I just woke up from what was possibly the most restful 12 hours of my life. I'm not sure if it was the Ambien I took after lying awake for three hours, or the dream I had that relaxed me so much, but I'm grateful to whichever it was ( Read more... )

Another dream-related post for you all. I had to debate whether or not to post this, because a public audience requires I leave out certain details (such as the identities of some people), and I hate being vague in my posts. And yet ( Read more... )

I've just woken up from a dream I find both meaningful and disturbing, one that I feel is important to record. I've put down what I can remember ( Read more... )

It's weird, being so happy, and feeling like you're missing so much at the same time.

I think the worst part about falling so hard is knowing that this time around there's even less of a chance than there was last time. Second worse would be not being able to talk about it.

I think that's all that needs to be said.

~japlin

I couldn't really pick a topic to write about tonight, so I've decided to just let what's on my mind flow out, at the risk of none of it making any sense. As I sit here, at nearly 4:00 in the morning, I find the usual late night sense of restlessness has left me, leaving only a calm peacefulness. It's new, to be sure; for the past couple of weeks I ( Read more... )

I find it amazing how something as simple as a children's movie can set off so many thoughts in my mind. Pity it's a bit harder to quiet it down ( Read more... )

Just a few quick notes about the title and links on this journal ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think LJ is dead, I've only seen one other person post or comment in months. Oh well ( Read more... )

"Dear Mr. Aplin: This letter is to advise you that based on a review of your actions on January 17, 2007 as described in an Incident report, you were found not responsible. At this time, the matter is closed and no further action will be taken in this case."

The law doesn't touch japlin ;-)

Through the fire and the flames, we carry on.

~jap

Warning: over-analytical introspective ranting ahead. We cool with that? Good ( Read more... )