[FIC] Fated - Chapter 7
Jaejoong never stopped wondering about it. He only brought himself to think deeper on that said matter. If that was real, boy, was that all a fucked up drama?
Why would Yunho believe her so easily? Why won’t he even try and listen to what I was going to explain? Why was this so fucking unbelievable?
Never ending questions kept popping out in Jaejoong’s head, one by one but they were all left unanswered. Not because he refused to answer them, but because he himself did not know what to make out of them.
Jaejoong finally halted when he realized where he was standing right now; the Rainbow Bridge.
He stopped his pace and rested his whole weakened body against the railing; watching as a few cars passed by on the magnificent lighted bridge. Jaejoong glanced at the Gucci watch on his wrist; 3:37 a.m. No wonder the road is so lonely, he thought to himself. Why does he feel like his whole life starting to be no difference than the empty roads? If it wasn’t for the man named Jung Yunho.
Yunho, the man he thought he loved and the man he thought to have loved him back literally crushed everything… including his heart, his fragile heart.
Jaejoong just could not comprehend how all of this had turned out. Eight years ago, they were almost inseparable and he knew; he believed Yunho was the only one he needed to live… to survive. And when he already believed such thing, fate separated them from one another. And now, eight years later and they finally met. Fate, or whatever it was again, has brought them back together, unplanned. They were just about to make up for their lost time but this evil four-letter word kept ruining it again and again. And this time, it seemed to be siding with this Ga Jin girl.
“Fuck you, fate,” Jaejoong cursed under his breath.
He turned around to face the rail and looked way down to the ocean below, head sticking out dangerously low. He stooped lower and a little lower until his heels were barely touching the icy cold bridge now.
Jaejoong remembered roughly, there was a saying that said something like, “When you are in a high place, you have the tendency to jump off from it,” and he thought how it sounded so believable now. He clearly felt the urge to climb up the rail and just jump off the bridge for whatever reasons he just could not pinpoint.
“Jung Yunho…,” he started to mumble in between words.
“Why… are you-” Jaejoong stopped midway when he suddenly tumbled forward, almost falling down the bridge but he managed to grab hold of the railing.
“-so full of hatred now?” He finished off his sentence with a very heavy sigh indeed.
Yes, no one can deny it. Not to him in particular. The fact that Jung Yunho has changed a lot, to the point of him acting so harsh towards the man he claimed to love, was too hard to believe. But no, no one can ever deny it.
And Jaejoong knew it now.
Because of that, just this instance, he murmured to himself.
“Should I just… jump?”
~*~
The luxurious Chevrolet pulled up in front of a white mansion that belongs to the Park family. It was incredibly huge even though there was only a resident living there as for now. The way the lights shone over the artistically crafted mansion complimented the ever so magnificent feel of it.
Ga Jin, who was sitting right next to Yunho in the passenger’s seat, looked intensely towards that said latter. She was hoping Yunho would look right back at her but no; Yunho kept on looking straight in front of him.
Seeing this, Ga Jin grew a little too impatient now. What’s wrong? Could he possibly be thinking of that Kim Jaejoong?
“Yunho-sshi-,” Ga Jin was about to start a conversation when Yunho suddenly cut her in without even turning to look at the girl who was dressed in black right next to him.
“Ga Jin-sshi, we’re here. Have a good rest tonight,” Yunho finished rather forcefully. Not once did he turn to look over at his fiancé. He was just not in the mood to talk to her; to anyone in particular.
Taken aback by Yunho’s cold action towards her, Ga Jin’s eyes grew wider. She gaped a little before letting out an audible sigh, defeated before starting anything to be exact.
“I understand. Well then, drive safely Yunho-sshi,” Ga Jin concluded as she pushed open the door and off inside the mansion in mere seconds. She hesitantly looked back, wondering if Yunho would somehow come up to her but to her disappointment; the black car drove away just like that.
~*~
Yunho stopped the car as the red light appeared in front of him. He rested his left hand on the steering wheel as his other worked its way to massage his now throbbing temple.
God, why won’t this headache just leave me alone already?
Yunho could only complain as he carelessly rested his heavy head on the steering wheel. He wondered why he felt ever so uneasy today. Well of course, apart from him chasing away the man he once loved, nothing went exceptionally wrong today. Not that he did any mistakes either. Or… did he?
“Arghhhh!” Yunho rummaged hysterically through his hair.
He wondered what made him so different now compared to him in those past years. How did he become so harsh and monstrous towards Kim Jaejoong, the man he learned to be so fragile, heck the only man he knew to have such a warm heart like no other.
“Now that I think of it, did he really do those things that Ga Jin said he did?”
The multiple horns from behind stopped him from his wonder as Yunho sped up the car at the sight of the green light. He had been wondering way too far until he did not realized the red light had already turned to green.
Yunho suddenly stopped the car once again when his car accidentally tripped over small stones and that caused them to be reflected back towards his rearview mirror. It left a small visible crack as Yunho could pinpoint when he lowered the window to check up on it.
