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Oct 27, 2008 00:04

[After two nights of that insidious voice whispering his crimes in his ear, Roxas is starting to feel it. It's getting bad, now. In the dull, flickering glow of a small fire, Roxas looks .. bad. He's curled up in a heap on the floor, staring blankly into the flames ( Read more... )

somebody help me, make it stop, ... pie?, anomaly: axel, original: zexion, anomaly: naminé, losing it, ouch, anomaly: riku, anomaly: sora, original: nill

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conniving_flame October 27 2008, 04:24:12 UTC
[he'd been watching everything from the sidelines, neither sympathetic or gleeful of Roxas's predicament. The voices are getting to Axel too, though the outcome is only making the Nobody hard as stone around the edges]

You called?

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twilightfell October 27 2008, 04:29:03 UTC
Axel. I need to..

[There's faint sounds of movement and a very quiet woof of pain from Roxas as he moves to turn on the flashlight he jury-rigged to the bars, high enough that it escaped his wrath. He looks like hell in the light -- his little outburst has left him shaking and there are flickering emotions that he should not feel on his face. Finally he grabs the sphere and fiddles with it until:]

filter;

I'm -- I didn't -- goddamnit, Axel, you stupid jackass. I didn't mean it. Any of it. I don't want to kill you. I couldn't. I couldn't even if I wanted to.

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;filter conniving_flame October 27 2008, 04:31:28 UTC
[blankly] Good to know. There's one less person I have to worry about wanting me dead.

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;filter twilightfell October 27 2008, 04:34:26 UTC
I mean it, Axel. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything.

You're so -- why the hell -- you kept saying I was trying to force a friendship on you, with a guy you didn't even know, but goddamnit, that's not what I wanted! I wasn't trying to force anything on you! I meant it when I said I didn't want a goddamn thing from you! You didn't have to be my friend. I was just .. I was just .. I was just glad .. to see you. Goddamnit.

[it almost sounds like there are tears in his voice, which is weird.]

I wasn't expecting anything, Axel. All I ever wanted was .. the chance to apologize to you. That's all.

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dawnward October 27 2008, 04:55:04 UTC
...Roxas? [it feels like he's prying, but...]

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twilightfell October 27 2008, 04:56:34 UTC
... [his voice is very quiet in the dark]

What do you want, Riku?

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dawnward October 27 2008, 05:08:59 UTC
[he's pretty quiet himself]

Now probably isn't the best time to try to talk to him.

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twilightfell October 27 2008, 05:09:40 UTC
.. why?

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dawn_is_coming October 27 2008, 04:56:48 UTC
[Sora looks beyond exhausted, a tremble in his hands and voice. He sounds far from being sure of what he's saying]

Hey. S'okay. Roxas. It's---it's okay.

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twilightfell October 27 2008, 05:02:13 UTC
Sora. [he sounds small and tired and sad and hurting and everything a Nobody probably shouldn't feel. maybe he's feeding off Sora a bit. maybe there's really some pain there. either way, he's breaking.]

Sora .. god, it's just -- I -- I'm trying.

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dawn_is_coming October 27 2008, 05:08:30 UTC
[mustering up as much strength into his voice as possible, Sora looks straight at the Sphere, his image flickering in the light of the small lantern Riku brought him]

I would never leave you.

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twilightfell October 27 2008, 05:11:25 UTC
.... [so, so quietly] Sora. I -- I -- I know. I know...

[his breathing is strained, like he's fighting against tears .. or he's in pain, which he is, having bruised himself a bit with that rampage] At least-- .. yeah.

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memorablement October 27 2008, 05:03:26 UTC
[ There went trying to take a nap, so she just settles on gazing at the hologram sadly ]

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twilightfell October 27 2008, 05:07:01 UTC
... sorry, Naminé.

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memorablement October 27 2008, 05:11:15 UTC
No, it's... It's okay.

Things will get better.

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twilightfell October 27 2008, 05:12:33 UTC
... yeah. I just .. don't know how many more days of this I can take.

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.private ilusionoscura October 27 2008, 09:16:46 UTC
Number XIII.

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.private twilightfell October 27 2008, 21:04:11 UTC
[his voice is flat and stony and just shy of a snarl; the voice in his head that talks to him about Axel sounds disturbingly like this guy, after all]

I am not Number XIII, Zexion.

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Re: .private ilusionoscura October 28 2008, 00:41:39 UTC
May I ask are you doing? Compose yourself.

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.private twilightfell October 28 2008, 02:37:14 UTC
[with sharp, barely controlled anger]

I'd like to see you keep your composure when every night there are voices whispering to you about every single mistake you've ever made.

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