The Words That Are Lingering Again Today
Title : The Words That Are Lingering Again Today
Author : uknowmaname
Pairing : Onew/Jonghyun | Jongyu
Wordcount : 2252 Words
Genre : Fluff
Rating : PG-13
Summary : I love you.
A/N : I dreamt about this so I wrote this <3
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The Words that are still lingering again today
“I’m home.”
Jonghyun sighed as he entered their dorm lazily knowing no one would welcome him when he was home. But he was completely wrong though, the lights in the main room of their dorm were on. Jonghyun couldn’t hold his silly smile as he heard someone was welcoming him home with his sweet voice that he missed so much a whole day.
“Hyunnie, you’re home!” There was excitement from Jinki’s voice as he welcomed the younger man while running a little toward him. He welcomed him with his sunny smile. “You’re home!” he exclaim excitedly.
Jonghyun nodded a little before throwing a smile to his hyung, “I’m home,” he murmured before walked in to the main room with Jinki behind him.
Jinki just grinned innocently watching the younger from behind. He really wanted to throw himself onto the younger and hugged him because he missed him so much, but he held it since he was nobody to Jonghyun beside his hyung, his leader and his friend.
Friends.
Jinki slowly made a way to the couch and dropped his body on there to the place he belong just now; his favorite side, the far end of the couch.
“Hyung.”
Jinki turned his head but seconds later his cheeks tinged a bright pink and were hot once he saw Jonghyun’s newly-made abs as the younger changed his clothes on front of him. Jinki couldn’t help but his heart skip a beat watching Jonghyun’s upper body and he didn’t know why he kept gazing it and didn’t want to blink his eyes even for a nanosecond. He just knew he likes it.
Oh my eyes, it’s not the first time you’re seeing him shirtless! Oh my heart, why do you hurt me? Jinki thought to himself. Jinki inhaled and exhaled slowly to ease the beats of his heart.
“Hyung.”
Jonghyun’s voice helped Jinki back to the world. “Hm, yes?” Jinki asked sounding like he lost of his own mind.
Jonghyun just sighed as he shook his head slowly. “I was asking you, hyung,” Jonghyun told before slumped down next to the older man.
Jinki grinned sheepishly because been distracted for seconds, “I’m sorry,” licked his lips, “What did you just ask me, hyunnie?” he asked with a smile.
Jonghyun turned on the television before answered the older, “Well, not something that important, hyung,” he said softly without turning to Jinki, gluing his eyes to the tv screen. He peeked from the corner of his eyes toward the older man beside him. He chuckled silently noticing the older man was pouting his lips a little. That was one of the most adorable things he liked about the older man, the way he pout his lips, it’s ridiculously cute that made he wanted to kiss that pouty lips. But he couldn’t, he knew it.
Jinki nodded his head slowly in understanding even though he was a little curious about the question that was asked by the younger.
“Hyung, let me lend your lap for a while,” Jonghyun said lazily as he rested his head in his hyung’s lap without permission from the older man and ignoring his hyung was complaining to him. He closed his eyes, “Hyung, I’m tired, let me rest in your lap, it’s just for a while,” he murmured enjoying sleeping in his hyung’s lap.
Jinki just sighed letting the younger slept in his laps. Actually he didn’t mind that the younger slept in his lap, he liked it, really, but his heart skipped a beat faster than before that made he hard to breathe and uncomfortable.
Jinki tried so hard to not escape any noises as he younger began to snuggle to his stomach. He slightly shivered feeling the hot breath from the younger as he exhaled against his stomach.
Nervously, Jinki’s hand began run through Jonghyun’s slightly damp hair tenderly. He didn’t realize a soft smile form on his lips seeing the younger’s sleeping face. Jinki bit his lower lips lightly, feeling hurt inside his heart. If only the younger knew abut his feeling toward him, if only he had a brave to confess his love that he kept since he knew he was in love with the younger. If only he could tell the words that were still lingering until now.
If only he could say I love you…
“Hyung.”
