indie rokkers.

[unintended_67]

lies lies liessss. that all connor does. i want to believe him when he tells me things, (i.e...hes in love with me, and just loves jessica) but i dont. ughh.  this would be so much easier if he wasnt my best friend/only friend. i wanna hate him so bad!

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[lyssyboo]

He is playing you, Hun. If he was in love with you and not her, he would be with you. From what I've read about your situation he wants to be with Jessica but keep you around for sex and stuff because he knows he can get it. It works out perfectly for him because he knows/thinks you would never tell Jessica because you want him so much, you'll take whatever you can get. My opinion: continuing on like this with him won't get you any more from him than you are already getting. If he wants to be in a relationship and loves you so much, he should leave her.

thanks

[unintended_67]

thats what everyone keeps telling me, but its so hard to leave him. i know i should. maybe once i start school again and get some more friends i will. ugh this is so tough. thank you though :)
and sorry about everything with you and joe also.