today was awesome. they day went by pretty fast except for last period but thats ok cause when i got outside i was talking to sara and then i asked her out :) and its awesome. now all i need is a car so i can go visit her ( Read more... )

i just spent the last hour and a half on the phone with sara. that made my night better cause work sucked ( Read more... )

i realize now what i've seen and more specifically what i saw.
i understand much of my life now and what meaning everything has had and how every little detail has formed me as i am. its kinda cool cause now i know me and its the first time i've felt this way.

yea so i got home today. i have to work tonight. my dad was his usual self but thats ok i don't mind i always had something else on my mind. umm yea i'm not gonna get that eclipse :( i'm gonna get a car thats gonna last me longer and such. i'm still looking even though my dad wants me to buy a BOAT! i don't want it... so yea thats all i can think ( Read more... )

amazing how with one simple statement i go from being the happiest i've been all month to being angry and upset :( but fuck it who cares i'm still gonna be happy i don't care about what i just found out it doesn't matter.(matter much anyway...)
well i'm off to go try to avoid getting my ass kicked..

*smiles* i think thats all i have to say right now...

my dads coming tomarrow... which means i'm gonna be on edge so expect jumpy-ness...

i've been thinking a lot recently...i like 2 people and one of them i will never admit and the other one i problly won't until i tell the person cause i believe they should be the first to know. and i'm not gonna do that for a little while anyway ( Read more... )

yea so i havn't updated in a while i guess... *shrug* i found a new car but my mom at first was cool with it and liked the car. and tonight when i got home from work she's being a psycho bitch but i'm gettin it anyway i don't care... this car is perfect for me its a 91 eclipse with aftermarket TURBO! after market everything in the engine basically ( Read more... )

today was kind of a waste... it started real nice too. i woke up at 9 took my usual shower. went out to my car and cleaned all the crap out of it. then i took it and went and vacumed it all out and then i went to the car wash and got the most expensive wash they had 10 dollar special lol. then right after that i started to go back to somerset and i ( Read more... )