fic; see you when i fall asleep (nick/harry)

[upagainstspace]

part two. 2k. pg-13.
part 1 here  

i apologise mainly to erin but also to all the other people i made cry with part one. this one isnt as heart shattering (i promise). i'm not 100% in love with this part but i just feel like i had to get some louis context down. in case anyone was wondering this whole story is less actual romantic relationships and

Comments

[ext_1461580]

Hi Emily this is Erin, who you should definitely apologise to. Because my heart is broken. I'm pretty sure, since you listen to Grimmy's show, that you know how it feels to hate and love something all at once.

I LOVE THIS. BUT IT'S RUINING ME. Every time I think about it for more than ten seconds I tear up because I keep thinking of Grimmy not being there, and your fic, offering its (lovely, beautiful) perspective on how Harry would deal with it, is ten thousand times more painful.

Anyway, to my own personal life ruiner:
I love it, this chapter was amazing, and I loved how you did the flashback, for some reason it hurt more.

[upagainstspace]

here you can have the gryles icon because you need to be reminded that both are alive and well ;)

at some point i'm going to have to write out a formal three page apology for all the pain i've caused through this fic haha.

thank you so much lovely <3
and i'm still so very sorry.

[cherrycoloured]

Normally I don't read deathfic since they often are too contrived for me, but both parts of this were so genuinely sad and wonderfully written, my heart was breaking the entire time. You made it seem very real, and the characterization was perfect.

[upagainstspace]

thank you so much lovely, that means a lot :)

[bethanieleah]

THIS ONE IS HEART SHATTERING TOO, I PROMISE

[browneyedmanga]

Someone posted this on the gryles tag today and I thought it was birthday sex gryles or something and no, apparently Nick is dead. I cannot deal. Oh my goodness.. I cannot deal..