You Can Take My Life, But You Can't Take It With You (Sixteen)
Title: You Can Take My Life, But You Can't Take It With You
Authors:
turnthepageover
Rating: NC-17 Overall.
Pairing: Eventual Jalex.
Point of View: Third.
Summary: "You think this is fucking funny?! You're sick, Alex! I'm not some animal! I'm not something you can just keep for your entertainment! Come the fuck down here!"
Disclaimer: I do not own them. Story title comes from Poison by All Time Low.
Warning: Violence.
Masterpost- turnthepageover.livejournal.com/24842.html
“Where’s Alex?” Matt questioned, stepping into the house, followed by Rian.
“He’s sleeping,” Jack answered, stepping back.
“Maybe you should go with Rian now. He’ll get you out of here and on your way home,” Matt said, touching Jack’s elbow gently.
“No,” he said quickly. “I’m not leaving Alex.”
“Jack, we’re here to help y-”
“I don’t need anyone to help me. Alex and I are fine,” Jack said, shaking his head. “We’re finally happy together. I’m not gonna let you tear us apart.”
“Jack,” Matt started, but Jack cut him off.
“You can leave. I shouldn’t have let you in. Alex was right,” Jack said, stepping forward and twisting the door handle to let them out.
“No, Jack,” Matt said, sighing.
“Jack, we came all the way out here to see you guys,” Rian cut in, stepping forward and extending a hand out to his friend. “We missed you. We wanted to make sure you were both alright.”
He flashed his soothing smile and Jack relaxed, shutting the door gently.
“I missed you too,” Jack said, stepping forward and hugging the shorter male. He pulled away, glancing at Matt before looking away. “I guess, c-can I get you anything to drink?”
“That would be nice,” Rian said, following Jack into the kitchen. Matt lingered back, glancing around the small house in search of Alex. “Matt, come on.”
He reluctantly followed the pair into the kitchen, accepting a beer from Jack. They sat down at the table, sitting in an awkward silence.
“I’ll be right back,” Jack said, standing up and pushing the chair in. He left the room, and Matt looked up at Rian
“This isn’t okay,” he hissed. “How are you just sitting back and dealing with this?”
“Maybe it’s not as bad as you think,” Rian answered, shaking his head.
“This isn’t okay,” Matt repeated, then he quieted down, listening to see if he could hear anything from the other room.
Jack entered the living room, shutting off the television and sitting on the edge of the couch.
“Baby,” he muttered, brushing Alex’s hair from his face. He pressed his lips to his forehead, shaking his shoulder gently. “Baby, wake up.”
“Jack?” Alex grunted, opening his eyes slowly. He rubbed at them, looking up at the younger male. “What’s wrong?”
“Don’t get upset,” Jack said, and Alex opened his eyes, looking at him intently.
“What happened?”
“Matt and Rian are here,” Jack whispered and Alex shot up, looking around.
“H-how? Did you call them?” Alex questioned, staring at him wide-eyed. “Jack!”
“No! I didn’t call them. They just showed up. I don’t know how they found us, Lex, but they did. And they’re here and I didn’t know how to get rid of them,” Jack said and Alex sighed.
“Where are they?” he questioned.
“In the kitchen,” Jack answered and Jack ran his fingers through his hair, shaking his head.
“I don’t want to see them,” Alex told him, and Jack caressed his face gently. “I just want you to stay with me.”
“I’m not going anywhere, Alex,” Jack said, shaking his head and hugging the other.
“You promise?” Alex whispered into his hair, kissing it.
“I promise,” Jack answered. “I don’t care what they say.”
“Okay,” Alex answered, kissing him gently.
“Try to remain calm,” Jack said, cupping his cheeks carefully. “Stay calm, and focus on Alex. He doesn’t control you, Alex. Don’t let him in.”
Alex nodded, standing up along with Jack. He ruffled his shaggy hair as Jack followed him into the kitchen, standing close behind him.
“Hey, Alex,” Rian said, giving him a friendly smile and wave.
“Hi,” Alex said, smiling back. He was actually happy to see Rian. Rian was his best friend. He would want him to be happy. He would support him and Jack.
“Hi, Alex,” Matt said, and Alex bit the inside of his cheek, looking at the older male.
“Hello,” he said, making eye contact with him for a second before looking away.
“How are you feeling?” Matt asked and Jack squeezed his hand.
