More Than The World (Thirteen)
Title: More Than The World
Author:
turnthepageover
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17
P.O.V.: Alex
Summary: The 'freshman fifteen' is the last thing on Alex's mind. He has to learn how to balance the stress of being a freshman in college, the father of a newborn, the perfect boyfriend, and having a crazy girl in love with him.
Disclaimer: I don't own Jack, Alex, or anyone in the lovely band and crew that make up All Time Low. They all own each other. Amen.
Warning: Mentions of mpreg.
A/N: Let me remind you this is FICTION. Thanks.
http://turnthepageover.livejournal.com/40047.html
"Hello, Alex," my mom greeted, opening her arms to give me a hug. "And my three week old baby girl!"
I laughed, setting Josie's carrier down. I slipped my shoes off, sitting in front of her and unbuckling the straps.
"Hi, pretty," I smiled as I lifted the blanket and saw Josie staring back at me. "Look, baby. We at Nana's house." I lifted her out of her seat, supporting her head. "There's Nana!"
"Hello, precious," my mom cooed, picking Josie up from my arms. I smiled, watching her carefully take off Josie's jacket and hand it to me. I set it down in her carrier, leaning back on the couch.
"Dad's not here, is he?" I asked, and my mom looked up at me sadly.
"No, he's at work," she responded.
"Good," I mumbled, and she sighed, sitting down next to me.
"Alex," she started, playing with Josie's dress. "You are welcome here anytime, and so are Jack and Josie. I don't want you to stay away because of your father."
"Mom, you know as well as I do that he doesn't want me around. He made that perfectly clear," I said and she frowned.
"I just think that maybe if he sees her-"
"It's not gonna change his mind, Mom. You know how Dad is. And I don't want Josie to be exposed to the whole mess."
She continued to frown and I sighed.
"Mom, I only want to protect my daughter. I don't want to keep her away from any part of her family, honestly. Dad just is so openly unaccepting of mine and Jack's relationship and my choices. I don't want him to feed bullshit to my daughter like her tried to do to me for most of my life. And if he doesn't accept Jack and I, why would he accept Josie? She's a part of both of us."
"I really just feel that, given time, your father will come around," she told me.
"Well when he does, he's more than welcome to see her. But right now I feel it's in her best interest that he doesn't," I said, watching Josie stare up at me. "Anyway, can we drop this discussion and not let it ruin our visit?"
"Yes, of course," she said, looking down at the baby. "Look at how brown her eyes are getting."
"I know," I said, smiling. "They're dark."
"They are," she said. "She looks so much like you when you were a baby."
"Does she?" I asked, smiling.
"Yes. Her little nose and her cheeks," she nodded. "You didn't have quite as much hair, though."
I laughed, stroking her soft hair.
"She has my hair too," I said. "She has Jack's eyes."
"She does."
"I hoped she got his eyes. I really wanted her to," I said. "They're so beautiful. So wide and innocent, they always look so in awe. I fell in love with those eyes."
She smiled, playing with Josie's fingers.
"Where is your dear boyfriend?" she asked and I frowned.
"I, um, acted stupid last night, so he's kind of mad at me," I told her and she raised an eyebrow.
"What sort of stupid thing did you do, Alexander?" she asked and I sighed.
"I stayed out until one," I told her and she shook her head.
"I would be mad at you too," she said and I nodded.
"I know. It was stupid. I just lost track of time an-"
"And you were drinking?" she guessed and I sighed, nodding. "You have a baby at home, Alex. You can't go around doing stuff like that anymore. You have responsibilities."
""I know. I feel really bad about it. Jack flipped out on me when I got home. I'm just trying to give him a little cool down time before I talk to him about it," I told her and she nodded.
"What was he doing when you left?"
"Sleeping," I answered. "Josie's wearing him out."
Josie turned her attention on me at the mention of her name, and I smiled.
"Yeah, you," I cooed, tickling her feet. Her toes flared out and she drew her leg back before kicking it out again, cooing at me. I laughed at her and she scrunched her nose up, as if she was attempting to smile. "You're so freaking cute, Josie."
My mom laughed and Josie's eyes widened, looking up at her.
"She sure is," she agreed, shaking her head. "Too cute."
"She's so awake," I said, laughing. "I'm used to her sleeping all the time."
"She's alert," Mom said. "There's so much to see now that her eyes are more developed. Like Daddy's face when he talks to her."
I grinned, playing with her toes. We sat in a comfortable silence for a few minutes, just watching Josie. My stomach grumbled, breaking the silence.
"Are you hungry, Alex?"
"Yeah, I guess," I answered.
"Well what did you eat for breakfast? I'll make you some lunch," she asked, handing Josie to me before standing up.
