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capillaries scream
well, i knew what exactly what i was going to write before i got this window open, i had it all planned out and everything and now *pfh* gone. oh wells.
life is interesting. my brain needs a break from overthinking things.
i wish... nevermind. forget that thought.
school's almost over. chicago sure is. i think i'll wait till senior one-acts to try ( Read more... ) -
the reruns all become our history {a tired song keeps playing on a tired radio}
so texas weather is crazy. tomorrow we get a snow day, of all things. i'm so excited.... there's supposed to be inches of ice on the roads and freezing rain and the works. i'm so excited!
chicago is coming along.... slowly. we're having tons of fun with ciggies and booze however, so i guess that means something.
it's so cold i'm in my house wearing ( Read more... ) -
but you never looked hard enough
.... chicago makes me horny. how weird....
slutting out hardcore is lots of fun... but that's about it. i wish we didn't suck so bad...
life is, overall, interesting. i've passed through the depression and then the apathy, and now i'm on to the overly-sunny view of life. not really a..... recovery, but more of a healing, i guess. i've come to the ( Read more... ) -
i very nearly...
what if i got it wrong
and no poem or song
could put right what i got wrong
or make you feel i belong?
what if you should decide
that you don't want me there by you side?
that you don't want me there in your life...
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bound to let you go
another year gone by, another year older, another year of mistakes, love, and laughs. i wonder what this new year will bring....
graduation
prom
college
new friends
new clothes
new experiences
a new life
what can i take from this year to next? what can i make better? how can i improve the world from my small grasp on it? will the world be any different or ( Read more... ) -
bubblewrap and beads
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... ) -
where you belong
today was a coloring day.
i had little of importance to do today but color. i wish i could draw more than trees, clouds, hills, sunshine and flowers. oh well, they make me happy.
it's hard to type in gloves, but i've been yelled at one too many time for trying to turn up the thermostat. i guess maybe that's why i've gained weight..... i'm storing up ( Read more... ) -
forget all the things i should have said
i don't want to say it.
and i'm sorry.
dammit, i'm on my knees and i'm sorry.
why do i always fuck things up?
{so i speak to you in riddles, cuz my words get in my way}