“Fine,” Alex answered. “I feel fine.”
“That’s good,” Matt said, nodding and taking a sip of his beer.
“So, how did you guys find us?” Alex asked, feeling himself being pulled towards a chair.
“You left me a note before you left, remember?” Rian said, and Alex nodded. “And well, we were worried. Our next tour was coming up. We figured we might as well come up and make sure everything was alright with you two.”
“I see,” Alex said. “That was very thoughtful of you.”
“We weren’t sure when you would be back. When do you plan on coming back?” Matt asked and Alex looked over at him.
“We hadn’t really discussed it,” Alex said, squeezing Jack’s hand. “We both needed the break. It was actually kind of nice, being up here, just the two of us.”
“We’re together now,” Jack said with a smile. “Hopefully that won’t be a problem.”
“Not at all,” Rian said with a smile. “I think that’s very sweet.”
“Why don’t you guys come back with us? You’ve had more than enough of a break. The band needs you back,” Matt said and Alex’s jaw tensed.
“That might not be such a bad idea,” Jack said, looking over at Alex with an eyebrow raised.
“Is that what you want, babe?” he asked, and Jack looked into his eyes.
“Yeah,” Jack answered, then smiled. “I want to show you off.”
Alex smiled, feeling Jack’s thumb brush over his knuckles.
“Alright,” he told the younger. “When are you guys planning on heading back?”
“Tomorrow,” Matt said quickly and Alex nodded.
“I guess we’ll have to pack all our stuff up tonight, then,” Alex told Jack, who nodded.
“It’ll be okay,” Jack said, nodding.
***
“I’m going to start packing, okay?” Jack asked, giving Alex a quick kiss as he got up from the couch.
“Okay,” Alex answered, watching Rian stand up also.
“I’ll help you, Jack,” he offered, following the taller boy back to the bedroom.
Matt waited until the boys were out of earshot before he turned to Alex.
“I found them, Alex,” he said, and Alex looked up at him. “The pills. Why did you stop taking them?”
“I couldn’t write,” Alex answered simply. “I felt like I couldn’t think for myself. I wanted the songs for the new album to be the best yet.”
“Alex, we could have helped you, you didn’t need to stop taking your pills,” Matt said, keeping his eyes on Alex. “You know how dangerous it is.”
“I’m doing fine,” Alex said. “I’m learning to control it. It’s getting better, Matt.”
“You know you can’t control him, Alex,” Matt shook his head. “The only way to do that is take your medicine.”
“I’m learning,” Alex insisted.
“You have to go back to the doctor when we get home,” he said and Alex cringed.
“No,” Alex shook his head. “I don’t need to!”
“Yes you do,” Matt said, voice growing more stern. “You could hurt Jack. If you wanna stay with him, you need to go back to the doctor.”
“I could never hurt Jack! I love him,” Alex said, balling his fist up. “And he loves me.”
“That may be,” Matt said, tugging on the skin around his lip ring. “I think he should go to the doctor, also.”
“No!” Alex said, sitting up straighter and glaring. “You’re trying to take him from him! You can’t take him from me, Matt!”
“Alex,” he said, shaking his head. “You’ve both been through a lot. I just want to be sure you’re both thinking straight.”
“We’re in love. You can’t take him from me,” Alex said, feeling the tears burning his eyes.
Matt didn’t say anything else and Alex got up, rushing towards the bathroom. He locked the door behind him, sinking to the floor.
He couldn’t take it. He couldn’t lose Jack after all he had done to finally make the boy his. He loved him so much. He didn’t care what Matt said, or what the doctor said. They weren’t going to take his Jack away. They would be together forever. He would make sure of it.
****
“Jack,” Alex whispered laying on his side and running his fingers over Jack’s bare chest.
“Alex,” Jack whispered back, looking over at him through tired eyes.
Alex leaned forward, pressing his lips to Jack in a passionate, loving kiss. He pulled away gently, pecking Jack’s lips once more.
“I want to make love to you,” Alex whispered into Jack’s ear and he smiled, running his thumb over Alex’s cheek.
“Yeah?” he asked and Alex nodded, smiling. “I want you to make love to me.”
Alex grinned, maneuvering his body to settle between Jack’s thighs. Jack sighed, smiling and kissing Alex affectionately.
Jack gasped as Alex moved his lips across his neck, biting and sucking on the sensitive skin. He let out soft mewls of pleasure, driving Alex to keep moving, kissing a trail down his chest and stomach to his happy trail.
