I hate this feeling..

I feel so..

~lost
~alone
~afraid
~empty
~not good enough
~sick to my stomach
~tired // but cant sleep
~hurt
~confused
~thoughtless

I cant even think anymore..

Well tonight was fun ( Read more... )

Dunno whats going on tonight.

+ Might go to Joshua Sims with Dee *n* Nicole around 9:30ish cuz he's leaving for FLORIDA TOMORROW:-/ IM GONNA MISS YOU JOSHUAAAA!

+ SUPPOSE to hangout w/Carla and SoKo as well, so maybe they will be w/us...who knows

+ Then I think us girls are coming back here for the night since my mom doesnt care what time I get ( Read more... )

Well yesterday I had alot of fun.

First I babysat all day - till like 6:15ish.

Then around 7ish Kulpa came and picked me up..we had a little talk while driving to go pick up dee. Then went to Joshua Sims.:) Salim and Baldes were there waiting for us - so we just followed them to Jakes house. They went to Carlas while me Kulpa and Dee went and got ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was a good day:) Got to spend my FATHERS DAY w/Dee *n* Jeremy. I love them!!

I can't really remember much - but I'll try. I dunno what time but Jeremy came over around 5 - 6ish? around there..and saved me;) we'll just leave it at that. We fell asleep. Around 8ish Dee came over and woke us up. Then we just chilled and such..I was ' ( Read more... )

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!! :)

Well Yesterday I had a great time.

Around 3:30ish Bri came over for awhile, and we watched You Got Served<33 since he's never seen it before. Will came and picked him up at like 6 and then me and my mom went to The Justs' for Brandons Grad Party. It was seriously so much fun, It made me realize how much I really miss The ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a lonnnnnng day! - But I LOVED it:D

Woke up at like 8 so my dad could take me home - hit traffic on the way home cuz everyone was on their way to THE PISTONS PARADE so I didnt get home till 9:30. Got in the shower and got ready and then Nicole came and picked me up. We went to Dee's and waited for Ty *n* Chuck to get there. They got ( Read more... )

Well on the lonnnnng drive here to my daddies I just stared out the window and thought about things that I don't quite understand, Like ( Read more... )

- Leaving for my dads shortly..FINALLY ( Read more... )

wow. I havent updated this in AWHILE!!

- well right now im sittin at Loris house with Carla Deandrea Shawn Joshua *n* Apollo we're all just chillen watchin the other sister:D I fricken love this movie!!

well today//yesterday..

+ woke up around 12ish and went online
+ Lori finally woke up at like 2:30ish I got into the shower and got ready..I ( Read more... )