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Sep 08, 2007 14:44

Pierre, I'm so sorry I wasn't around last night, Mon Ami. I didn't see your entry until today. I'll come see you and little Matthew soon, alright?

I had sex last night. But uhm...not exactly...willingly. I think I was drugged. I think someone drugged me. I only had one drink and I blacked out. Woke up in someone's bed. Goddammit.

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juniper_berries September 8 2007, 04:53:43 UTC
You... what? Are you okay, Emilio? I'm coming over. And I can drive you over here... or we can... drugged??

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 04:56:31 UTC
That'd be good. A you would be good. I don't know what to think. He was really attractive, Kait. Really attractive. And he made me breakfast. And he seemed so nice. And to be honest, I haven't slept with anyone in well over a year. He didn't need to do what he did. And now I don't know whether I should feel used or not. Because...I would have slept with him. But he drugged me, so I didn't have the choice.

Argh.

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juniper_berries September 8 2007, 05:29:24 UTC
I'm just going to come over there. And hug you. And let you talk to me. I'm sorry that he did what he did. That's bad!

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 05:37:39 UTC
Yes. It certainly is bad.

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angels_facade September 8 2007, 05:00:44 UTC
OH Kat is going to KILL a bitch.

What happened to Pierre?

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 05:01:11 UTC
I don't think murder is necessary...

It's not my place to say.

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angels_facade September 8 2007, 05:02:08 UTC
I DO! Fucking arsehole!! How are you? I'm glad Kait will be there for you soon, Honey.

No, that's fair enough. I'll text him messages of love.

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 05:02:51 UTC
I suppose you're entitled. Just no following through on it. I'm...kind of numb. And glad Kait is coming too.

I think he'll appreciate that, Kat.

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death_to_pavlov September 8 2007, 05:10:05 UTC
Oh God.

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 05:11:01 UTC
Yeah.

Now I have to do that incredibly annoying getting tested thing.

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death_to_pavlov September 8 2007, 05:14:13 UTC
Oh Emilio. I don't even know what to say. It scares me that this can happen to you. I hope... I hope you'll be okay. How's your head?

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 05:16:26 UTC
I hope I will be too. I'm sort of...not really dealing yet. I'm not even angry yet. And my head is throbbing, but I took some alka-seltzer and that helped.

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eligible_boy September 8 2007, 05:41:13 UTC
Dude, don't feel bad, you just went through some total shit. Fuck, man... I can't believe what some people will do.

I'm very glad Kait is there with you. Do you need me? We can both be there for each other. Seriously... I hate how one bad night can change so much.

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 05:44:03 UTC
Frankly, I would rather have been here for you.

Kait and I can come back there after a while. That way you don't have to worry about all the Matthew things. Because I want to see him too. And be there for you. Yeah. Bad night.

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eligible_boy September 8 2007, 06:52:32 UTC
Yeah... I wish you had been anywhere but where you were.

It will be good to have you here. This is a very good place for taking care of people. Thank you for thinking of little Matthew, you're right. He will be very happy to see his Uncle Emilio.

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 06:54:21 UTC
Mmm.

I think about Matthew a lot. I wouldn't be a good uncle if I didn't.

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seminalsemiotic September 8 2007, 05:43:33 UTC
Oh my Goddess. All of last night should just be completely excised from history. That's so awful! Oh Emilio, my darling... do you want me to be there, too? If you need someone who can relate to what you've been through...

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 05:45:15 UTC
I'll come back there with Kait. If you want to come, that's fine, but if you want to stay there with Pierre, that's okay too. We'll both be there soon.

I don't even know how I should be reacting...

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seminalsemiotic September 8 2007, 06:54:07 UTC
I don't think there's any "should" about it. You'll react the way you need to, and we'll be there for you, whatever that might be.

I guess I'll stay here if Kaitie is bringing you back anyway. When you get here, I shall snuggle you so much. Assuming you want snuggles?

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unturning_world September 8 2007, 06:55:31 UTC
Well whatever it is, it's still coming. I'm not there yet.

I want snuggles. I really do. Lots of them. Comfort would be really nice....

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