you know i have recently relized things you really want in life you cant get. no matter what you just seem rite out of reach. before my last Gf i was single for sooo long. but check this out, the GF i had before that (like a year or so prior) i broke her heart, then i got my heart broken. and its stayed broken ever scence. Ive tried to fix it but i ( Read more... )

i once chilled at a Mcdonalds with these madd gorgeous females. one was so innocent, it was the cutest thing. and i wouldnt mind seein them again.i also once went from girl to girl not carin about there feelings and had the greatest time of my life. they i decided to settle down and had my heart ripped out of my chest. now ive been searchin for ( Read more... )

yo this was crazy i got madd tipsy on the fourth of july and let me tell you its the shit! i forgot about all my worries and problems. Wish i could of chilled with the people who i tried to make plans to chill with(kendall, Lauren).life seems to be great for the moment, but summer has been sooo lonley, it would be cool to have someone to chill with ( Read more... )

man i dont know what to do with my life. there's someone i like but cant have. someone who i accidently lead on but am madly in love wit but kinda dont want. theres people ive bleed over and people who ive made cry. but yet i dont know were my life is goin what to do with it or when i need to do what ever it is i have to do. there so much i want ( Read more... )

Thanx for all the comments and stuff that helped me get through some crazy times im semily not as sad or mad about life than ive been lately. Im still kinda lonely but i love the fact that there are madd kids that care and tried to make me feel other wise. im a hppy kinda lonely now. i wish i wasnt lonely but i couldnt really do anything about it ( Read more... )

well i dont know whats goin on in my life. i dont know who i like or wo all likes me or whats goin on but all i know is its been about gay bein by myself on this shit i mean alot of people are talk to me chill wit me do this wit me but its not that kinda lonley. i wish i could explain it. well ill put more in this when i get it. peace

have you ever been so depressed about a subject the just the meir mention of anything to do with what your depressed about that you would rather die than talk about it again. have you ever felt emotions so strong that if anyone said something about it you just immediately flipped out. have you ever felt loneliness so great that the person that ( Read more... )

a few of the post left in my last journal really got to me. i would really like to know who left the random anonymous post. i mean i would rather know who you were than ponder about it. really im tired of being lonly and you guys seem like great kids to talk to. on the other hand the peopel that i do know who you were thanx.if you left anonymous ( Read more... )

you know these past few days have been the lonlyest of my life. with everyone workin and people hangin wit other people ive really not done anything cool durin the week. i feel liek a peace of myself is missen ya know. im just like a shell of my former self. i dont even know wht more to say. i kinda wish things were back to the way they were. man i ( Read more... )

im great now life is just peachy. um i gave up smoken weed for a while. some people are mad gay and just sux. hydrocodene is the shit. man some people are just to cool. im great and life is great leave me some notes and ill write back.