So I hung out with Kim and Jena tonight for a while. Things were good. We walked to Jimmy John's and Jena stole my phone for a while. When I got it back I found out she called Brandon. **Ugh! I don't even want to know what was said there** Adi texted me while I was eating and I felt like talking so I called him. It was nice. I miss him ( Read more... )

Jessica and Bryce broke up. This is something I didn't think would honestly happen... well not lately. I hope Jessica will be okay. I just got off the phone with her.... and she doesn't sound good. I don't know if I should call Bryce or not. He and I are friends, but not as close as Jess and I are. I'm not on sides... I'm neutral, but I just don't ( Read more... )

So lately I've been thinking about next year. Mainly about being a CA (Community Advisor) in McElroy. I think it would be fun. Maybe I'm crazy... maybe not. Mom mentioned to me that she thought it would be a really good idea for me, and I'm starting to really agree with her. Sheena (my CA this year)and I were talking earlier tonight and she makes ( Read more... )

I love early morning phone calls when you're still awake with nothing to do. I got one tonight. It was Schwartz. It was really funny because he was with Parker (a friend of Lee's... who I guess is now living with them?). Well Parker got on the phone because he didn't believe that it was really me and I ended up going over to Schwartz's with them ( Read more... )

I sort of confused right now. I've spent a few nights with BP, and we talk, but everytime I try to bring up us being something more than just physcial he dodges it... STUPID! The way he kisses me and holds me... how can you do things like that and not know how you feel about the person? It just doesn't make sense ( Read more... )

Name 10 things (in no particular order) that make you happy and tag five others:

1 Smiling because of him
2 Singing out loud without caring
3 Dancing like a fool with friends
4 Camp Kici Yapi... yea it makes me happy even with all the coffee I drink
5 Seeing Nicole, Jessica or Joshua when I need a good friend
6 Photography
7 Finding a roll of film that ( Read more... )

I went over to Brandon's last night and left with an answer to my question of us. We're not going to date, yet, because he might be moving sometime soon... but you never know. Personally I think it might be able to work, but with what happened last time to him, I would be skeptical too. I told him I don't want to be hurt, and he said that's ( Read more... )

I fucking hate girls! They cause me to worry so much. And always seem to spread things they don't even know are true ( Read more... )

Dear you,

There’s something I need to tell you. I smile every time someone mentions your name.  There is just something about you that makes me smile and be happy all of a sudden no matter what’s going on. I don’t want that to sound creepy, but it’s true.

Tonight you called me and I could tell just by the tone of your voice right away that ( Read more... )

Mom confronted me this morning with the thought of Lauren moving in to my room in the basement. I thought about it a bit and started crying. I don't even know why I started crying. Yes I'm gone for 8 months out of the year, but I come back... and have been back more than I had expected at the beginning of the year ( Read more... )