Title - Understanding You
Author -
unwritten_ideasRating - PG-13 (bad language, mention of sexual situations)
Word Count - 473
Pairing - Gackt x Jon, Gackt x You
Characters - You, Chacha
Disclaimer - don’t own squat and if I did, I’d be posting this with pictures
Summary - You is angry and Chacha doesn't understand why
You didn’t blame Jon. Not really. Jon was a nice guy, always smiling and offering to help anyone who needed it. The American had been nothing but polite and respectful to You ever since he’d joined the band. Jon probably didn’t even know that a mere three days before his fling with Gackt had started, Gackt had still been warming You’s bed.
Gackt never did tell people that little bit of information when he started dating them.
Yes, You really shouldn’t blame Jon. He didn’t think Jon was in love with Gackt, or that the relationship they had was anything approaching serious. It was fun, just sex, a way for the two singers to relieve some tension and Gackt always had been a sucker for a pretty body and a pretty face. If You was honest, he knew that he couldn’t blame Jon for saying yes when Gackt had first propositioned his fellow singer.
Who’d say no to Gackt?
You knew that he should blame Gackt, and Gackt alone. It was always the same routine, yet it always surprised and frustrated him. How many times had this happened over the years? Gackt would take up with someone new only days after the relationship with You ended, and You would watch and grow angrier and angrier. How could Gackt move on so quickly each damn time?
Why did You always go back to him?
You’s angry musings were interrupted by Chacha. “I don’t know why you’re so angry again.”
You glared at his fellow guitarist. “He’s doing it again!”
“So are you.”
“How can he move on so quickly?”
Chacha sighed. “You, why do you always turn this back onto Gackt every time?”
“I’m not the one fucking my way through the band,” You said abruptly.
“No, you’re not,” Chacha agreed, “but maybe you should ask yourself why Gackt is.”
“Because he can’t keep his dick in his pants?”
Chacha rolled his eyes. “No, it’s because you’ve had another crisis or mental breakdown or whatever it is that makes you do this, and have ended it with him. Again.”
You said nothing.
“I don’t understand you,” Chacha said, “when you’re with Gackt you seem happy enough, but then you finish with him, make yourself miserable and blame him for everything. All he’s doing is a very bad and clumsy attempt at making you jealous,” Chacha paused. “And it seems to be working.”
It obviously was working, but You wasn’t willing to admit that. “He could stay single. Would that kill him?”
“You mean that Gackt could stay single until you get over your mood swing and beg him to take you back?” Chacha asked.
“That’s not what I meant at all,” You snapped.
“One of these days, he won’t take you back,” Chacha said sagely. “Stop fucking him around, he really doesn’t deserve it.”
~owari
Notes
1) It's always Gackt that ends things and is cruel to You, so I wanted to write it the other way around
2) Also, I didn't want Jon to be the bad guy, like he normally is when he's involved in problems between Gackt and You