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[twit_trisana]

 Caught a cold from my Mom.  Not nice, Mom.  Asked Dad about taking a first aid class.  Was a mite humiliated when he asked why and all I would tell him was 'nightmares.'  Only a partial truth, but still.  *sigh*  Fooling around with a microphone.  Trying to write.  Godzilla's on right now (I love that movie to death) and I can't watch it because

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[demonicfangirl]

Nightmares??
what kind of nightmares?

[twit_trisana]

The new kind. Usually any dreams that might qualify as nightmares... I just keep on sleeping. Cause I'm weird like that, and there's usually something I want to see. I probably have some of the most intricate dreams I've ever heard of.

Now THESE nightmares started up a few months ago. No odd settings, they all start in the house here- sometimes a school I remember- and I wind up seeing someone seriously injured somehow (it may or may not be my fault, but in the end I don't know what to do to help and there's no way to get help for whatever reason).

Examples, Gabriel being crushed to death in an earthquake. David, in a bout of stupidity, jumping over our second story ledge in a way that would completely destroy his legs. (the latter injury in unlikely, but it IS something he would do.) Regan not noticing her hand melting to the stove while she cooking. Gabriel, Alanna, and Jackson being shot up

[demonicfangirl]

ugh. that sucks.
why not just tell him that you want to know so that you can DO something if something goes wrong? There's nothing wrong at all with knowing how to save lives. He should be glad you've got an interest in it at all. Most people don't give a damn and think "oh, it'll never happen to me!"

[twit_trisana]

He probably is glad on some level, but my not talking to him about it has more to do with my chosen career path than anything else. Law enforcement. He doesn't think that's a really good place for me. Granted, it probably isn't, but still. Saying that I want to be able to do something'll probably just bring up that again, and then he lectures about all the other things that I'd be good at. Like genetics. *sigh*