Crappy mood... expect a lot of whinning... sorry

[ultimateoffer]

Well I need to vent and as much has I object to people publicly complaining and what not I have no other source right now and if I don't get this crap off my chest I think I'll just explode. That would be a bad thing considering those have a tendecy to either be oilent towards others or myself. I don't think I'll have a good chance of being a cop

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[icydawn]

You are not a beast of burdon to everyone, and you'd be the first one to yell at me or anyone else that you care about that called themselves that in front of you. When I offer to go away to make things easier for you, you get angry, insisting that I am not a burdon and that I need to stay. I wish I could make you feel better, and could helpmore. I know sometimes you get jealous of how I go out and all, if I don't go out I'm on the computer 24-7 like I am at campus, and with my dad home all the time (and my mom too cause she doesn't feel good) that's a good way to get accused of doing nothing, something I hate more than hell itself. You are not crazy, I just think you may need councling a little more than it's been available to you, and as much as I'm not professional help, I've been trying to fill in a bit. But sometimes you don't tell me things because you don't want to upset me or whatever the case may be, and you need to not do that. I'll get over whatever it is. I'm having a harder time dealing with Mom sometimes. Take care of