“I’ve waited so long for this,” Alex mumbled against his skin and Jack sighed happily, smiling as he pushed his hands through Alex’s hair.
Alex pulled down Jack’s sweat pants and boxers slowly, kissing each span of skin he uncovered. Jack kicked his pants, spreading his knees and smiling down at Alex. The elder grabbed the younger’s hardening erection, squeezing it in his hand gently
“Mmm, Alex,” Jack groaned softly, closing his eyes. “Fuck, babe.”
Alex smiled to himself, leaning forward and wrapping his lips around the head of Jack’s penis. He sucked, humming in the back of his throat. He opened his mouth wider, slowly taking as much of Jack as he could fit into his mouth.
“Oh,” Jack moaned, feeling Alex’s mouth bob over his dick. He scraped his fingernails against Alex’s scalp lightly, tugging on the golden strands in an encouraging fashion. “Feels good, baby.”
Alex hummed around him, swirling his tongue and hollowing his cheeks.
The sounds Jack was making flowed straight to his dick, which was soon straining inside of his own shorts. After a few more minutes of sucking Alex pulled off with a pop, moving back up Jack’s body and kissing his lips.
The stretching was the worst part, and Jack had anticipated that. But the stretch of Alex’s fingers was nothing compared to the stretch of Alex entering him.
He whimpered, digging his nails into Alex’s shoulder.
“I’m sorry,” Alex mumbled, kissing his face gently. “It gets better, I promise.”
Alex moved his hips with Jack’s permission, trying his hardest not to make a sound until he knew Jack was enjoying himself too.
He angled his thrusts differently each time, trying to find the spot that would have Jack going crazy. Alex nibbled on Jack’s neck, hearing small whines slip from his mouth.
After a few more thrusts Alex knew he found it by the way Jack arched his back, gasping and moaning Alex’s name.
“F-fuck!” he gasped, and Alex smirked against his neck, pressing against that spot again. Jack bucked his hips up against Alex’s.
“Mmm, Jack,” Alex grunted, building up a steady pace.
“O-oh god, Alex,” Jack moaned, digging his nails even deeper into the skin of his shoulders. “T-touch me, please!”
Alex slipped his hand in between them, grasping Jack’s leaking penis. He jerked him off in time with his thrusts, feeling Jack clench around him tightly and making his hips spasm.
“Holy shit!” Alex gasped, groaning low in his throat.
“So, so good,” Jack moaned, digging his heels into Alex’s lower back. “Don’t stop.”
“God, you’re so tight,” Alex mumbled into Jack’s ear, licking the shell and panting into it.
“You’re amazing, Alex,” Jack moaned, pulling on his hair tightly. “F-fuck!”
“I love you so much,” Alex said, kissing Jack’s exposed throat as he threw his head back, moaning Alex’s name.
“I-I love- OH!” Jack cried out, toes curling. “I’m gonna cum!”
“Me too, baby,” Alex murmured, kissing him. “Cum for me.”
He pressed his hips a little rougher, swiping his thumb over Jack’s slit.
“F-f-fuck!” Jack whined, toes curling and hands gripping Alex so tight it would leave bruises. “A-Alex! Alex!”
He screamed out his name, releasing all over both of their stomachs and chests. He clenched around Alex, pushing him over his own edge.
“Uhn, Jack,” Alex grunted, continuing to ride out his orgasm.
Alex pulled out of the younger male, both laying side by side, trying to catch their breath. Alex looked over, brushing Jack’s hair from his eyes.
“I love you,” Jack told him, smiling sleepily.
“I love you too,” Alex answered, kissing him gently. “I’m gonna get some wine. Do you want a glass?”
“Yeah,” Jack said, smiling. “That would be amazing, babe.”
Alex smiled, slipping out of bed and putting his boxers back on. He walked out of the bedroom, going into the kitchen. He poured himself a glass of wine before glancing around. He opened the drawer, taking out a small pill bottle he had hidden away. He removed the cap, emptying the powder of the crushed pills into a second one glass before filling it with wine. He lifted his glass in his right hand, Jack’s in his left. He walked back to the bedroom, handing Jack his glass of wine before moving back to the door, shutting and locking it. He crawled back into bed with his lover, kissing his forehead gently as he watched him sip his glass.
