Comments | vampdreamer14: Don't know

vampdreamer14

Don't know

Mar 30, 2011 21:55

I don't know if anyone reads this anymore, but I honestly don't know how much longer I am going to last. I have been doing so horribly, and honestly not quite sure I am going to pull through it. I find that this will be my way of writing to those I love if I decide not to continue. But it's too strange...because it truly is something that I am ( Read more... )

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darkaydix March 31 2011, 12:29:08 UTC

What have you been doing horribly at?

From Facebook (the registrar of life), it's obvious to me that you've been excelling at everything lol. You have people that love you and friends that support you, you have an amazing talent and star in multiple shows... That doesn't seem horrible to me.

Decide not to continue what?
Think about what you enjoy, what you want in life, what you love, aspirations and desires. Think about where you want to head. You're in the freest point of your life right now-- you can literally do anything. Anything.

vampdreamer14 March 31 2011, 17:58:26 UTC

And here i thought none of us read these anymore, guess not. Honestly the looks of Facebook can be deceiving, I am actually absolutely horrible I am seeing a counselor trying to get a hold on these things, but I just don't know what good it's doing. You had seen my temper once upon a time and i always had that in me, and now it's harder to control, and there are other things too, but I will take what you have said in mind. Thanks sweets, interesting that you were the person who read this. So thanks...

darkaydix April 1 2011, 20:16:53 UTC

I know FB can be deceiving, but at the same time maybe you can use it as an outlet to get in touch with people that truly do care? I did not thinks would be as bad as you make them sound- your temper is harder to control ( ... )

itsoksomehow March 31 2011, 21:58:43 UTC

I have not thought about livejournal in at least 3 years. I don't think it's a coincidence that today I chose to look.
Continue seeing your counselor, Patrick. Be honest when you're there.
More importantly, don't stop seeking your Heavenly Father in this. Be honest with Him too.
Jeremiah 29:11
He loves you and wants what's best for you. He will bring you out of this. You have to rely on Him. Pray. If you're angry, pray angrily. If you're broken, cry out to Him. Ask Him to help you believe Him.

I am praying for you. You are precious to Him, and to the people He has put in your life.
Don't give up.