Jonghyun’s soft voice broke the silence between them making the older man had to pulled his hand away from Jonghyun’s hair. He waited with pounding heart for Jonghyun to speak up.
Jonghyun squeezed his eyes tight as he lost the contact of Jinki’s hand. He still wanted that soft hand caressed his hair tenderly. That hand made him calm and comfortable, like his mom whom caressed his hair when he was young, so warm and loving.
“Hyung,” he called out softly as he opened his eyes and looked straight into Jinki’s eyes, deeply. “Hyung…” he whispered.
Onew had to shut his eyes as the younger’s hand stroked his cheek gently, couldn’t hold a foreign sensation that made his body tickled and felt warm inside.
“Jinki-hyung.”
Jonghyun’s voice was way too soft and rich when he called the older man and Jinki wished he could hear it more often.
His hand still stroked Jinki’s cheek lovingly. He closed his eyes for a moment before looked into Jinki’s eyes again, telling, “Hyung, I think I’m in love,” Jonghyun said barely whispered as he smiled warmly toward the older man.
Jinki opened his eyes slowly and looked at the eyes which were gazing him deeply. His heart clenched yet he was happy hearing the younger said he was in love, but with whom?
He gulped, asking, “With whom? ...er.. May I know…?” Jinki tried to not sound too curious or maybe hurt. Jinki bit his lips losing Jonghyun’s hand on his cheek while waiting for the return.
Jonghyun close his eyes, “With someone who has made me fall in love. Someone who has made my heart beats this fast,” he touched his chest feeling his heart beat really fast, “Someone whom I love from the bottom of my heart.” Jonghyun hugged Jinki’s waist, “I really fall in love with this person, hyung,” he whispered.
Jinki’s heart felt a little hurt hearing how much Jonghyun loved this person, well not a little. He admitted that he was envy toward that person because she could make Jonghyun so in love like this, could make Jonghyun’s heart skip and could make Jonghyun loved her. That person obviously wasn’t him and never would. He was so clumsy, clueless and unattractive person.
With a bit trembled hand Jinki began to caressed Jonghyun’s again, just wanted to make the younger comfortable in his lap. “Hyunnie, have you told to that person that you love her?” Jinki kept his voice calm.
Jonghyun’s shook his head against Jinki’s stomach. “No, I’ve not, hyung,” he mumbled. Jonghyun lifted his head up toward the older man whom was frowning toward him. He looked so sad when his gaze met Jinki’s. “I don’t have a gut to confess to him.” He buried his face into Jinki’s stomach again. “I’m afraid he doesn’t have the same feeling as I do.”
It hurt him too seeing the sad and hurt look on Jonghyun’s face. But he didn’t lie he was a little bit happy, a very little bit. Jinki frowned softly, him? It meant that person was a guy? Well, Jinki didn’t mind it if the younger prefer a guy than a girl.
How lucky that guy…
Giving the younger a comfort caresses, he kept putting a sweet smile on his lips although the younger wouldn’t see it, “You have to try it, hyunnie. You have to be brave to confess your love to him, if you don’t, you’ll never know he loves you or not. Beside…” Jinki paused thinking what he would say next to cheer the younger.
Jonghyun waited for Jinki as he hugged him more tightly.
Playing with Jonghyun’s hair, he told, “You know, Hyunnie. Someone as sweet and caring as you, who wouldn’t love you?” even I love you, Hyunnie. “You’re handsome and your voice is loveable! If he knows you so well, he will love you no matter who you are. He will love you with all his heart because you’re Kim Jonghyun,” the person I love with all my heart. Jinki whispered softly, sounding so embarrassed saying such a thing directly to Jonghyun. He sounded like he was confessing him even though he knew his love would never be accepted by the younger because he loved somebody else not him.
Jonghyun couldn’t hold his happy smile as he heard the older man said such a thing to him. He slowly got up from Jinki’s lap and looked directly at the older man. “You think so, hyung?” he smiled excitedly.
Jinki nodded slowly. “Hmm, you have to confess your love to him, hyunnie, before it’s late,” Jinki spoke carefully.