“Drink up, baby,” Alex said with a smile, raising his own glass. Jack raised his glass also, clinking their glasses. “To us.”
“To us,” Jack smiled, tipping back the glass and drinking it down. Alex drank his slower, but still quicker than usual. Jack looked confused for a second, realizing how heavy his eyes were suddenly getting. “Alex?”
“Shh, baby,” he soothed, running his fingers through Jack’s hair. “Everything’s alright. They can’t take you away from me now, baby.”
Jack felt the room growing hazier, fighting to keep his eyes open to look at Alex.
“A-Alex?” he questioned again, who kissed his lips gently.
“It’s okay, baby, just sleep. I love you,” he said, caressing his face. Jack’s head fell against the pillow, slipping off into a deep sleep. Alex smiled to himself, downing the rest of his wine. He got up, walking over to his dresser. He opened the top drawer, removing all of the clothing and finding what he searched for at the bottom.
He pulled the gun out, feeling how heavy it was in his hands. He knew there were two bullets in the gun. Two bullets that would bind him with his love for eternity.
He turned back towards the bed, sitting down next to Jack’s peaceful, sleeping form. He was so beautiful, so pleasant. Alex couldn’t wait to be with him again.
“Now they can’t take you from me, baby,” Alex repeated, smiling to himself. “We’ll be together forever, my love.”
He rested the barrel against Jack’s temple, cold metal against warm skin. He leaned forward, pressing his lips against Jack’s once more.
“I will always love you,” he whispered, pulling the trigger.
He looked away from his beloved, not wanting to see him like this. He would see him beautiful once again soon.
The door rattled against its frame, shouts coming from the opposite side. Alex chuckled before lifting the gun up, looking down at it. One more bullet. One more bullet before they were bound together.
He opened his mouth, feeling the cold metal against his warm breath, metallic flavor enveloping his taste buds. He closed his eyes, drowning out the loud bangs and screams coming from the other side of the wooden door.
He imagined Jack, his angelic face waiting for him, smiling and beckoning him to their new home. Alex smiled around the metal, feeling his heart swell with love.
He squeezed the trigger, feeling the heat of the explosion.
Wait for me, baby. I’ll be with you soon.
♠ ♠ ♠I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
You all hate me now, I know!
My heart hurts now, guys
Authors:
turnthepageover
Rating: NC-17 Overall.
Pairing: Eventual Jalex.
Point of View: Third.
Summary: "You think this is fucking funny?! You're sick, Alex! I'm not some animal! I'm not something you can just keep for your entertainment! Come the fuck down here!"
Disclaimer: I do not own them. Story title comes from Poison by All Time Low.
Warning: Violence.
Masterpost- turnthepageover.livejournal.com/24842.html
“Where’s Alex?” Matt questioned, stepping into the house, followed by Rian.
“He’s sleeping,” Jack answered, stepping back.
“Maybe you should go with Rian now. He’ll get you out of here and on your way home,” Matt said, touching Jack’s elbow gently.
“No,” he said quickly. “I’m not leaving Alex.”
“Jack, we’re here to help y-”
“I don’t need anyone to help me. Alex and I are fine,” Jack said, shaking his head. “We’re finally happy together. I’m not gonna let you tear us apart.”
“Jack,” Matt started, but Jack cut him off.
“You can leave. I shouldn’t have let you in. Alex was right,” Jack said, stepping forward and twisting the door handle to let them out.
“No, Jack,” Matt said, sighing.
“Jack, we came all the way out here to see you guys,” Rian cut in, stepping forward and extending a hand out to his friend. “We missed you. We wanted to make sure you were both alright.”
He flashed his soothing smile and Jack relaxed, shutting the door gently.
“I missed you too,” Jack said, stepping forward and hugging the shorter male. He pulled away, glancing at Matt before looking away. “I guess, c-can I get you anything to drink?”
“That would be nice,” Rian said, following Jack into the kitchen. Matt lingered back, glancing around the small house in search of Alex. “Matt, come on.”
He reluctantly followed the pair into the kitchen, accepting a beer from Jack. They sat down at the table, sitting in an awkward silence.
“I’ll be right back,” Jack said, standing up and pushing the chair in. He left the room, and Matt looked up at Rian
“This isn’t okay,” he hissed. “How are you just sitting back and dealing with this?”
“Maybe it’s not as bad as you think,” Rian answered, shaking his head.
