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[turtleface2021]

Well, I was all set to delete my Livejournal, and never look back, but I'm back. I suppose not having a live person to talk to is probably part of that. I can't air out all of my problems, real or perceived, so I empty my mind onto the black and white pages of LiveJournal. I'm fairly exhausted right now. Just got off work. This week I've been

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[kateypants]

why are you dieting at 155? 2500 a week does not sound sustainable, that might be the reason you are frustrated, fatigued, etc. A pound a day seems really not good to lose. Just curious. And deleting your livejournal wont really make you feel good or bad. Its just livejournal. That's all it can be.

[kateypants]

just look for another job while working. Craigslist is the shit for that. Start drinking emergen-C in your water during work so you are keeping your nutrients in. And yeah, i guess i'm too used to studying anorexic and people with eating disorders that i cant put two and two together since there are SO many serious posts like that. my bad.

[turtleface2021]

Yeah, I have a pretty good grasp on the whole nutrition thing. Otherwise, I'd probably be dead. While I hate leaving a job before I find another one, due to the anxiety of not having steady income, but having steady expenses, my current job is completely and utterly untenable right now. The store's been infected, like a tooth, for a while now. Except now the the tooth is starting to split, and the nerves are screaming. And I think it's indicative of the way the entire company is going to go. The bottom-line has become more important than the people who make that bottom-line possible