Keeping This Up Could Be Dangerous (Eighteen)
Title: Keeping This Up Could Be Dangerous
Rating: NC-17 Overall.
Pairing: Jack/Alex
Point of View: Jack
Disclaimer: Would I really be on here if I owned them? No, we'd be partying and having a wild time.
A/N: I'm so sorry about the wait! I was on a camping trip with my family I didn't really want to go for the last like, four days. I definitely wouldn't have kept you waiting like that if I could have updated.
I woke up and I could only remember the beginning of of my drug adventure. I remember being happy and getting extremely horny. My head was killing me, and I just wanted to go back to sleep. I reluctantly climbed out of the van and looked around for any sign of my friends. Alex was standing near the van. I smiled and walked over to him. He didn't notice my approach so I reached out and grabbed his wrist. As soon as my hand landed on him he flinched and pulled away from me as fast as he could. I looked at him confused as he looked at me with wide eyes.
"Jack," he said, but it didn't sound like a greeting.
"Alex?" I asked, looking at him. He shook his head and walked away from me, holding his wrist protectively.
After my brief encounter with Alex I went to find someone else who could possibly tell me what was up with him. Was he mad at me? Had I done something? Did he and Megan break up? Hopefully. Did something happen between him and the guys while I was sleeping? I had so many questions, and I needed an answer. I caught up with the guys by the other band's bus.
"Hey, Rian do you know whats up with Alex?" I asked, walking over to him.
"Don't you know what's wrong with your 'boyfriend'," Rian smirked, "Of all people I would think it would be you."
"What are you talking about?"
"You know what I'm talking about."
"No, I really don't."
"I'm going to go change," Zack said. "Don't let Jack near the bus."
Did they know?
"Alright man," Rian said as Zack walked off.
"What's he talking about?" I asked, confused.
"Jack I know you were baked last night, but I also know you know what I'm talking about. Now go find out where your boyfriend is. Matt wanted to talk to him about tonight's set," Rian said before turning away from me and walking over to talk to William.
I sighed, and went to go find Alex. What was going on? Why was everyone acting so weird? Why does Rian keep calling Alex my 'boyfriend'? Did they know that I'm gay? How would they have found out? What the hell happened last night?
I found Alex strumming on an acoustic guitar, sitting on the hood of the van. He was playing a song I didn't recognize and singing softly under his breath, but I couldn't make out the words.
"Alex?" I said when he played the final note to the song. He looked up at me, his eyes once again wide.
"What?" he asked quietly.
"Matt wants to talk to you about the set list," I said.
"Okay," he replied, hopping off the hood of the van. He put his guitar back in the van before starting to walk off.
"Alex?" I asked again. He stopped but didn't answer. "Can we talk?"
"No."
"Whats wrong?"
"Nothing," he said, before running off before I could say anything else.
I stood there, confused, even after I couldn't see him anymore. What was going on? Why did my best friend suddenly hate me? Why are the guys picking on me? My stomach dropped, as I realized that whatever it was had to have been all my fault. I went back into the van, and grabbed my wallet off the floor before running inside the venue and going into the bathroom. I locked the door behind me so no one could come in before sliding my pants down and taking out my razor.
"What did I do?" I asked myself, before dragging the razor across my skin. The instant it touched my leg the pain started. Blood started to drip down my leg, and I moved the razor over my skin again. A sob ripped through my chest, and I dropped my hand away from my leg. I'm a mess. What did I do? How could I fix it?
I cleaned myself up and put away my razor. I threw on my clothes and went to find Alex. I was going to find out what happened and I wasn't going to let him go this time.
Rating: NC-17 Overall.
Pairing: Jack/Alex
Point of View: Jack
Disclaimer: Would I really be on here if I owned them? No, we'd be partying and having a wild time.
A/N: I'm so sorry about the wait! I was on a camping trip with my family I didn't really want to go for the last like, four days. I definitely wouldn't have kept you waiting like that if I could have updated.
I woke up and I could only remember the beginning of of my drug adventure. I remember being happy and getting extremely horny. My head was killing me, and I just wanted to go back to sleep. I reluctantly climbed out of the van and looked around for any sign of my friends. Alex was standing near the van. I smiled and walked over to him. He didn't notice my approach so I reached out and grabbed his wrist. As soon as my hand landed on him he flinched and pulled away from me as fast as he could. I looked at him confused as he looked at me with wide eyes.
"Jack," he said, but it didn't sound like a greeting.
"Alex?" I asked, looking at him. He shook his head and walked away from me, holding his wrist protectively.
After my brief encounter with Alex I went to find someone else who could possibly tell me what was up with him. Was he mad at me? Had I done something? Did he and Megan break up? Hopefully. Did something happen between him and the guys while I was sleeping? I had so many questions, and I needed an answer. I caught up with the guys by the other band's bus.
"Hey, Rian do you know whats up with Alex?" I asked, walking over to him.
"Don't you know what's wrong with your 'boyfriend'," Rian smirked, "Of all people I would think it would be you."
"What are you talking about?"
"You know what I'm talking about."
"No, I really don't."
"I'm going to go change," Zack said. "Don't let Jack near the bus."
Did they know?
"Alright man," Rian said as Zack walked off.
"What's he talking about?" I asked, confused.
"Jack I know you were baked last night, but I also know you know what I'm talking about. Now go find out where your boyfriend is. Matt wanted to talk to him about tonight's set," Rian said before turning away from me and walking over to talk to William.
I sighed, and went to go find Alex. What was going on? Why was everyone acting so weird? Why does Rian keep calling Alex my 'boyfriend'? Did they know that I'm gay? How would they have found out? What the hell happened last night?
I found Alex strumming on an acoustic guitar, sitting on the hood of the van. He was playing a song I didn't recognize and singing softly under his breath, but I couldn't make out the words.
"Alex?" I said when he played the final note to the song. He looked up at me, his eyes once again wide.
"What?" he asked quietly.
"Matt wants to talk to you about the set list," I said.
"Okay," he replied, hopping off the hood of the van. He put his guitar back in the van before starting to walk off.
"Alex?" I asked again. He stopped but didn't answer. "Can we talk?"
"No."
"Whats wrong?"
"Nothing," he said, before running off before I could say anything else.
I stood there, confused, even after I couldn't see him anymore. What was going on? Why did my best friend suddenly hate me? Why are the guys picking on me? My stomach dropped, as I realized that whatever it was had to have been all my fault. I went back into the van, and grabbed my wallet off the floor before running inside the venue and going into the bathroom. I locked the door behind me so no one could come in before sliding my pants down and taking out my razor.
"What did I do?" I asked myself, before dragging the razor across my skin. The instant it touched my leg the pain started. Blood started to drip down my leg, and I moved the razor over my skin again. A sob ripped through my chest, and I dropped my hand away from my leg. I'm a mess. What did I do? How could I fix it?
I cleaned myself up and put away my razor. I threw on my clothes and went to find Alex. I was going to find out what happened and I wasn't going to let him go this time.