“This isn’t okay,” Matt repeated, then he quieted down, listening to see if he could hear anything from the other room.
Jack entered the living room, shutting off the television and sitting on the edge of the couch.
“Baby,” he muttered, brushing Alex’s hair from his face. He pressed his lips to his forehead, shaking his shoulder gently. “Baby, wake up.”
“Jack?” Alex grunted, opening his eyes slowly. He rubbed at them, looking up at the younger male. “What’s wrong?”
“Don’t get upset,” Jack said, and Alex opened his eyes, looking at him intently.
“What happened?”
“Matt and Rian are here,” Jack whispered and Alex shot up, looking around.
“H-how? Did you call them?” Alex questioned, staring at him wide-eyed. “Jack!”
“No! I didn’t call them. They just showed up. I don’t know how they found us, Lex, but they did. And they’re here and I didn’t know how to get rid of them,” Jack said and Alex sighed.
“Where are they?” he questioned.
“In the kitchen,” Jack answered and Jack ran his fingers through his hair, shaking his head.
“I don’t want to see them,” Alex told him, and Jack caressed his face gently. “I just want you to stay with me.”
“I’m not going anywhere, Alex,” Jack said, shaking his head and hugging the other.
“You promise?” Alex whispered into his hair, kissing it.
“I promise,” Jack answered. “I don’t care what they say.”
“Okay,” Alex answered, kissing him gently.
“Try to remain calm,” Jack said, cupping his cheeks carefully. “Stay calm, and focus on Alex. He doesn’t control you, Alex. Don’t let him in.”
Alex nodded, standing up along with Jack. He ruffled his shaggy hair as Jack followed him into the kitchen, standing close behind him.
“Hey, Alex,” Rian said, giving him a friendly smile and wave.
“Hi,” Alex said, smiling back. He was actually happy to see Rian. Rian was his best friend. He would want him to be happy. He would support him and Jack.
“Hi, Alex,” Matt said, and Alex bit the inside of his cheek, looking at the older male.
“Hello,” he said, making eye contact with him for a second before looking away.
“How are you feeling?” Matt asked and Jack squeezed his hand.
“Fine,” Alex answered. “I feel fine.”
“That’s good,” Matt said, nodding and taking a sip of his beer.
“So, how did you guys find us?” Alex asked, feeling himself being pulled towards a chair.
“You left me a note before you left, remember?” Rian said, and Alex nodded. “And well, we were worried. Our next tour was coming up. We figured we might as well come up and make sure everything was alright with you two.”
“I see,” Alex said. “That was very thoughtful of you.”
“We weren’t sure when you would be back. When do you plan on coming back?” Matt asked and Alex looked over at him.
“We hadn’t really discussed it,” Alex said, squeezing Jack’s hand. “We both needed the break. It was actually kind of nice, being up here, just the two of us.”
“We’re together now,” Jack said with a smile. “Hopefully that won’t be a problem.”
“Not at all,” Rian said with a smile. “I think that’s very sweet.”
“Why don’t you guys come back with us? You’ve had more than enough of a break. The band needs you back,” Matt said and Alex’s jaw tensed.
“That might not be such a bad idea,” Jack said, looking over at Alex with an eyebrow raised.
“Is that what you want, babe?” he asked, and Jack looked into his eyes.
“Yeah,” Jack answered, then smiled. “I want to show you off.”
Alex smiled, feeling Jack’s thumb brush over his knuckles.
“Alright,” he told the younger. “When are you guys planning on heading back?”
“Tomorrow,” Matt said quickly and Alex nodded.
“I guess we’ll have to pack all our stuff up tonight, then,” Alex told Jack, who nodded.
“It’ll be okay,” Jack said, nodding.
***
“I’m going to start packing, okay?” Jack asked, giving Alex a quick kiss as he got up from the couch.
“Okay,” Alex answered, watching Rian stand up also.
“I’ll help you, Jack,” he offered, following the taller boy back to the bedroom.
Matt waited until the boys were out of earshot before he turned to Alex.
“I found them, Alex,” he said, and Alex looked up at him. “The pills. Why did you stop taking them?”
“I couldn’t write,” Alex answered simply. “I felt like I couldn’t think for myself. I wanted the songs for the new album to be the best yet.”
“Alex, we could have helped you, you didn’t need to stop taking your pills,” Matt said, keeping his eyes on Alex. “You know how dangerous it is.”
