it's funny. i always judge my relationships, both good and bad, based on myself. the way i treat them and what i do and it's not that i expect the same in return from these good and bad relationships, i just find that it always disapoints me ( Read more... )

Drunks ( Read more... )

kinda funny. i dont feel like i express who i really am to the world very well, and most people dont understand me and dont know who i am. something i gotta work at i guess.


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i thought long
and i thought hard

Went out to vegas with my pal matt this past weekend, and it was a lot of fun. didnt go into any casinos or drink one drop of alkie at all...yet saturday is kind of a blurr to me for the most part, and i lost twenty bucks in 5 minutes playing cards. yea, i got fucked again by a deck of cards. who'd a thought ( Read more... )

two nights ago i set up my grandma's first email account ( Read more... )

1. name:____________ (First, Middle, Last ( Read more... )

an empty glass and an uneventful night were enough to get me thinking, afterall, i had nothing better to do. i think about the situation i'm in, the people that surround me, and the work that i do. i can't (and don't) believe that this is where i want to be nor is it where i planned to be. being cornered for the face value of everything i say is ( Read more... )

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do you go to hell if you run over a retarded girl in a wheel chair with a zamboni and then turn it into a great, yet horrible, bar story you tell you friends when your all getting waisted?