i am really disappointed in myself again ( Read more... )

I went to apple trailers. i saw a curious ad for a movie. it says "dreamer" in white. its an all black background. so i clicked on it. i wasn't looking for a feel good till you throw up because of how sweet it fucking is movie. i expected something like pi, based on the poster...but ( Read more... )

I fucking cant handle this anymore ( Read more... )

i got a job offer today :)

anal sex.

Been with someone you just met and wanted to spend all of your time with them...so you did. For like...a month straight. Because I have. But now it is adversly affecting my life. However, once he and I are apart, I develop these irrational fears that he is never ever going to call me or want to see me again. Lame? Yeah, I know it is. But, I ( Read more... )

Well, I went on a 2-week shoot and loved it but have been so fucking busy I barely have time to sleep. I met someone however, and as crazy as this sounds, I am head over heels in love. He is fucking perfect for me ( Read more... )

i got a new sex toy and its great

Friday: Drank my face off and I think I hit on my stepcousin. Oops. How embarrassing. Don't quite know a good way of inquiring whether or not I did ( Read more... )

just jumped in my lap ( Read more... )