Yunho gulped.
Something is wrong, he thought to himself. He had feelings that something bad is going to happen. Something really bad to the extent that he would regret it for the rest of his life if it happens. And so, Yunho quickly get back behind the wheels and sped up his way to where his feelings told him to. Wherever that was.
~*~
Should I just… jump?
Jaejoong found himself climbing slowly onto the rail. He was already halfway on top of it when he heard a few horns on the road, possibly trying to stop him from doing what they thought he wanted to do. Looking swiftly over his small shoulder, Jaejoong smirked.
“What? I can’t even make my own decision?”
His body was shaking terribly now due the cold weather and the fact that he was only covered with thin layers of cottons. The icy wind kept swooshing against his bare skin, causing the man to hug his body tightly in response.
Jaejoong darted back his gaze in front of him, carefully placing his other leg onto the rail. He lifted his whole body against it now. His hands were shaking horribly but that did not stop him from finishing what he felt like doing.
In the midst of Jaejoong’s ridiculous attempt, a car suddenly pulled up right beside where he was right now. The flashing light from the car blinded his sight as Jaejoong roughly covered his eyes, shielding it away from that said light. He heard the car door opened and closed yet again after a mere second. A figure finally appeared, though Jaejoong still could not see it clearly due to the bright lights.
“Yamete kudasai!”
Jaejoong thought he heard a man’s voice.
“Dare desu ka?” He managed to ask back before fell flat on his knees. The cold weather finally has taken him in.
No, I can’t faint… just yet.
And with that, Jaejoong finally gave out. The man immediately rushed towards him, barely missing to grip tight on his shoulder. When he finally saw the face of the man that he thought was trying to commit suicide just now, the man gulped… hard.
“Kim Jaejoong?!”
TBC.
[A/N] So, I'm back for good. Or maybe. I know I've kept you long enough but I just couldn't find the right time to write. Before I continue, I just want my readers to keep your thoughts and prayers for my Dad. He's been through a lot with this evil brain cancer and today, he's got a fever and it scares us, the whole family. Pray for his health, ne dear readers? :)
Anyway, so here's a poll I would like my readers to participate :D Makes it more, interesting, to have your say in this since you guys meant so much to me :D
Poll Jung Yunho's RIVAL
Choose wisely, people! :DD and I'm sorry there's no Junsu and Changmin in the answer options. Just because, I can't imagine them being with Jaejoong in "that" kind of relationship :pp I'M REALLY SORRY! They're more like brothers to oori Jaejoong :pp Oh well, till then! ^.^ AND AND AND one more thing, sorry for such a short chapter ^^"
Why would Yunho believe her so easily? Why won’t he even try and listen to what I was going to explain? Why was this so fucking unbelievable?
Never ending questions kept popping out in Jaejoong’s head, one by one but they were all left unanswered. Not because he refused to answer them, but because he himself did not know what to make out of them.
Jaejoong finally halted when he realized where he was standing right now; the Rainbow Bridge.
He stopped his pace and rested his whole weakened body against the railing; watching as a few cars passed by on the magnificent lighted bridge. Jaejoong glanced at the Gucci watch on his wrist; 3:37 a.m. No wonder the road is so lonely, he thought to himself. Why does he feel like his whole life starting to be no difference than the empty roads? If it wasn’t for the man named Jung Yunho.
Yunho, the man he thought he loved and the man he thought to have loved him back literally crushed everything… including his heart, his fragile heart.
Jaejoong just could not comprehend how all of this had turned out. Eight years ago, they were almost inseparable and he knew; he believed Yunho was the only one he needed to live… to survive. And when he already believed such thing, fate separated them from one another. And now, eight years later and they finally met. Fate, or whatever it was again, has brought them back together, unplanned. They were just about to make up for their lost time but this evil four-letter word kept ruining it again and again. And this time, it seemed to be siding with this Ga Jin girl.
“Fuck you, fate,” Jaejoong cursed under his breath.
He turned around to face the rail and looked way down to the ocean below, head sticking out dangerously low. He stooped lower and a little lower until his heels were barely touching the icy cold bridge now.
Jaejoong remembered roughly, there was a saying that said something like, “When you are in a high place, you have the tendency to jump off from it,” and he thought how it sounded so believable now. He clearly felt the urge to climb up the rail and just jump off the bridge for whatever reasons he just could not pinpoint.
“Jung Yunho…,” he started to mumble in between words.
“Why… are you-” Jaejoong stopped midway when he suddenly tumbled forward, almost falling down the bridge but he managed to grab hold of the railing.
“-so full of hatred now?” He finished off his sentence with a very heavy sigh indeed.
Yes, no one can deny it. Not to him in particular. The fact that Jung Yunho has changed a lot, to the point of him acting so harsh towards the man he claimed to love, was too hard to believe. But no, no one can ever deny it.
And Jaejoong knew it now.
Because of that, just this instance, he murmured to himself.
“Should I just… jump?”
