It's been a while since I last logged on, almost forgot about this place. The year is almost over. 2007. Not awfully excited about it. This year has been pretty good; it's ending too soon. There are some really good things in my life and I should be happy. I don't know what it is but I feel like I'm not a part of my family any more, it feels ( Read more... )

This has got to be the strangest weekend I have ever had. I got in a fight, almost did pot, and came close to fainting ( Read more... )

God damn. Life is taking too long. I really want to quit everything and skip like 8 years ( Read more... )

The old bastard left his ties and his suit
A brown box, mothballs and bowling shoes
and his opinion so you'd never have to choose

As I drank my orange juice, I looked out the window. The sun wasn't directly in the picture but it's rays were strong enough to be known and felt. I looked in the other direction trying to protect my fragile eyes. I only realized a second later that these are the things that I should be looking at. If my eyesight were to be taken away, it is this ( Read more... )

A state of relief and sense of calm surrounded me. My senses were rejuvenated to their previous selves. The joy and happiness that once escaped me welcomed me back. I was found to be a child again, in nervousness and excitement. An illusion had been set before my eyes so appealing that I dare not deny it. I would have accepted as my eternal reality ( Read more... )

I hate looking for it, I don’t want it anymore. I quit.

What is love really? Why do we fall in and out of it? Why do we hunt for it with what seems like a certain blindness? I suppose it is a testament to the fact that humanity needs one another, we are all little crumbs of the same cookie. It's absolutely fascinating how far we have come as a race. But then again, have we really gone anywhere? It's ( Read more... )

Italy won. I really wanted France to win. I can't believe what Zaidan did, if you watched the game you know what I am talking about, he kinda messed it up for France. Anyway, it was a good match.

Another one of my uncles died today. This time on my fathers side. He died of cancer, he was in the final stage. I knew he was going to die soon, but now i still can't handel it. I cried a whole bunch this time because i knew what his life had been like, he had rarley seen happiness and now he is gone. I can't write anymore...