you told me i meant somrthing but my blood tells you different tells me different a heart as black as coal fills my hole and in the distance the hangman tells the boldest story of them all

inadequate

shoot me
slit my wrist
kill me now
destroy my hope
crush my doubts
DO SOMTHING NOW

in the day true love stoped ( Read more... )

if only you didnt kiss her.... you stupid peice of shit.... why did you have to kiss her...... what was it going to do.... at the time i saw love again and i felt so happy..... but now i see she sees it as somthing she wishes didnt happen.... you are pethetic... you couldnt controll yourself if it ment your life...she wont want to see you again ( Read more... )

i like someone at my school... not much... not enough not nearly... shes pretty smart and cute....but im just not ready.... i will never be ready it feels... i dont want to..... michelle this is the worst advice someone like me would want to give you but as a friend i cant let you beat yourself up about this... heres what you do and i dont wanna ( Read more... )

tomorrow i may see someone ive been hopeing to so for a long time , i am happy to know if it is over i have a chance to see her one last time at LEAST hopefully more.... anyways im gonna free write a poem ( Read more... )

and i cry myself to sleep..... five minutes later i wake up and repeat the process... i finnally got to sleep at like five well i gotta go just wanted to update

so im writing again because if i dont i will go insane.... im guessing some people dont read this anymore so im just gonna say what i bealieve and if you are reading this please dont judge my insanity right now ( Read more... )

ive always been bad at these but this will probbly be the last post i post because i dont want to bother people anymore with my shit.... everyone makes mistakes but the ones i make hurt those closest to me.....

goodbye

ive never ment to hurt anyone and im sry to anyone ive hurt.... everyone at my school who reads this... fuck you.... im sry but this needs to happen... dont talk to me ever again... dont try to cheer me up when u see me...dont act like you care if you dont and if you do care then dont.....i cant talk to any of you ever again... ive hurt too many ( Read more... )