i don't even know why im wasting my time to show the least bit of emotions towards you but i am HURT! i am hurt, i am disapointed, i am angry, i am confused ..... but all thanks to myself this time.... this time i cannot blame you .... it is my fault to let this happen to me ONCE AGAIN. ONCE AGAIN you have provem how much you love yourself and how ( Read more... )

I MISS YOU LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! get off my mind ... it only makes it harder to not be with you@!#@$%^&*()_(*&^%$#@#!!#$%^&*()(

OY!!!! why do things go so slow in the summer!!!!! im soo bored i think im gonna go crazy!!!!and on top of everything else i NEED WEED!! nope no never ..... when i have money no one wants to call us back to for bud! WHATS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE .... YOUR MAKIN THE PROFIT!!!!! shitty business men!!!! anyway, im gonna try and find the cold room in my ( Read more... )

I WENT TO STEVE MILLER BAND CONCERT ON SATURDAY!!!! dood they are sooo fuckin good live!!! too bad i have a drunk for a friend which kinda killed it ..... but not too badly cause it was steve miller band!!!! there were fireworks and everything it was soo tight~!@#$%^ tailgaiting in the parkinglot!!! shit ws tight my friends ( Read more... )

i cant get this shit eating grin off my face! >: ) ...... ahhhhhhh all i can say is SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!! my life rocks right now!

heres a lil quote for all of you..

Clarity of mind means clarity of passion, too;
this is why a great and clear mind loves ardently
and sees distinctly what it loves."
~ Blaise Pascal

so .... i have opened a checkin account .... kinda didnt want to commit to a bank just yet but i guess its a good thing so i dont spend all my money! i had a job interview at guess today .... i have a job interview at starbucks tomorrow ..... i guess im takin care of business! i enroll at valley next weeek..... pretty excited about that! kinda ( Read more... )

DONE!!!!! I DONE DID IT! dont have a fucking idea how, but im a high school graduate! |)

its great to be home ... i HATE NEW JERSIAN PEOPLE except for marissas family and the lil family i have there! FUCK NEW JERSEY!!!!!!!!! new york is still tight ass fuck but NEW JERSEY FUCKING SUCKS!!!

my grandfather died ... i'm leavin to new york tonight ... i'll be back friday right before my graduation!! peace the fuck out~

me brent kierston nikki lindsay and rachel gettin drunk

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yea .. so just like how i wrote yesterday how fast things keep on moving ..... i took another turn and another change has taken me on. my grandfather is dying .... and my mom has to go out to new york to be with him before he dies .... i feel horrible!! my grandfather doesn't really speak english and my ukrainian has become really bad over the ( Read more... )