I fuckin hate you, just thought I'd let you know. Wavin the middle finger as i'm walkin out the door. I'm givin up on this shit, I'm through with this bitch. Get the cock out your mouth and you'll understand this. I'm sick of runnin circles chasin you around. This fucked up hide in seek where you're never to be found.

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Would you smile for me, so I may die peacefully with that on my mind. Would you laugh for me, so my ear may know the sound of joy. Would you sing for me, so I may be layed to rest underneath you melody. Would you dance for me, write a story in your movements. It's getting past my last bed time. I need these things please.

smile because I'm face. I feel just like a plastic doll. You bend me back and forth, whatever is your pleasure. I'm here to make you laugh, and lend a help hand. Smile for my humiliation, maybe I can laugh too. Would you allow that, the joy one gets from laughter? Or would you just lock me, just like you always do.

Yesterday I took a trip. I hoped to see the muffin man.
He answered the door with a cake in his hand. He said "here this is for you." As he set it down and walked away. I looked down in amazement unsure of what to do. So I to that cake home and hung it on the wall. Layed neatly and framed with icing was a picture of you.

Let's just keep dancing, fuck what they say. The fact that your dying makes it that much better. Let's spend these last few moments, making fools of ourselves. And talking down to those who have done the same. Let's preach of the appocalyspe, it's coming with your death. The day after tomorrow, there will be no reason to exist. I know I'm going to ( Read more... )

WE'VE BEEN FUCKIN AROUND FOR FAR TO LONG!!

There has been a decrease in the amount of pain killers being poped recently. But a considerbly large increase in the amount of Golden Grass of Gahnjah being consumed. It's a wonderful thing.

This addiction I have is driving me crazy. I can't seem to get over it. But it isn't just affecting me. Truly it is hurting some one else. I hate doing it to them, but it just won't stop calling. It's screaming at me constantly, and I can't get over it. It's the worst thing I've dealt with in years. FUCK!!! I don't know what to do about it, I'm so ( Read more... )

I don't think I like this any more.

So I decided to get back on. So, with that said, here the other "10" I was speaking of. Even though it may not actually be 10 ( Read more... )