~*~
The luxurious Chevrolet pulled up in front of a white mansion that belongs to the Park family. It was incredibly huge even though there was only a resident living there as for now. The way the lights shone over the artistically crafted mansion complimented the ever so magnificent feel of it.
Ga Jin, who was sitting right next to Yunho in the passenger’s seat, looked intensely towards that said latter. She was hoping Yunho would look right back at her but no; Yunho kept on looking straight in front of him.
Seeing this, Ga Jin grew a little too impatient now. What’s wrong? Could he possibly be thinking of that Kim Jaejoong?
“Yunho-sshi-,” Ga Jin was about to start a conversation when Yunho suddenly cut her in without even turning to look at the girl who was dressed in black right next to him.
“Ga Jin-sshi, we’re here. Have a good rest tonight,” Yunho finished rather forcefully. Not once did he turn to look over at his fiancé. He was just not in the mood to talk to her; to anyone in particular.
Taken aback by Yunho’s cold action towards her, Ga Jin’s eyes grew wider. She gaped a little before letting out an audible sigh, defeated before starting anything to be exact.
“I understand. Well then, drive safely Yunho-sshi,” Ga Jin concluded as she pushed open the door and off inside the mansion in mere seconds. She hesitantly looked back, wondering if Yunho would somehow come up to her but to her disappointment; the black car drove away just like that.
~*~
Yunho stopped the car as the red light appeared in front of him. He rested his left hand on the steering wheel as his other worked its way to massage his now throbbing temple.
God, why won’t this headache just leave me alone already?
Yunho could only complain as he carelessly rested his heavy head on the steering wheel. He wondered why he felt ever so uneasy today. Well of course, apart from him chasing away the man he once loved, nothing went exceptionally wrong today. Not that he did any mistakes either. Or… did he?
“Arghhhh!” Yunho rummaged hysterically through his hair.
He wondered what made him so different now compared to him in those past years. How did he become so harsh and monstrous towards Kim Jaejoong, the man he learned to be so fragile, heck the only man he knew to have such a warm heart like no other.
“Now that I think of it, did he really do those things that Ga Jin said he did?”
The multiple horns from behind stopped him from his wonder as Yunho sped up the car at the sight of the green light. He had been wondering way too far until he did not realized the red light had already turned to green.
Yunho suddenly stopped the car once again when his car accidentally tripped over small stones and that caused them to be reflected back towards his rearview mirror. It left a small visible crack as Yunho could pinpoint when he lowered the window to check up on it.
Yunho gulped.
Something is wrong, he thought to himself. He had feelings that something bad is going to happen. Something really bad to the extent that he would regret it for the rest of his life if it happens. And so, Yunho quickly get back behind the wheels and sped up his way to where his feelings told him to. Wherever that was.
~*~
Should I just… jump?
Jaejoong found himself climbing slowly onto the rail. He was already halfway on top of it when he heard a few horns on the road, possibly trying to stop him from doing what they thought he wanted to do. Looking swiftly over his small shoulder, Jaejoong smirked.
“What? I can’t even make my own decision?”
His body was shaking terribly now due the cold weather and the fact that he was only covered with thin layers of cottons. The icy wind kept swooshing against his bare skin, causing the man to hug his body tightly in response.
Jaejoong darted back his gaze in front of him, carefully placing his other leg onto the rail. He lifted his whole body against it now. His hands were shaking horribly but that did not stop him from finishing what he felt like doing.
In the midst of Jaejoong’s ridiculous attempt, a car suddenly pulled up right beside where he was right now. The flashing light from the car blinded his sight as Jaejoong roughly covered his eyes, shielding it away from that said light. He heard the car door opened and closed yet again after a mere second. A figure finally appeared, though Jaejoong still could not see it clearly due to the bright lights.
“Yamete kudasai!”
Jaejoong thought he heard a man’s voice.
“Dare desu ka?” He managed to ask back before fell flat on his knees. The cold weather finally has taken him in.
No, I can’t faint… just yet.
And with that, Jaejoong finally gave out. The man immediately rushed towards him, barely missing to grip tight on his shoulder. When he finally saw the face of the man that he thought was trying to commit suicide just now, the man gulped… hard.
“Kim Jaejoong?!”
TBC.
[A/N] So, I'm back for good. Or maybe. I know I've kept you long enough but I just couldn't find the right time to write. Before I continue, I just want my readers to keep your thoughts and prayers for my Dad. He's been through a lot with this evil brain cancer and today, he's got a fever and it scares us, the whole family. Pray for his health, ne dear readers? :)
Anyway, so here's a poll I would like my readers to participate :D Makes it more, interesting, to have your say in this since you guys meant so much to me :D
Poll Jung Yunho's RIVAL
Choose wisely, people! :DD and I'm sorry there's no Junsu and Changmin in the answer options. Just because, I can't imagine them being with Jaejoong in "that" kind of relationship :pp I'M REALLY SORRY! They're more like brothers to oori Jaejoong :pp Oh well, till then! ^.^ AND AND AND one more thing, sorry for such a short chapter ^^"