“I’m doing fine,” Alex said. “I’m learning to control it. It’s getting better, Matt.”
“You know you can’t control him, Alex,” Matt shook his head. “The only way to do that is take your medicine.”
“I’m learning,” Alex insisted.
“You have to go back to the doctor when we get home,” he said and Alex cringed.
“No,” Alex shook his head. “I don’t need to!”
“Yes you do,” Matt said, voice growing more stern. “You could hurt Jack. If you wanna stay with him, you need to go back to the doctor.”
“I could never hurt Jack! I love him,” Alex said, balling his fist up. “And he loves me.”
“That may be,” Matt said, tugging on the skin around his lip ring. “I think he should go to the doctor, also.”
“No!” Alex said, sitting up straighter and glaring. “You’re trying to take him from him! You can’t take him from me, Matt!”
“Alex,” he said, shaking his head. “You’ve both been through a lot. I just want to be sure you’re both thinking straight.”
“We’re in love. You can’t take him from me,” Alex said, feeling the tears burning his eyes.
Matt didn’t say anything else and Alex got up, rushing towards the bathroom. He locked the door behind him, sinking to the floor.
He couldn’t take it. He couldn’t lose Jack after all he had done to finally make the boy his. He loved him so much. He didn’t care what Matt said, or what the doctor said. They weren’t going to take his Jack away. They would be together forever. He would make sure of it.
****
“Jack,” Alex whispered laying on his side and running his fingers over Jack’s bare chest.
“Alex,” Jack whispered back, looking over at him through tired eyes.
Alex leaned forward, pressing his lips to Jack in a passionate, loving kiss. He pulled away gently, pecking Jack’s lips once more.
“I want to make love to you,” Alex whispered into Jack’s ear and he smiled, running his thumb over Alex’s cheek.
“Yeah?” he asked and Alex nodded, smiling. “I want you to make love to me.”
Alex grinned, maneuvering his body to settle between Jack’s thighs. Jack sighed, smiling and kissing Alex affectionately.
Jack gasped as Alex moved his lips across his neck, biting and sucking on the sensitive skin. He let out soft mewls of pleasure, driving Alex to keep moving, kissing a trail down his chest and stomach to his happy trail.
“I’ve waited so long for this,” Alex mumbled against his skin and Jack sighed happily, smiling as he pushed his hands through Alex’s hair.
Alex pulled down Jack’s sweat pants and boxers slowly, kissing each span of skin he uncovered. Jack kicked his pants, spreading his knees and smiling down at Alex. The elder grabbed the younger’s hardening erection, squeezing it in his hand gently
“Mmm, Alex,” Jack groaned softly, closing his eyes. “Fuck, babe.”
Alex smiled to himself, leaning forward and wrapping his lips around the head of Jack’s penis. He sucked, humming in the back of his throat. He opened his mouth wider, slowly taking as much of Jack as he could fit into his mouth.
“Oh,” Jack moaned, feeling Alex’s mouth bob over his dick. He scraped his fingernails against Alex’s scalp lightly, tugging on the golden strands in an encouraging fashion. “Feels good, baby.”
Alex hummed around him, swirling his tongue and hollowing his cheeks.
The sounds Jack was making flowed straight to his dick, which was soon straining inside of his own shorts. After a few more minutes of sucking Alex pulled off with a pop, moving back up Jack’s body and kissing his lips.
The stretching was the worst part, and Jack had anticipated that. But the stretch of Alex’s fingers was nothing compared to the stretch of Alex entering him.
He whimpered, digging his nails into Alex’s shoulder.
“I’m sorry,” Alex mumbled, kissing his face gently. “It gets better, I promise.”
Alex moved his hips with Jack’s permission, trying his hardest not to make a sound until he knew Jack was enjoying himself too.
He angled his thrusts differently each time, trying to find the spot that would have Jack going crazy. Alex nibbled on Jack’s neck, hearing small whines slip from his mouth.
After a few more thrusts Alex knew he found it by the way Jack arched his back, gasping and moaning Alex’s name.
“F-fuck!” he gasped, and Alex smirked against his neck, pressing against that spot again. Jack bucked his hips up against Alex’s.
“Mmm, Jack,” Alex grunted, building up a steady pace.
“O-oh god, Alex,” Jack moaned, digging his nails even deeper into the skin of his shoulders. “T-touch me, please!”
