ok sorry for the last post, ive been stressin over stuff and i dont even need to. if people dont like me, so be it. if you think im annoying, maybe i am. if you think im a bitch, then maybe i am to you because i dont like you. maybe you get on my nerves or i know i get on yours so whats the use in trying? maybe im having a bad day. whichever it is ( Read more... )

its really hard for me to trust anyone anymore... hard for me to believe someone trusts me, its hard for me to believe when someone tells me they love me, how do you know when someone truly loves you? how can you tell when they mean it? its hard for me to fall in love, hard to forget the past, hard to stop living in regret. too many things in life ( Read more... )

well, anotha weekend, yet this one is 4 days. w00t! ive been grounded all week, till like, 20 minutes ago. and im NOW ungrounded and happy. although i had josh & leigh over yesterday and brad over today, no one's counting that... lol ^_^ well anywho, i forgot what my last entry was about. ah yes. the random long ass survey that 3 people read. that ( Read more... )

yeah, im crazy-ishly bored. so heres a long ass survey ( Read more... )

holy bajesusness! i havent updated in like, weeks. where do i begin? ok well at my last post, i was going on about this person who told me they loved me and all that shizzle. and yeah. im over it now. well anywho, that weekend, which was this past weekend, was uberly cool. ok well, that friday, i went to amanda pehlke's house for her party. i had ( Read more... )

you know what REALLY pisses me the fuck off? well, alot of things, but right now its when someone tells u they love u and they dont fucking mean it. is when anyone says it and thinks its just words. its not just fucking words. the words "i love you" could mean jack shit to u but the world to another. dont tell me u love me if u dont fucking mean it ( Read more... )

welllll today was interesting. it started out pretty normal, i hung out w/ friends in the beginning of the day as usual, then snuck into first period and so on. in PE nick and some girl ran into eachother while playing basketball and got hurt quite badly, supposedly. aaand then in 4th period, justin was acting unusually nice. so i was like hmmm... ( Read more... )

im so hyper right now....like, to the point where i'd go up to a random person and just be like.... WEEEEEEEEE!!! lol, anyways, sry i havent posted in a few days, ive been banned from the computer. or "grounded" or something. yeah, i got grounded like, a month ago and my mom is tryin to sya im still grounded and im like yeeeah.... which is why u ( Read more... )

today was fun. i took kellies black notebook before last period and wrote a poem of my day. it was funny, whenever i get it back from her i'll put it in here for ur entertainment. ddR club is tomorrow, wO_ot! hardly anyone goes anymore, so i actually get to play a couple songs. yes. i forkin LOVE ddR. hmm...what else....ah yes, solange burned my ( Read more... )

hey people, i finally have a livejournal instead of an xanga ((www.xanga.com/somethingnew4u2hate ...if u wanna look @ it)) ITS SO MUCH EASIER!! lol. anyways, this weekend has kicked ass. brad came over on friday, from like, 4 to 10, and it was so awesome. besides the whole...my mom didnt know and stuff... it was kew. yesterday him and i went and ( Read more... )