Secrets I'm Dying To Keep {Part 2/?}

[umai_jae_ai]

Title: Secrets I'm Dying To Keep
Genre: Angst
Rating: Pg-13
Paring: In this part, Jaejoong/Junsu (Friendship), eventualy OT5
Summary: Jaejoong is slowly being worn down.
A/N: Sooooooooooooo sorry this took so long. School's been a bitch. I hope this compares to the the first part. Updates will be more regular lately too!

Comments

[realitywaiting]

D': why why why?!?!?! oh it hurts! and yet I know how that feels! (not the possibility of an incurable illness, the other bit about wanting to take care of things by himself. T.T

[umai_jae_ai]

Yea, I know how that feels too(not the incurable illness part lol)

Thankyou for readin=]

[crimeis]

i really like this! i see a continuation and the jaesu! :))) i'm in love with this even though it's hurting me but hurting me good. i love your diction as well. i feel so captured in this piece. i'm scared for jaejoong as well. and the confessions. last line really hit me hard. whispering confessions that aren't his to make.

"I'm scared Yoochun."

really something. ♥ i like how it's going to be an OT5 eventually. it fits, really fits. :))) thanks for this wonderful piece.

[umai_jae_ai]

Thankyou so much for reading, your comment made me so happy =]

[chloe1910]

Good God, I feel like slapping Jae to tell him how stupid he is. He's sick and he needs to see a doctor. I knwo he's afraid of knowing that it might be a terminal illness but what if it's curable but the longer he delayed getting help the worse it become? If it's really terminal illness, at least he'll know how much time he has left. Isn't it better to live his remaning ife to the fullest, spending it with his love ones? Aigoo..

I hope Yoochun will be able to do something about this but why do I have a feeling that it might take all 4 of them to convince Jae to seek help or of course my hope to see that it finally takes Yunho to wake him up from his stupid thinking..

[umai_jae_ai]

Honestly I feel like slapping Jaejoong too lol. Ahhh why must I do this to him?????

Thankyou for reading.

[bucket_of_tsuki]

I feel for ya, Jae.

Can definitely see the reasons behind his reluctance - I was sick for three years before I told anyone, and even then, it was nervewracking. It's the scariest thing in the world to be sitting there waiting for a person you don't even know to tell you it's impossible for you to get better.

But really, it's dehumanizing. It's hard for someone to understand if they haven't gone through it themselves, really.

Really well done, by the way. You write beautifully - I think I'm adding this to my memories~

[umai_jae_ai]

Thankyou =] I'll update soon.

[rangikucharlize]

Oh my goshh, this is so heart wrenchingly beautiful...please continue~ It makes me feel so bad but I'm worried and you know I just want it to get better... :(
<3

[umai_jae_ai]

Thankyou so much, I'll update soon.