"I didn't have anything," I muttered, and she turned to look at me.
"Alexander! Did I teach you how important breakfast is? You have to keep up your strength! You have that little girl to take care of!" Mom exclaimed. "Come on then, I'll make you brunch."
I chuckled to myself, standing up and following her into the kitchen. I watched her move around, taking ingredients out. She put out eggs, sausage, hash browns, and pancake mix, making my eyes go wide.
"Mom!" I exclaimed. "You're just cooking for me. This is way too much food."
"Well what do you want?"
"An omelet?" I said.
"With what in it?" she asked, opening the fridge. "I have peppers, onions, mushrooms-"
"That's fine," I said. "And sausage."
"Okay," she answered, putting all the other stuff away. "I'm sorry. I just miss having someone to cook breakfast for."
"I'll come over, then," I told her, trying to hide my emotion. "I'll bring Jack, too."
"Okay," she smiled, chopping the onion.
"We'll come over at least once a week, okay, mom?"
"That sounds wonderful, honey," she said, smiling happily.
***
"Okay, Jo-Jo, we're home," I announced as I opened the back door. I smiled down at Josie's sleeping face, pulling the blanket up over it to protect it from the cool October air. I took her carrier out of the car, shutting the door behind me and walking up the house.
May looked up as I walked inside, giving me a wave.
"Hey," I smiled, setting Josie's carrier down and taking the top blanket off. "Where's Jack?"
"In your room doing I don't even want to know what!" she answered and I laughed.
"Well, Princess fell asleep on the drive home 'cause Nana tuckered her out. So, if you don't mind keeping an eye on her, I'll go make sure your brother hasn't jerked himself into a coma."
"Ew!" she exclaimed, groaning and making me laugh again. I walked back to our room. I didn't hear any noise, so I creaked the door open slowly.
As I expected, Jack had my laptop next to him with headphones in his ears. I smirked as I noticed his hand moving up and down in his lap. I unbuttoned my jean, moving slowly and quietly to the foot of the bed. I pulled my jeans off before I crawled onto the bed and in between Jack's legs.
He jumped, looking down at me with wide eyes. I held in my laughter, smirking as I pushed his hand away and replaced it with my mouth. He gasped, back arching as I slid my lips farther down his cock. He ripped the headphones from his ears, grabbing a hold of my hair and moaning.
"Mmm, fuck, Alex," he moaned, pulling on my hair as I bobbed my head. I swirled my tongue around him, hollowing my cheeks as I slid my hand under his ass, squeezing it. "Oh, baby."
I hummed, pulling back and teasing his slit with my tongue. He whined, pushing on my head to make me go back down. I swallowed, relaxing my throat before taking him all the way in.
"Fu-uh!" he groaned, pulling my hair harder as he panted. "Uh, uh, Alex!"
I bobbed my head, moaning as he continued to pull on my hair.
"Lex," he whined, and I got the message by the incoherent slurs leaving his mouth. I bobbed my head faster, sucking and closing my eyes in anticipation.
Jack bucked his hips, groaning low in his throat as his thighs tensed up as he came. I continued sucking, swallowing it down as best as I could. He panted after he finished, collapsing back on the bed. I pulled off, crawling up his body and cuddling into him. He shut the laptop, setting it on the floor next to the bed.
"Hey," he grinned, laying back and letting me kiss him.
"I'm sorry about last night," I told him after I pulled away.
"Me too," he answered.
"I lost track of time," I told him. "I really meant to be home at six. But one drink turned into two, and there were shots, and yeah. And I really did try to call you all day. I can show you my phone."
"I know you did," he said. "Josie was just insanely cranky last night and I was worried about you. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, but when I realized you had just been out drinking I flipped. I overreacted."
"No you didn't. I would have been pissed too," I told him.
"And I'm sorry for making you sleep on the couch. I know you wouldn't cheat on me, I was just mad," he told me.
"Good, 'cause I would never," I told him and he smiled.
"Did you have fun at your mom's?"
"Yeah. She wants us to come over for breakfast next week," I told him.
"Okay," he answered. "How was Josie?"
"She was fine," I told him.
We laid there for a few seconds, looking at each other. I smiled, leaning over and kissing him. He kissed back for a minute before pulling away.
"Oh yeah, that reminds me," he said, sitting up and straddling my hips. I raised an eyebrow as he pinned my hands above my head.
"Yeah?" I asked, feeling my hard dick ache from the pressure on it.
"Why didn't you ever tell me you made a sex tape of us?" he asked, and I furrowed my eyebrows.
"A sex tape of us? I don't remember making one of us..."
"So you've made them with other people?!" he asked, eyes growing wide.
"No!" I exclaimed, and he glared.
"I found it on your laptop," he said, and I looked up at him for a second before it hit me.
