Have you had so many things go wrong that you forgot why you were mad? Most of the time when you reach this state you do not want to feel better because it does not feel normal, since you have been angry for so long. Everything seems illogical; people, especially those close to you, family, start to make your situation worse. At this point you lose ( Read more... )

Thankfully, school is going well. I really should tell her how I feel. My parents, however, do not want me dating. But you see, all I want is her to know. It seems like I am obssesed, maybe I am, I do not know. I only love her, I wish I did not. It is too painfull to keep on going like this.I am fearfull of the future, I have no idea how my life ( Read more... )

I really feel like crying. My whole life is going crazy. My parents know NOTHING about me, they are totally clueless, and if anything they don't like happens they blame it on me. Everybody blames me for everything. They wont let anything go, they cant let bygones be bygones I am surprised I am still sane! Two more years until I move out and go to ( Read more... )

Love. I am not especially fond of being of love with someone who does not love me. It is torture, torture! I dream about her, think about her, and I can't stop! So, I wait, days turn into weeks, weeks into months, and months into years, and all I hope for is that one day she might being to like me. Everyday I thirst for her to say my name, ask me a ( Read more... )

So... It is my first time here. Thoughts on paper, thoughts in mind, dreams and hopes lost in time. I feel as if I was born in the wrong century, a couple of hundred years late. Things are happening to quickly, I need time, time, time... to think, to wonder, to hope, to dream, to live. We're moving too fast, soon we will become dizzy and fall. ( Read more... )