Comments | uberneko_zero: cold wer're so cold

uberneko_zero

cold wer're so cold - we are~

Oct 16, 2008 06:19

i realize i'm at the age were kurt kobain killed himself (not to mention, countless other musicians who did the same). is it just a ripe age for disillusionment ( Read more... )

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mildly_obsessed November 8 2008, 20:26:05 UTC

I had to laugh at this: HOW DID I BECOME DISILLUSIONED WITH EVERYTHING BEFORE I WAS 12??

I look over things I wrote when I was little, and I'm like o_O how did I manage to muse over this? I also used to go through massive depressive phases when I was in elementary school. They'd find me sobbing in the bathroom and such. *shrug* I think I'm just mentally fucked by nature. My negative and positive attitudes rotate with my moods. I get disillusioned and then very optimistic very fast. It's annoying. >_O

My crises also come and go with my moods. I have to fight through feeling like nothing has any point or reason behind it. *sigh* Also very annoying.

I'll probably have a massive crisis in about eight years, after life gets settled a bit. Just, you know, to mix things up a bit.

uberneko_zero November 8 2008, 20:58:34 UTC

I think I'm just mentally fucked by nature. i think i may be as well. it has been... not quite so black and white with positive and negative as it sounds like it is with you... but issue-ful nonetheless ( ... )

mildly_obsessed November 8 2008, 23:41:30 UTC

Being evaluated is one of the biggest bitches ever. I went through psychiatrist after psychiatrist before I finally found one who knew what he was doing. I had to repeat the same story over and over, and eventually I just wrote out a copy of everything I had been through and all the medications previously taken. I have since lost that, however, or I'd send it to you in a heartbeat ( ... )