Dear myself,
Get over it. He is over you.

love,
you.

I give up. Maybe it wasn't meant to be.

I refuse to let myself be miserable. I want it to work out but I guess I'll find something new.

I may be blonde and insecure but don't treat me like I'm stupid. Just DON'T.

I don't think this is going to work out..

I can't remember the last time someone said I was beautiful and meant it.

But as Morrissey said in a song once.. "I was driving my car, I crashed and broke my spine, So yes there are things worse in life than never being someone's sweetie"

Just have to keep reminding myself of those lyrics.

They should have a song out with lyrics along the lines of "I wish I was thin so I can find a boyfriend that's shallow but I don't care because at least I'll be loved".

Man, this is really hurting me right now.

No one cares.

It fucking sucks.

I'm counting down the days where I can go back to therapy.

I'm getting tired of feeling like I'm second best and not worth talking to daily.

Why am I now loving Flight of the Conchords??? This should of been something that happened a billion years ago!

Favourite track so far -

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Best line - "White chocolate skin... And socks. That sounds like her!" hahahaha! and a slightly lazy eye.

I've somehow became less attractive, gained a little more weight and am losing my job tomorrow (or today rather).

Oh, and to make matters worse is that today is Valentine's Day and I'm single and alone and I have to work tomorrow... but only to be told I am getting fired.

Yay.. can this day get any better?