Meh...

[ukiby_chan]

All I want is to disappear in a beautiful psychedelic dream

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[i_hate_music]

The people I care the most don't care about me. That people that care about me I don't care about. Isn't that weird?

Anyways, I always expect the most from the wrong people. It's so sad. I know these feelings and I hate them very very much, so I'm really sorry to hear that's what you it's like for you.

Never thought one could be too clean, but I guess that's just anti-drugs-me...

[ukiby_chan]

I've had a 'bad' past *haha* That's why I say that I'm 'too clean' lately. But, don't worry. I talk too much and never actually do anything *lol*

And, meh, no problem. If you get all worried about my moody rants, you'll be worrying almost everyday XD Things aren't really 'that bad' as they sound, so, almost all these 'down' posts are here jsut because I gotta 'vent' stuff before I say something bad to people I shouldn't.

I'm my way of 'venting' is over-reacted, mostly.

[i_hate_music]

That`s good to hear, I know about this venting thing... thats why lj is rather handy. Well this and meeting awesome people. (oh, and getting music and reading awesome fics, so... wow, thats a lot)

what sort of bad past?

[ukiby_chan]

I was 'experimenting' too much over the past six to seven months, with any kind of substance I could put my hands on. Nothing really heavy, but, I tried a good amount of things.

Now, I suddenly gave a break on all that, because I started getting tired of it all.

[exstasy_dreams]

Don't get addicted to things. Its bad.

[ukiby_chan]

I know. The good thing is that I'm easily bored by almost everything, so, before I can get really addicted to something, I already got really bored by it and forgot about it.

[ukiby_chan]

The only three thigns I can't get rid of are Monkees, Who and slash *haha*

[ukiby_chan]

Hey there Lynsey.

[ukiby_chan]

With my constant ups and downs (more ups than downs, what's always good), breathing music 24/7 like always.

And you love? How are things going for you?