Jonghyun nodded his head, murmuring, “Thanks, hyung! I’ll call him to tell how much I love him.” Jonghyun smiled brightly before went to his room leaving the heartbroken Jinki alone on the couch.
Jinki looked down toward his lap where Jonghyun was rested his head just now and now it felt so empty and cold without Jonghyun in there. He frowned seeing his lap became wet moments later, he blinked his eyes a few times and his lap became more wet. He gasped noticing the tears were rolling down from his eyes. He was crying.
Jinki bit his into his lower lips hard trying to not let out a whimper from his lips as he began to cry hardly, crying his broken heart out. He pulled his knees hear his chest and buried his face there. His love had just gone.
He would let him go. If the younger was happy with the person he loved, Jinki would let him because all he wanted was Jonghyun to be happy even if he was crying inside. Love didn’t have to have.
Suddenly Jinki’s phone ringed through the silent room. He quickly wiped his tears away and breathed normally before picked up his phone. He frowned as his saw Jonghyun’s name on phone, he didn’t bother himself to ask why the hell Jonghyun call him instead picked it up.
“Hello, hyunnie. What’s wrong?” was all Jinki could say between his shaky voice and sniffs. He frowned, waiting for Jonghyun’s answer. Didn’t he want to confess his love?
“Hyung, are you crying?” Jonghyun sounded worried on the other end, Jinki could feel it.
Jinki laughed awkwardly, “No, hyunnie. I just sneezed. So, what’s wrong? Why do you call me since we are at home right now and you said you’re going to confess your love?” Jinki frowned heavily, completely confused with the younger. “Oh! Or you’ve confessed your love to him?” there was sadness in his voice but he endured it. “How was it? Does he love you back?”
Jonghyun just chuckled on the other end which made Jinki more confused.
“I don’t know, hyung,” Jonghyun spoke calmly.
Jinki titled his head, confused, “What? How? Why? Have you confessed your love to him?” he asked again, getting more curious because the younger just chuckled.
“No, I have not, Hyung,” sighing, “But I’m going to confess to him right now,” he said with serious tone and he chuckled again hearing Jinki whined.
“Then, why do you instead call me if you’re going to confess to him? You’re wasting your time,” he pouted, “Now, you have to-” Jinki was cut off by Jonghyun’s sudden confess.
“I love you.”
Jonghyun’s voice was too soft and silk in Jinki’s ears.
“I love you, hyung. I love you.”
A tear began to roll down on Jinki’s cheeks hearing confession love from the younger through the phone. He couldn’t hold his tears anymore, he cried because he was so happy. He didn’t know the person Jonghyun fall in love with was him. He, Lee Jinki.
“A..are you serious…?” Jinki’s voice was crack and weak between his sobs. He still couldn’t believe about what he has heard just now. Jonghyun loved him?
He chuckled a little, “Hyung, listen,” Jonghyun took a deep breath. “The person who makes me fall in love, the person who makes my heart skips a beat, the person who brings me an oddly feeling inside me, the person I love from the bottom of my heart is you, Hyung. It’s you, Lee Jinki,” he smiled softly hearing Jinki chuckled between his sobs, “I love you, Lee Jinki. Only you, I love.”
Jinki wide his eyes surprised seeing the younger was knelt in front of him and smiling to him sweetly.
“Hyunnie….”
Jonghyun shushed him softly and wiped Jinki’s tears away with his free hand, whispering, “Don’t cry, hyung. Don’t cry…” His smiled softened seeing a small smile form on Jinki’s lips. Jonghyun hung up his phone before cupping Jinki’s face tenderly and stoked his cheeks. “I love you,” he whispered under his soft breath.
Jinki bit down into his lower lip as his fingers were playing in his lap. “Hyunnie…” he called out weakly.
Jonghyun just hummed him.
Jinki’s cheeks blushed looking how handsome Jonghyun was in front of him. “Hyunnie… T-there is something I have to tell you.” He smiled shyly. He bit his lower harder, whispering, “There are the words that are lingering again today but now… I think are not anymore.” He smiled that showing his eyes smile.
