Just close your eyes.
It feels so right;
Inside this dark
oblivion, I Rest.
Goodnight.

The snow's cold is numb on my shoes
as the sun shines beatifully
without any threats
to scorch our skin
and tire our warm blooded bodies.

Now, I'd rather
wait outside
than in.

Give me more,
Anythign at all.
Although,
it will never be enough.
It will always be too small.

"Smile," is his way of life.
"Just smile" he says.
So, that's what I've been doing.
Another day,
another plan to
put on our agenda,
smiling.

and how I've smiled
at the reasons
we give ourselves
to see eachother.
       Dating because
we both need someone to hug.

But being able
to embrace the same empty smile
is bliss for now

Too much partying.
I think I'm learning my lesson.

I robot, yes good ol' monster me
I'm an A.D.H.D/A.D.D/HDTV.
I'm the perfect pitcher,
Pretty pixel personality who thinks in terms of we.
It's moxie my new friend; all apologies.

Now, if you tell me where you've been;
I'll tell you where you're going.
Where the fuck I want you to,
Mr. or Mrs. Unknowing.
But to suspect me as victim: I'm christian
So ( Read more... )

holy lights shattered in revelation
and the ruins of hypocrites
blessed with powerful friends
but not with a functional conscious

we played dress up in plastic smiles
wondering what it might feel like
to taste heaven in eyes
that look at you not right through

the spider webs we create in desperation
are only as strong as the fear of discovery
do ( Read more... )

Flow into me
Drifting away
Dragged by the sea
Of my emotions.
Rescue me
From the terror lodged
Within my sight
Deep into your soul.
Worship me
Bringing a sense of worth
So foreign and yet
So detestable to me.
Cradle me
Hide my face within your lap
Away from corruption
Polluting my morality.
Despise me
Create an illusion
Of disillusionment around me ( Read more... )

Younger years held solemn days
A hopeless cause, emotions frayed
A withered soul beneath my skin
The hidden lies that boil within

Come to me did brighter scenes
Strange alterings, a change to me
A sudden hope of exit light
A blinding glow from window sight

Premonitions interests
Inner thoughts for what is best
Visions of my false belief
Dreaming from the ( Read more... )

I fucking love
The Breakfast Club.
2nd greatest movie ever.