im in rapallo, italy. the italian riviera is beautiful. tomarrow is the train to venizia. im going to miss the sea...

STUPID PROFICIENCIES AHDFJASDLFJALSDJF

this school is not good for my self esteem

i feel like im going crazy. day in day out day in day out nervous breakdown drugs smoke fight cry.

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hello journal, its 102.1 degrees in my head

why is everyones life falling apart lately? when do we get some fucking good news?

new york was awesome, went ice skating at rockafeller, central park was quiet and white with snow, saw company on broadway, chinatown, greenwich village, battery park, times square. really good times and we bought a g bong!

i spent valentines day doing things that i love. being lazy, staying inside all day, missing class, cooking, eating, drinking, smoking, watching movies, being with shae.

today im just being fucking lazy and doing the same thing. ha.

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ive decided not to believe what they say anymore. this thing with my mother has been just like last time, except im here now, and despite that she hasnt made any normal human contact with me since ive been here, i know shes still in there. its been hard, and lonely. tested my sanity a few times, but the only way is to maintain a clear head, and try ( Read more... )