“What is that?”
“I love you.”
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Author : uknowmaname
Pairing : Onew/Jonghyun | Jongyu
Wordcount : 2252 Words
Genre : Fluff
Rating : PG-13
Summary : I love you.
A/N : I dreamt about this so I wrote this <3
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The Words that are still lingering again today
“I’m home.”
Jonghyun sighed as he entered their dorm lazily knowing no one would welcome him when he was home. But he was completely wrong though, the lights in the main room of their dorm were on. Jonghyun couldn’t hold his silly smile as he heard someone was welcoming him home with his sweet voice that he missed so much a whole day.
“Hyunnie, you’re home!” There was excitement from Jinki’s voice as he welcomed the younger man while running a little toward him. He welcomed him with his sunny smile. “You’re home!” he exclaim excitedly.
Jonghyun nodded a little before throwing a smile to his hyung, “I’m home,” he murmured before walked in to the main room with Jinki behind him.
Jinki just grinned innocently watching the younger from behind. He really wanted to throw himself onto the younger and hugged him because he missed him so much, but he held it since he was nobody to Jonghyun beside his hyung, his leader and his friend.
Friends.
Jinki slowly made a way to the couch and dropped his body on there to the place he belong just now; his favorite side, the far end of the couch.
“Hyung.”
Jinki turned his head but seconds later his cheeks tinged a bright pink and were hot once he saw Jonghyun’s newly-made abs as the younger changed his clothes on front of him. Jinki couldn’t help but his heart skip a beat watching Jonghyun’s upper body and he didn’t know why he kept gazing it and didn’t want to blink his eyes even for a nanosecond. He just knew he likes it.
Oh my eyes, it’s not the first time you’re seeing him shirtless! Oh my heart, why do you hurt me? Jinki thought to himself. Jinki inhaled and exhaled slowly to ease the beats of his heart.
“Hyung.”
Jonghyun’s voice helped Jinki back to the world. “Hm, yes?” Jinki asked sounding like he lost of his own mind.
Jonghyun just sighed as he shook his head slowly. “I was asking you, hyung,” Jonghyun told before slumped down next to the older man.
Jinki grinned sheepishly because been distracted for seconds, “I’m sorry,” licked his lips, “What did you just ask me, hyunnie?” he asked with a smile.
Jonghyun turned on the television before answered the older, “Well, not something that important, hyung,” he said softly without turning to Jinki, gluing his eyes to the tv screen. He peeked from the corner of his eyes toward the older man beside him. He chuckled silently noticing the older man was pouting his lips a little. That was one of the most adorable things he liked about the older man, the way he pout his lips, it’s ridiculously cute that made he wanted to kiss that pouty lips. But he couldn’t, he knew it.
Jinki nodded his head slowly in understanding even though he was a little curious about the question that was asked by the younger.
“Hyung, let me lend your lap for a while,” Jonghyun said lazily as he rested his head in his hyung’s lap without permission from the older man and ignoring his hyung was complaining to him. He closed his eyes, “Hyung, I’m tired, let me rest in your lap, it’s just for a while,” he murmured enjoying sleeping in his hyung’s lap.
Jinki just sighed letting the younger slept in his laps. Actually he didn’t mind that the younger slept in his lap, he liked it, really, but his heart skipped a beat faster than before that made he hard to breathe and uncomfortable.
Jinki tried so hard to not escape any noises as he younger began to snuggle to his stomach. He slightly shivered feeling the hot breath from the younger as he exhaled against his stomach.
Nervously, Jinki’s hand began run through Jonghyun’s slightly damp hair tenderly. He didn’t realize a soft smile form on his lips seeing the younger’s sleeping face. Jinki bit his lower lips lightly, feeling hurt inside his heart. If only the younger knew abut his feeling toward him, if only he had a brave to confess his love that he kept since he knew he was in love with the younger. If only he could tell the words that were still lingering until now.
If only he could say I love you…
“Hyung.”
Jonghyun’s soft voice broke the silence between them making the older man had to pulled his hand away from Jonghyun’s hair. He waited with pounding heart for Jonghyun to speak up.
