well hello las vegas its time to get started on getting my life on track

this last month has gone by really fast to the point that i didnt even realize that my dad is going to be here this coming friday....each day that goes by i start to panic more and more and well panic attacks arent that great from my stand point......I still have to pack up all my cloth and get them ready..i dunno where the hell i am going to fit ( Read more... )

so i only have 2 weeks left to go and i am scared out of my mind.

it is finally time to take action and get the fuck out of this hell hole....I have been here for to long and i know the best thing to do is to get out oh yes!!im leaving for las vegas on the 7th of august and i am so fucking happy about it... thinking of the way that my life can be will be awesome i will have my friends my dad, step mom,and my ( Read more... )

well i have almost deciided that i want to move to las vegas ........it is going to be a big change for me ...i think that i am happy but im not sure . i am going to lose ed and i dont think i really want to 2 and a half years is a long time with someone but i think i am making the right choose. i have been told a million times that if he loves you ( Read more... )

I read through these journals and see how boring my life really is...work, work ,shower, sleep and repeat. i dont know if i make it that way or what ( Read more... )

so i just got home to find that my sister has come and done from work and that she isnt here wonder if she ever came home? I think she did cause her new phone is gone......but anyways i am feeling pretty good right now. I just got home from the gym and i do truely have to say that i missed it ...i finally found the reason why i enjoy going there. I ( Read more... )

well i am just sitting here alone and it is wonderful ...i cant even begin to explain how good it feels ...just me and my lap top and the killers ..BRANDON FLOWERS he is the new love of my life ....i love his face its beauty. today was finally a day that i was even semi-happy it was amazing. I wish it could be better but it has been the best in ( Read more... )

life yeah i wish i had one ... you know maybe i should just hide in my room and never come out. Everything always changes i can never stay happy. Every time my life begins to go right it just fucks up neverc an just stay happy no not for holly holly should just be shit on . thats right the person that cares the most is shit on but no when she is ( Read more... )

I dont understand why people all of a sudden confess thier love when thier time is up and they have losed they best thing they have ever had ( Read more... )