"Oh! I forgot about that!"
"And you never shared it with me?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I'm sorry, babe. I forgot. That was right before..."
I stopped talking, biting my lip and Jack frowned.
"Babe, I'm sorry. I didn't-"
"It's okay," I said, nodding. He gave me a half-smile, leaning down and kissing me. "Hey, babe? You mind? This is starting to hurt a little..."
Jack smirked, letting me go before sliding down.
Author:
turnthepageover
Pairing: Jalex
Rating: NC-17
P.O.V.: Alex
Summary: The 'freshman fifteen' is the last thing on Alex's mind. He has to learn how to balance the stress of being a freshman in college, the father of a newborn, the perfect boyfriend, and having a crazy girl in love with him.
Disclaimer: I don't own Jack, Alex, or anyone in the lovely band and crew that make up All Time Low. They all own each other. Amen.
Warning: Mentions of mpreg.
A/N: Let me remind you this is FICTION. Thanks.
http://turnthepageover.livejournal.com/40047.html
"Hello, Alex," my mom greeted, opening her arms to give me a hug. "And my three week old baby girl!"
I laughed, setting Josie's carrier down. I slipped my shoes off, sitting in front of her and unbuckling the straps.
"Hi, pretty," I smiled as I lifted the blanket and saw Josie staring back at me. "Look, baby. We at Nana's house." I lifted her out of her seat, supporting her head. "There's Nana!"
"Hello, precious," my mom cooed, picking Josie up from my arms. I smiled, watching her carefully take off Josie's jacket and hand it to me. I set it down in her carrier, leaning back on the couch.
"Dad's not here, is he?" I asked, and my mom looked up at me sadly.
"No, he's at work," she responded.
"Good," I mumbled, and she sighed, sitting down next to me.
"Alex," she started, playing with Josie's dress. "You are welcome here anytime, and so are Jack and Josie. I don't want you to stay away because of your father."
"Mom, you know as well as I do that he doesn't want me around. He made that perfectly clear," I said and she frowned.
"I just think that maybe if he sees her-"
"It's not gonna change his mind, Mom. You know how Dad is. And I don't want Josie to be exposed to the whole mess."
She continued to frown and I sighed.
"Mom, I only want to protect my daughter. I don't want to keep her away from any part of her family, honestly. Dad just is so openly unaccepting of mine and Jack's relationship and my choices. I don't want him to feed bullshit to my daughter like her tried to do to me for most of my life. And if he doesn't accept Jack and I, why would he accept Josie? She's a part of both of us."
"I really just feel that, given time, your father will come around," she told me.
"Well when he does, he's more than welcome to see her. But right now I feel it's in her best interest that he doesn't," I said, watching Josie stare up at me. "Anyway, can we drop this discussion and not let it ruin our visit?"
"Yes, of course," she said, looking down at the baby. "Look at how brown her eyes are getting."
"I know," I said, smiling. "They're dark."
"They are," she said. "She looks so much like you when you were a baby."
"Does she?" I asked, smiling.
"Yes. Her little nose and her cheeks," she nodded. "You didn't have quite as much hair, though."
I laughed, stroking her soft hair.
"She has my hair too," I said. "She has Jack's eyes."
"She does."
"I hoped she got his eyes. I really wanted her to," I said. "They're so beautiful. So wide and innocent, they always look so in awe. I fell in love with those eyes."
She smiled, playing with Josie's fingers.
"Where is your dear boyfriend?" she asked and I frowned.
"I, um, acted stupid last night, so he's kind of mad at me," I told her and she raised an eyebrow.
"What sort of stupid thing did you do, Alexander?" she asked and I sighed.
"I stayed out until one," I told her and she shook her head.
"I would be mad at you too," she said and I nodded.
"I know. It was stupid. I just lost track of time an-"
"And you were drinking?" she guessed and I sighed, nodding. "You have a baby at home, Alex. You can't go around doing stuff like that anymore. You have responsibilities."
""I know. I feel really bad about it. Jack flipped out on me when I got home. I'm just trying to give him a little cool down time before I talk to him about it," I told her and she nodded.
"What was he doing when you left?"
"Sleeping," I answered. "Josie's wearing him out."
Josie turned her attention on me at the mention of her name, and I smiled.
"Yeah, you," I cooed, tickling her feet. Her toes flared out and she drew her leg back before kicking it out again, cooing at me. I laughed at her and she scrunched her nose up, as if she was attempting to smile. "You're so freaking cute, Josie."
My mom laughed and Josie's eyes widened, looking up at her.
"She sure is," she agreed, shaking her head. "Too cute."
"She's so awake," I said, laughing. "I'm used to her sleeping all the time."
