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oh my oh my.
i'm feeling so exhausted. perhaps because i've been out all day. that usually does it.
luba came over to visit me today and brought IZZIE! *loves izzy* she's aborable *hehehehehe*
so i decided that since i had some videos to return at the library and luba had to walk home and she lives near the library, that iwould accompany her, and thus enjoying the pleasure of her company and returning my videos, and avoiding massively scary library late fines all at the same time. on the way home i ended up stopping by marc's house. mar,c despite being broody and what not, has got to be the most awkward but best host ever. he made me a smoothy, which he was going to do yesterday, and i really only came over to see him today because of the smoothy. so we had those, had a really good chat, and he even made me dinner. it was honestly the nicest non date i've had in a long time. cause like... marc made me dinner... and put on water for tea afterwards... oh marc...
then at about 10-ish i walked home.
i'm really becoming impressed on how much i walk, or how much i can walk. it was a gorgeous night and i was nearly lost in thought the whole way home.
i want too many things, it rather ridiculous. in my head i was thinking of all the things, but now i don't think i'll list them like i planned. it's rather self absorbed, but then.. it's my journal and i can say anything i want
everybody wants something
what i want is for people to mind they're own business
i want to burn constellations across my body
i want to catch the stars on my tongue
and hands through my hair
and wind in my lungs
i want to write poetry
instead of this drabble
i want a pack of cigarrettes that i'll feel to guilty to smoke
i want a cotton sheet to wrap myself in
i want the sound of my shoes on tile
and the sound of silence
i want moonlit walks til dawn
and i want 20 minute sunsets
i want music that means something
i want a big comfy couch
and friends to fill it
i want the small town girl with the big city walk
i want the movie star smile
i want the eyes that no one forgets
and the voice that they'll listen to
i want words from the heart
i want to stop lying
and stop being lied to
i want the photo finish
i want the free falling
flash photography
scrap book
moving picture
of my life
tied up in a little box
i want...
hmm....
i'm feeling so exhausted. perhaps because i've been out all day. that usually does it.
luba came over to visit me today and brought IZZIE! *loves izzy* she's aborable *hehehehehe*
so i decided that since i had some videos to return at the library and luba had to walk home and she lives near the library, that iwould accompany her, and thus enjoying the pleasure of her company and returning my videos, and avoiding massively scary library late fines all at the same time. on the way home i ended up stopping by marc's house. mar,c despite being broody and what not, has got to be the most awkward but best host ever. he made me a smoothy, which he was going to do yesterday, and i really only came over to see him today because of the smoothy. so we had those, had a really good chat, and he even made me dinner. it was honestly the nicest non date i've had in a long time. cause like... marc made me dinner... and put on water for tea afterwards... oh marc...
then at about 10-ish i walked home.
i'm really becoming impressed on how much i walk, or how much i can walk. it was a gorgeous night and i was nearly lost in thought the whole way home.
i want too many things, it rather ridiculous. in my head i was thinking of all the things, but now i don't think i'll list them like i planned. it's rather self absorbed, but then.. it's my journal and i can say anything i want
everybody wants something
what i want is for people to mind they're own business
i want to burn constellations across my body
i want to catch the stars on my tongue
and hands through my hair
and wind in my lungs
i want to write poetry
instead of this drabble
i want a pack of cigarrettes that i'll feel to guilty to smoke
i want a cotton sheet to wrap myself in
i want the sound of my shoes on tile
and the sound of silence
i want moonlit walks til dawn
and i want 20 minute sunsets
i want music that means something
i want a big comfy couch
and friends to fill it
i want the small town girl with the big city walk
i want the movie star smile
i want the eyes that no one forgets
and the voice that they'll listen to
i want words from the heart
i want to stop lying
and stop being lied to
i want the photo finish
i want the free falling
flash photography
scrap book
moving picture
of my life
tied up in a little box
i want...
hmm....