Alex slipped his hand in between them, grasping Jack’s leaking penis. He jerked him off in time with his thrusts, feeling Jack clench around him tightly and making his hips spasm.
“Holy shit!” Alex gasped, groaning low in his throat.
“So, so good,” Jack moaned, digging his heels into Alex’s lower back. “Don’t stop.”
“God, you’re so tight,” Alex mumbled into Jack’s ear, licking the shell and panting into it.
“You’re amazing, Alex,” Jack moaned, pulling on his hair tightly. “F-fuck!”
“I love you so much,” Alex said, kissing Jack’s exposed throat as he threw his head back, moaning Alex’s name.
“I-I love- OH!” Jack cried out, toes curling. “I’m gonna cum!”
“Me too, baby,” Alex murmured, kissing him. “Cum for me.”
He pressed his hips a little rougher, swiping his thumb over Jack’s slit.
“F-f-fuck!” Jack whined, toes curling and hands gripping Alex so tight it would leave bruises. “A-Alex! Alex!”
He screamed out his name, releasing all over both of their stomachs and chests. He clenched around Alex, pushing him over his own edge.
“Uhn, Jack,” Alex grunted, continuing to ride out his orgasm.
Alex pulled out of the younger male, both laying side by side, trying to catch their breath. Alex looked over, brushing Jack’s hair from his eyes.
“I love you,” Jack told him, smiling sleepily.
“I love you too,” Alex answered, kissing him gently. “I’m gonna get some wine. Do you want a glass?”
“Yeah,” Jack said, smiling. “That would be amazing, babe.”
Alex smiled, slipping out of bed and putting his boxers back on. He walked out of the bedroom, going into the kitchen. He poured himself a glass of wine before glancing around. He opened the drawer, taking out a small pill bottle he had hidden away. He removed the cap, emptying the powder of the crushed pills into a second one glass before filling it with wine. He lifted his glass in his right hand, Jack’s in his left. He walked back to the bedroom, handing Jack his glass of wine before moving back to the door, shutting and locking it. He crawled back into bed with his lover, kissing his forehead gently as he watched him sip his glass.
“Drink up, baby,” Alex said with a smile, raising his own glass. Jack raised his glass also, clinking their glasses. “To us.”
“To us,” Jack smiled, tipping back the glass and drinking it down. Alex drank his slower, but still quicker than usual. Jack looked confused for a second, realizing how heavy his eyes were suddenly getting. “Alex?”
“Shh, baby,” he soothed, running his fingers through Jack’s hair. “Everything’s alright. They can’t take you away from me now, baby.”
Jack felt the room growing hazier, fighting to keep his eyes open to look at Alex.
“A-Alex?” he questioned again, who kissed his lips gently.
“It’s okay, baby, just sleep. I love you,” he said, caressing his face. Jack’s head fell against the pillow, slipping off into a deep sleep. Alex smiled to himself, downing the rest of his wine. He got up, walking over to his dresser. He opened the top drawer, removing all of the clothing and finding what he searched for at the bottom.
He pulled the gun out, feeling how heavy it was in his hands. He knew there were two bullets in the gun. Two bullets that would bind him with his love for eternity.
He turned back towards the bed, sitting down next to Jack’s peaceful, sleeping form. He was so beautiful, so pleasant. Alex couldn’t wait to be with him again.
“Now they can’t take you from me, baby,” Alex repeated, smiling to himself. “We’ll be together forever, my love.”
He rested the barrel against Jack’s temple, cold metal against warm skin. He leaned forward, pressing his lips against Jack’s once more.
“I will always love you,” he whispered, pulling the trigger.
He looked away from his beloved, not wanting to see him like this. He would see him beautiful once again soon.
The door rattled against its frame, shouts coming from the opposite side. Alex chuckled before lifting the gun up, looking down at it. One more bullet. One more bullet before they were bound together.
He opened his mouth, feeling the cold metal against his warm breath, metallic flavor enveloping his taste buds. He closed his eyes, drowning out the loud bangs and screams coming from the other side of the wooden door.
He imagined Jack, his angelic face waiting for him, smiling and beckoning him to their new home. Alex smiled around the metal, feeling his heart swell with love.
He squeezed the trigger, feeling the heat of the explosion.
Wait for me, baby. I’ll be with you soon.
♠ ♠ ♠I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
You all hate me now, I know!
My heart hurts now, guys