bedroom and when they talked they had really connected. He knew he was deluded to think this but he couldn't help but believe Hyde liked him as a person. Surely he couldn't have faked the entire night? They had connected, there souls brushing against each other tentatively meeting a person who could one day make there lives complete.
Finally Gackt's orgasm arrived and Hyde felt both relief and disappointment that this was all over. Clutching to the relief, as it was the easier emotion to deal with, Hyde felt Gackt pull out and let out a quiet whimper. His ass hurt so much inside, Gackt had really been going at it before, and his muscles screamed at him to stop asking them to move. Lying still Hyde clutched to the sheets and was shocked to find Gackt was still all over him. His lips kissing his exposed skin over and over. There was no way he was going to let the musician have him again and with a glance at the clock he sighed in relief.
“Gackt, it's ten to eight.” Hyde informed him.
“I know.” Gackt replied. “I still have ten minutes. I'm going to use every one off them.”
“Why? Surely you've had enough by now!” Hyde exclaimed.
“Well you see, your pimp has only gone and charged me double your normal rate.” Gackt explained. “Forgive me for wanting to use every second.”
“I'm going to kill him!” Hyde exclaimed as it all made sense. Gackt had deliberately done this to him as a message for Tetsu!
“You were worth every yen.” Gackt informed Hyde as his lips moved along the feathers of Hyde's wings. “Can you cope if I hire you again?”
“I don't know.” Hyde admitted. “You've really pushed me to my limits tonight.”
“Standard rates and I'll make sure to go easy on you.” Gackt informed Hyde. “Next time we'll start by massaging each other then some nice slow sex followed by a relaxing bath. Afterwards all you have to do is keep my bed warm. Just promise me you'll sort out that pimp off yours.”
“It's a date.” Hyde agreed looking forward to what Gackt had to offer him. That would be a sweet romantic night to look forward too, something that didn't happen much in this line of work. Gackt's conditions were more than reasonable, especially as he was already prepared to kill Tetsu for the pain in his ass!
“If it's a date you have to drink my wine willingly.” Gackt informed Hyde with a wink.
“Perhaps one glass.” Hyde relented against his better judgement. Gackt didn't seem the type to want to hurt him and surely one glass wouldn't have too much effect on his senses? “From a bottle you open in front of me. No offence but I barely know you.”
“You will though.” Gackt replied as he let Hyde go and lay back on the bed to watch the other get up and dressed. “I plan to hire you exclusively from now on.”
“Looking forward to it.” Hyde replied with a soft smile on his lips. It wasn't until he had left the room that he realised just how much he had meant those words. In fact all night he hadn't faked anything at all. Perhaps that was why it felt like a weight had been lifted from his shoulders tonight. It was the freedom off been allowed to just be himself.