alrighty then...

[unmasked_fear]

I'm thinking about jumping off of a cliff, drowning myself in the ocean, hanging myself from a tree, and slicing my wrists open all at once. Just don't say anything. I really don't want to hear anything you have to say.

Comments

[stukinprtugal13]

no cuz then ill never EVER EVER getta see u again...i dont think
well...@ least wait and take me with you?
please?
well i love you
if that means anything to u
i do i love u
ill talk to you again later

[unmasked_fear]

fine. come with me. and yes, it does mean something to me that you love me. i love you too. we need to stick together, kid. it's just you and me out here in the world, while everyone else gets to stay happily in America. fuck them and fuck me too.

[stukinprtugal13]

amen to that even if there is no god.
i miss you so much
i love you
and even if its juss us 2 itd be perfect

[boysaresluts]

aaah. is this celia by any chance??
this is audreyyyyy

[unmasked_fear]

that would be meeee.. hello audrey, it's been a while. wanna be friends? haha. i'm adding you to my list-o-special friendsness... whoop whoop.

ah celia

[slowmotion4me05]

dont ever dooo that! i would miss you way too damn much! its been hard not seeing you... u little corruptor! i miss you! what i miss most is your diet rite and those damn cookies... nummy nummy have funn dont do anything stupid and email me! hal25ey@gmail.com

Re: ah celia

[unmasked_fear]

hey haley, my little slut. lol. ya, i miss those damn diet cookies too. i'm hungry.. need cooookkkiiiieee...... fuck this shit... email me first, i'm too lazy to type in your address (haha) deathly_atropos@rock.com

[plrzglrb]

Don't you dare, Celia. I don't care if you don't want to hear it so i'm going to tell you anyway- I can't even begin to imagine the hell you're in right now, but you've got too many people who would give their lives for you to take your own.

[unmasked_fear]

honestly, i'm just too exhausted to argue that.

[gothicwerewolf]

*shudders*
If you do that, i will follow you, without even thinking twice. Just don't. None of us can handle the aftermath if anything happened to you. You can't imagine how that would effect us, so don't even try to tell me that we don't care or some such bullshit. I don't even know what to say to this. I just can't even think about it, because if i did, I might just do it before you can.
I love you, and even if you don't think it's true, I'm waiting for you to come home, and I'm still doing everything i can to make that happen. Just please, Celia, wait until we fix this. We will fix this. I love you. We all love you.

[unmasked_fear]

I feel so lost, like I don't even know if trying to come home is worth it anymore. I feel like I just don't belong much of anywhere anymore. But I'll try to keep my suicidal rants to myself from now on... *le sigh x10*

[plrzglrb]

you've always got a place here, Celia. Try to remember that, ok? for me?

[gothicwerewolf]

You know that you have people who love and adore you here. There's always a place.
I love you! *hugs*
Renee