Another Year of Shit

[unforgivinghell]

Today is my birthday. You would think that I would be happy about this, because it is my 19th. Think again. I'm basically wondering why the fuck i'm still here, and why I continue to live this crap life. Oh yeah, nothing really bad is happening in my life, but yet again I can't explain why I feel like I do, which would be majorly depressed. I have

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[amethystwings]

You're never going to stop if you give in every time love. You know that. Instead of resorting to something that bad for you, why don't you focus on the good things you mentioned. Talk to your boyfriend. Talk to me and Harley. We're here for you, you know that. :)

[unforgivinghell]

i know you are. giving in is just so easy though. i know i need to put an honest effot into stopping, but i think im afraid to