Entry: Letting Go Was Never The Same As Giving Up.

[urontheair]

I'm so vain, I probably thought that post was about me.

I will never, never allow myself to be as vulnerable again as I made myself with you.
I will never ever go through again what I let you put me through.
Everything I felt was my fault because I let you get to me.

You don't understand.
I don't know how else to explain it.

I'm always going to remember

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[spinster_16]

Kayla did Victor tell you that I found some letters from you? One was about our friendship being doomed, I found it the other day and sat in my room and just cried. That might not mean anything but it does to me. You were my best friend and I ruined that.

I changed this Summer. I learned things I didn't want to, I grew up but lost the little maturity I had left.

I met new friends and they changed me...maybe not in a good way but in a way.

I would go back but there's no point in making wishes on stars that don't exist.

I want to be there for you, I want to. I want to be friends, talk about things, go through all the important stages in life together.

I just want you to know that if I still have any sign of a chance I will take it. But if I missed out on it I understand.

Just remember that I will always love you Kayway, even if we aren't "friends" I'm always going to have those memories.

<3