really really love you so

[vacuum_of_chaos]

i fell weird. i got home and got my graduation stuff out to iron, totally psyched that that day's almost here, and i just started crying. i feel like such an old lady, who cries at graduations and weddings, but i guess that's what i'm turning into. i feel like i missed something somewhere though, and have forgotten to do something of great

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[_savextonight_]

Haha...oh, honey. I spent all of Sunday being nostalgic and crying on and off. About leaving Bowie. About my friends leaving. Even about my brother being gone. Much as we hate the place, as much pain and distress as it's caused, it's home. It's where some pretty important things have happened to us and it's really scary to leave, to go out and know no one, to have to start from scratch and make new friends. I'm sure I will be ridiculously randomly emotional on and off throughout the entire summer.