Jonghyun squeezed his eyes tight as he lost the contact of Jinki’s hand. He still wanted that soft hand caressed his hair tenderly. That hand made him calm and comfortable, like his mom whom caressed his hair when he was young, so warm and loving.
“Hyung,” he called out softly as he opened his eyes and looked straight into Jinki’s eyes, deeply. “Hyung…” he whispered.
Onew had to shut his eyes as the younger’s hand stroked his cheek gently, couldn’t hold a foreign sensation that made his body tickled and felt warm inside.
“Jinki-hyung.”
Jonghyun’s voice was way too soft and rich when he called the older man and Jinki wished he could hear it more often.
His hand still stroked Jinki’s cheek lovingly. He closed his eyes for a moment before looked into Jinki’s eyes again, telling, “Hyung, I think I’m in love,” Jonghyun said barely whispered as he smiled warmly toward the older man.
Jinki opened his eyes slowly and looked at the eyes which were gazing him deeply. His heart clenched yet he was happy hearing the younger said he was in love, but with whom?
He gulped, asking, “With whom? ...er.. May I know…?” Jinki tried to not sound too curious or maybe hurt. Jinki bit his lips losing Jonghyun’s hand on his cheek while waiting for the return.
Jonghyun close his eyes, “With someone who has made me fall in love. Someone who has made my heart beats this fast,” he touched his chest feeling his heart beat really fast, “Someone whom I love from the bottom of my heart.” Jonghyun hugged Jinki’s waist, “I really fall in love with this person, hyung,” he whispered.
Jinki’s heart felt a little hurt hearing how much Jonghyun loved this person, well not a little. He admitted that he was envy toward that person because she could make Jonghyun so in love like this, could make Jonghyun’s heart skip and could make Jonghyun loved her. That person obviously wasn’t him and never would. He was so clumsy, clueless and unattractive person.
With a bit trembled hand Jinki began to caressed Jonghyun’s again, just wanted to make the younger comfortable in his lap. “Hyunnie, have you told to that person that you love her?” Jinki kept his voice calm.
Jonghyun’s shook his head against Jinki’s stomach. “No, I’ve not, hyung,” he mumbled. Jonghyun lifted his head up toward the older man whom was frowning toward him. He looked so sad when his gaze met Jinki’s. “I don’t have a gut to confess to him.” He buried his face into Jinki’s stomach again. “I’m afraid he doesn’t have the same feeling as I do.”
It hurt him too seeing the sad and hurt look on Jonghyun’s face. But he didn’t lie he was a little bit happy, a very little bit. Jinki frowned softly, him? It meant that person was a guy? Well, Jinki didn’t mind it if the younger prefer a guy than a girl.
How lucky that guy…
Giving the younger a comfort caresses, he kept putting a sweet smile on his lips although the younger wouldn’t see it, “You have to try it, hyunnie. You have to be brave to confess your love to him, if you don’t, you’ll never know he loves you or not. Beside…” Jinki paused thinking what he would say next to cheer the younger.
Jonghyun waited for Jinki as he hugged him more tightly.
Playing with Jonghyun’s hair, he told, “You know, Hyunnie. Someone as sweet and caring as you, who wouldn’t love you?” even I love you, Hyunnie. “You’re handsome and your voice is loveable! If he knows you so well, he will love you no matter who you are. He will love you with all his heart because you’re Kim Jonghyun,” the person I love with all my heart. Jinki whispered softly, sounding so embarrassed saying such a thing directly to Jonghyun. He sounded like he was confessing him even though he knew his love would never be accepted by the younger because he loved somebody else not him.
Jonghyun couldn’t hold his happy smile as he heard the older man said such a thing to him. He slowly got up from Jinki’s lap and looked directly at the older man. “You think so, hyung?” he smiled excitedly.
Jinki nodded slowly. “Hmm, you have to confess your love to him, hyunnie, before it’s late,” Jinki spoke carefully.
