I'm in an extremely calm mood. I like it. I'm not so incredibly stressed out as I usually am. Its interesting to just sit and explore yourself. I know that probably sounds very dumb, but it does make sense. Just sit, close your eyes and think. Over look everything you've done that day. It helps me only because I look back and I'm able to justify ( Read more... )

This has been an interesting day. I do believe its one of the first day I don't feel like blowing up on this journal. Its quite funny I think. I was reading over past entries and I've come to believe that I'm a whining little bitch on this journal. How funny it is. I don't really care because most of the people who read this are people that ( Read more... )

Well happy new year everyone. Its time for new beginings and promises we make to ourselves that we're never going to keep. Sad but true. OH well thats fine really. I wanted to go out tonight, but sadly my mom wouldn't let me. Oh well. I'm not even sure why I bother trying to have a social life anymore. It always falls through. Thats fine though. I' ( Read more... )

I was just reminded why I don't like parents in general. They're so overly controling. I can't stand it. Some are so bent for perfection. Like mine. Though they'll deny it, but think about it. A perfect child. How much more could you ask for? The kid practically raises itself. Course, unfortunatly for them, I'm not perfect. How could I be? Fuck the ( Read more... )

Yay for me. I found my Kittie cd. "Spit". I love this cd with a passion. I love Kittie almost as much as Marilyn Manson.... almost... Well I hope everybody had a great Christmas. I did. I would list the things I got, but I think it would be taken as bragging so I won't. People find out eventually anyway because when they see one of the things you' ( Read more... )

I've been reminded why I don't like going to Church. All the people are so...fake nice. It pisses me off because they're only nice because they want you to believe what they do and follow them. So yeah, since I'm big on being my own person, I don't like that too much. Oh well. I just won't go back. I swear if that youth minister calls my house one ( Read more... )

Yep still bitchy people are pissing me off. Why can't they just leave me alone? Don't people understand that maybe I don't want them to know my buisness. Even if its not that big of a deal its still pissing me off. Stupid bitchy people always trying to "understand me". Pft, if I wanted anyone to understand I'd try to let them know what was going on ( Read more... )

People are so bitchy sometimes. I really hate it when people are always in my buisness. Trying to find out who I like or who I want to date or some other shit. Its my buisness.Stupid people don't get it that I'd like to keep some things private. I mean I don't want everybody to know MY buisness. I just feel like screaming at them all to just fuck ( Read more... )

Today was okay I suppose. I was extremly tired. It wasn't fun. I tried to sleep during lunch but everybody just wouldn't shut up. Stupid stupid people. Hopefully I can get somemore sleep tongiht. Tonights update will be short. Sorry people. I'll update later on. Longer entry I promise. Things are kinda conmfusing for me right now. So I'm not really ( Read more... )

Ugh. I really didn't want to come back to school today. Stupid school. And I have to work on my Drama project thats due tommorow and I haven't worked on it at all. Oh well. Its not that hard really. Sigh... School really sucks. Stupid school ( Read more... )