happy fucking birthday to me! most of taday has been fine, i woke up next to my lovely girlfriend and ate chocolate cake for breakfast. went home after sitting around at chapmans for a couple of hours. went home, showered, ate twizlers, and played videogames. holmes and captain jingle-dick (bill) come over. went to argentine and enjoyed some ( Read more... )

so my weekend was hellish. that is the sum total of it. hellish. i hung out with ashly on friday, which was very nice. the only problem was that we were both depressed. then i went ot that stupid dance and was even more depressed because i had no one to dance with/be all over. then i wake up a 4am on saturday literally vibrating i was shaking so ( Read more... )

i have been doing basicly nothing for the past forever. this weekend was fun even though i didn't get to see my girlfriend. we are all such dorks for liking karioke that much and being that into it. tons of fun. i talked to kara for like three and a half hours on monday, then got chewed out by everyone i know because they think i can't behave ( Read more... )

Wow, i haven't posted anything relevant in forever. to bad this is all totally irrelevant. Friday was sweet to say the least. Hung out with Milhouse and Wykes at Milhouses for a couple of hours then went and picked Kara up. She was a total asshole to me the whole time, which i thought was kinda cute & entertaining. Saw Underworld II. Then just ( Read more... )

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obviously my intellectual self-reflection is for naught so i will no longer reflect on self at such a deep level. i'm going to keep it simple and stupid from now on. i broke up with gina friday. i really don't know what happened to that relationship. she slipped through my fingers like sand. i am saddened now that its over but i needed some time ( Read more... )

the title explains it all. miki's right though everyones posts are really depressed. ya know what, i'm blaming it on christmas. I FUCKING HATE CHRISTMAS!

I FUCKING LOVE RHONDA! that is all.

i have been surfing the net for the past three hours. the drugs wore off some time in the last millenia and while that is depressing it also helps me see things clearly, no more shifting lens to peer trough at the sicking reality on the other side of time. just me, my thoughts, and a twisted hope for a darker tommorow ( Read more... )

i had an epiphany last night. not something that happens very often, but all of the sudden everything became glaringly clear. like one second i'm just talking to gina the next i have a fucking revelation. thats right, a fucking revelation. i realized that the reason i am so depressed all of the time and the reason that my friends always have more ( Read more... )