Jonghyun nodded his head, murmuring, “Thanks, hyung! I’ll call him to tell how much I love him.” Jonghyun smiled brightly before went to his room leaving the heartbroken Jinki alone on the couch.
Jinki looked down toward his lap where Jonghyun was rested his head just now and now it felt so empty and cold without Jonghyun in there. He frowned seeing his lap became wet moments later, he blinked his eyes a few times and his lap became more wet. He gasped noticing the tears were rolling down from his eyes. He was crying.
Jinki bit his into his lower lips hard trying to not let out a whimper from his lips as he began to cry hardly, crying his broken heart out. He pulled his knees hear his chest and buried his face there. His love had just gone.
He would let him go. If the younger was happy with the person he loved, Jinki would let him because all he wanted was Jonghyun to be happy even if he was crying inside. Love didn’t have to have.
Suddenly Jinki’s phone ringed through the silent room. He quickly wiped his tears away and breathed normally before picked up his phone. He frowned as his saw Jonghyun’s name on phone, he didn’t bother himself to ask why the hell Jonghyun call him instead picked it up.
“Hello, hyunnie. What’s wrong?” was all Jinki could say between his shaky voice and sniffs. He frowned, waiting for Jonghyun’s answer. Didn’t he want to confess his love?
“Hyung, are you crying?” Jonghyun sounded worried on the other end, Jinki could feel it.
Jinki laughed awkwardly, “No, hyunnie. I just sneezed. So, what’s wrong? Why do you call me since we are at home right now and you said you’re going to confess your love?” Jinki frowned heavily, completely confused with the younger. “Oh! Or you’ve confessed your love to him?” there was sadness in his voice but he endured it. “How was it? Does he love you back?”
Jonghyun just chuckled on the other end which made Jinki more confused.
“I don’t know, hyung,” Jonghyun spoke calmly.
Jinki titled his head, confused, “What? How? Why? Have you confessed your love to him?” he asked again, getting more curious because the younger just chuckled.
“No, I have not, Hyung,” sighing, “But I’m going to confess to him right now,” he said with serious tone and he chuckled again hearing Jinki whined.
“Then, why do you instead call me if you’re going to confess to him? You’re wasting your time,” he pouted, “Now, you have to-” Jinki was cut off by Jonghyun’s sudden confess.
“I love you.”
Jonghyun’s voice was too soft and silk in Jinki’s ears.
“I love you, hyung. I love you.”
A tear began to roll down on Jinki’s cheeks hearing confession love from the younger through the phone. He couldn’t hold his tears anymore, he cried because he was so happy. He didn’t know the person Jonghyun fall in love with was him. He, Lee Jinki.
“A..are you serious…?” Jinki’s voice was crack and weak between his sobs. He still couldn’t believe about what he has heard just now. Jonghyun loved him?
He chuckled a little, “Hyung, listen,” Jonghyun took a deep breath. “The person who makes me fall in love, the person who makes my heart skips a beat, the person who brings me an oddly feeling inside me, the person I love from the bottom of my heart is you, Hyung. It’s you, Lee Jinki,” he smiled softly hearing Jinki chuckled between his sobs, “I love you, Lee Jinki. Only you, I love.”
Jinki wide his eyes surprised seeing the younger was knelt in front of him and smiling to him sweetly.
“Hyunnie….”
Jonghyun shushed him softly and wiped Jinki’s tears away with his free hand, whispering, “Don’t cry, hyung. Don’t cry…” His smiled softened seeing a small smile form on Jinki’s lips. Jonghyun hung up his phone before cupping Jinki’s face tenderly and stoked his cheeks. “I love you,” he whispered under his soft breath.
Jinki bit down into his lower lip as his fingers were playing in his lap. “Hyunnie…” he called out weakly.
Jonghyun just hummed him.
Jinki’s cheeks blushed looking how handsome Jonghyun was in front of him. “Hyunnie… T-there is something I have to tell you.” He smiled shyly. He bit his lower harder, whispering, “There are the words that are lingering again today but now… I think are not anymore.” He smiled that showing his eyes smile.
“What is that?”
“I love you.”
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