Comments | tutu45: Wow... do you remember this day 7 years ago?

tutu45

Wow... do you remember this day 7 years ago?

Jul 26, 2006 08:33

7 Years ago today I was diagnosed with cancer. Scary huh? Needless to say I have been off chemo for almost 5 years now..but this day still bothers me and I think it always will ( Read more... )

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rosycait528 July 26 2006, 14:32:01 UTC

i love and miss you.

tutu45 July 26 2006, 14:33:31 UTC

love and miss you too... and our late night chats... with oreos and tracey

kittychan86 July 26 2006, 14:44:50 UTC

*hugs you tightly* though I myself have not had cancer, I have had close family members who have. I can understand in that aspect. I want you to know that I'm always here for you sweetie, and I love and miss you as well.

tutu45 July 26 2006, 23:42:55 UTC

love u and miss u too

ocn_brths_salty July 26 2006, 22:44:30 UTC

My Love~

I understand. I myself have not had cancer, but my mom did, and it may as well have been me because I still have those same feelings that you both do. I still remember the day she told us...and 8 years later, it still sends the same chills down my spine and gives me the same lump in my throat. And although some may say it's "over," you and I both know it never really is. Each day you're forced to live with the memories of what was, and the fear of what could be...a feeling no one will ever understand until they've stared it in the face. I know today is uncomfortable for you, and that may never change; but just know that no matter what, I understand...and I will also be here for you. I LOVE YOU!

tutu45 July 26 2006, 23:43:19 UTC

love u.. miss u tons.

hippy_surf_laxr July 27 2006, 17:01:25 UTC

you went throught that so you could survive and gain that strength and resiliance at such an early age because you were obviously put here for something really important...something big. you're going to do something so huge that you need to have that strength built up underneath to get you through what's about to happen. You are amazing. Do not ever forget that. Own it. You lived, there's a reason you did. :)

tutu45 July 27 2006, 17:23:58 UTC

lol i wish i knew what that big somethin was! cause i'm tired of waiting. love you!

queenstefeth July 29 2006, 19:33:31 UTC

I can't believe it's been that long. I'm just glad you're healthy now. =) And although it sucked horribly, I think it did make you a stronger person and it also showed you who your TRUE friends are. I love you and admire you.

One year until I come to Florida. Then we're hanging out constantly. =)