Stamped; Heart Shards Theme
Name:Emmy
Age: 19
Gender: Female
What do you like most about yourself? I like the fact that I tend to be fairly openminded. I also like the fact that for the most part I'm dedicated.
What do you like least about yourself? I hate being indecisive and overemotional.
How do you act in the company of other people? Most of the time, I'm the outsider of groups. I'm quieter and more creative and much more likely to sit on the sidelines and observe, then get involved. With friends, I tend to be a bit more open and involved, but I'm still the one who will let people make the decisions for me.
Put an X (or whatever symbol you'd like) on all the options that apply to you.
Example: [X] Happy
Which of these words appeal to you? (Explain in brief beside each of the options you chose, if you feel the need to expound.)
[x] Contented - in spite of most of my beliefs in things being negative, i'm still an idealist at heart. I want to be content with things.
[ ] Distressed
[ ] Melancholy
[ ] Moving
[ ] Frustrated
[x] Loving - love...so many different forms, so many different things. I desire loving others and having others love me. I crave acceptance.
[ ] Scared
[ ] Optimistic
[x] Kind - I always look for people to be kind to both themselves and others. I tend to think kindness goes hand-in-hand with harmony.
[x] Inquisitive - I think it's important to be curious. You might make a stupid mistake, but it's a lesson learned.
[ ] Self-important
[x] Confident - I wish I could be more confident, but it's something i lack.
[x] Loyal - When I look for people to trust, I look for loyalty. I've been betrayed by people I thought were friends in the past, so I continue to look for loyalty in people.
Using the same list from above, which feelings do you experience the most? (Explain in brief if you want.)
[x] Contented - usually I'm content. I'm happy with where I am.
[x] Distressed - i'm also usually distressed. I suffer from anxiety and have pretty bad panic attacks sometimes. I dislike it when i end up having them in public, though which happens a lot.
[ ] Melancholy
[ ] Moving
[x] Frustrated - I get irritated a lot with things. I can be reckless and I will jump the gun with some situations.
[ ] Loving
[x] Scared - I tend to be scared of my own shadow. Anxiety also plays a part in this. I'm also kind-of paranoid, but i live in a big city, though.
[ ] Optimistic
[x] Kind
[ ] Inquisitive
[ ] Self-important
[ ] Confident
[x] Loyal
In general, are you more...
Introverted/extroverted? introverted -- you're more likely to find me with my eyes glazed over a computer screen or writing in a notebook than talking with people.
Bold/timid? timid - I stutter, hide, and don't make a lot of eyecontact. I prefer being in the background.
Warm/detached? warm- mostly i'm warm people tell me I'm pretty easy to get a long with, provided we have common interests.
Optimistic/pessimistic? pessimistic - I say this time and time again that I'm the type of person who believes that what happens happens for a reason and we aren't supposed to change it. Secondly, I'd rather be happy at doing better at something than i thought, then doing worse.
Emotionally strong/weak?emotionally weak. I wear my heart on my sleeve and am extremely sensitive.
Skeptical/trusting? trusting - I tend to be fairly gullible and trust people. I believe most people are good at heart.
Ambitious/idle (or perhaps already content)? idle, or perhaps apathetic is a better word. Usually, I don't care. I used to be highly ambitious to the point of being a perfectionist. I'm still a perfectionist, but I'm not as obssessed about getting everything perfect.
Explain your answers as much as you can.
Do you consider yourself moody? Why or why not? Usually I find myself to be moody--my personalities shift a lot. Part of this is because I am a soulbonder with varying personalities(though I rarely talk about this side of me considering how many people consider multiplicity in any form to be a side of 'crazy'.). Another part is that I'm extremely sensitive and weak emotionally. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I can never really hide what I feel.
What mood do you usually find yourself in? Usually I'm constantly ridden with an obssessive anxiety. Part of this is stress, part is overscheduling, and part of it is that I'm a serious sufferer of anxiety and panic attacks. Right now, I've been experiencing a lot of apathy, which is currently causing me motivation problems in my academic life, leading to even more anxiety.
Which feeling have you least experienced (or don't want to experience)? I can't think of a feeling I've least experienced, but I don't like experiencing regret. Before I met my current boyfriend, I had to deal with one very large regret regarding a grade school crush that had lasted for 6 years.
When someone wakes you up early in the morning, how do you usually react? It's kind-of irrelevant for me. I get up early regardless of things I force myself up usually.
What do you think of what's happened in your life so far? I think that even though a decent portion of my life has been painful, it's made me a very understanding person. I've begun to learn how to cope with varying degrees of interesting parts of my life.
What do you imagine your future to be like? Now, I think i'm going to have a pretty good future. i have a lot of people i trust that care about me. I don't know for sure, but even if it ends up being bad, I'll probably work my way through it, since I've built myself a support system I can trust and have someone who understands me the way I am.
Can you tell us something (anything! Can be a song, an object, fanart, anime, food, etc.) that touched you very deeply?
Remember the grade school crush I was talking about earlier, the girl I had a crush on gave me the lamb plushie in the picture for my birthday. It used to come with me everywhere(right now it's in a box back home). It's special to me because apparently, the week before she gave it to me , she took care of it as if it was her own. I love that kind-of thing where people act as if a toy or gift is as much a figure as anything else. Plus, it still reminds me of her, though I haven't seen or talked to her in years.
If you were Mytho and had a choice not to get one (and only one) of your heart shards back, which one would it be and why? Fear. I know fear's a good err... deterrent to Mytho's passions, but personally from my opinion that fear is the source of many of my personal problems, so I'd rather not have fear.
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Edit: 3rd vote is up now~