"She's alert," Mom said. "There's so much to see now that her eyes are more developed. Like Daddy's face when he talks to her."
I grinned, playing with her toes. We sat in a comfortable silence for a few minutes, just watching Josie. My stomach grumbled, breaking the silence.
"Are you hungry, Alex?"
"Yeah, I guess," I answered.
"Well what did you eat for breakfast? I'll make you some lunch," she asked, handing Josie to me before standing up.
"I didn't have anything," I muttered, and she turned to look at me.
"Alexander! Did I teach you how important breakfast is? You have to keep up your strength! You have that little girl to take care of!" Mom exclaimed. "Come on then, I'll make you brunch."
I chuckled to myself, standing up and following her into the kitchen. I watched her move around, taking ingredients out. She put out eggs, sausage, hash browns, and pancake mix, making my eyes go wide.
"Mom!" I exclaimed. "You're just cooking for me. This is way too much food."
"Well what do you want?"
"An omelet?" I said.
"With what in it?" she asked, opening the fridge. "I have peppers, onions, mushrooms-"
"That's fine," I said. "And sausage."
"Okay," she answered, putting all the other stuff away. "I'm sorry. I just miss having someone to cook breakfast for."
"I'll come over, then," I told her, trying to hide my emotion. "I'll bring Jack, too."
"Okay," she smiled, chopping the onion.
"We'll come over at least once a week, okay, mom?"
"That sounds wonderful, honey," she said, smiling happily.
***
"Okay, Jo-Jo, we're home," I announced as I opened the back door. I smiled down at Josie's sleeping face, pulling the blanket up over it to protect it from the cool October air. I took her carrier out of the car, shutting the door behind me and walking up the house.
May looked up as I walked inside, giving me a wave.
"Hey," I smiled, setting Josie's carrier down and taking the top blanket off. "Where's Jack?"
"In your room doing I don't even want to know what!" she answered and I laughed.
"Well, Princess fell asleep on the drive home 'cause Nana tuckered her out. So, if you don't mind keeping an eye on her, I'll go make sure your brother hasn't jerked himself into a coma."
"Ew!" she exclaimed, groaning and making me laugh again. I walked back to our room. I didn't hear any noise, so I creaked the door open slowly.
As I expected, Jack had my laptop next to him with headphones in his ears. I smirked as I noticed his hand moving up and down in his lap. I unbuttoned my jean, moving slowly and quietly to the foot of the bed. I pulled my jeans off before I crawled onto the bed and in between Jack's legs.
He jumped, looking down at me with wide eyes. I held in my laughter, smirking as I pushed his hand away and replaced it with my mouth. He gasped, back arching as I slid my lips farther down his cock. He ripped the headphones from his ears, grabbing a hold of my hair and moaning.
"Mmm, fuck, Alex," he moaned, pulling on my hair as I bobbed my head. I swirled my tongue around him, hollowing my cheeks as I slid my hand under his ass, squeezing it. "Oh, baby."
I hummed, pulling back and teasing his slit with my tongue. He whined, pushing on my head to make me go back down. I swallowed, relaxing my throat before taking him all the way in.
"Fu-uh!" he groaned, pulling my hair harder as he panted. "Uh, uh, Alex!"
I bobbed my head, moaning as he continued to pull on my hair.
"Lex," he whined, and I got the message by the incoherent slurs leaving his mouth. I bobbed my head faster, sucking and closing my eyes in anticipation.
Jack bucked his hips, groaning low in his throat as his thighs tensed up as he came. I continued sucking, swallowing it down as best as I could. He panted after he finished, collapsing back on the bed. I pulled off, crawling up his body and cuddling into him. He shut the laptop, setting it on the floor next to the bed.
"Hey," he grinned, laying back and letting me kiss him.
"I'm sorry about last night," I told him after I pulled away.
"Me too," he answered.
"I lost track of time," I told him. "I really meant to be home at six. But one drink turned into two, and there were shots, and yeah. And I really did try to call you all day. I can show you my phone."
"I know you did," he said. "Josie was just insanely cranky last night and I was worried about you. I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, but when I realized you had just been out drinking I flipped. I overreacted."
"No you didn't. I would have been pissed too," I told him.
"And I'm sorry for making you sleep on the couch. I know you wouldn't cheat on me, I was just mad," he told me.
"Good, 'cause I would never," I told him and he smiled.
"Did you have fun at your mom's?"
"Yeah. She wants us to come over for breakfast next week," I told him.
"Okay," he answered. "How was Josie?"
"She was fine," I told him.
We laid there for a few seconds, looking at each other. I smiled, leaning over and kissing him. He kissed back for a minute before pulling away.
"Oh yeah, that reminds me," he said, sitting up and straddling my hips. I raised an eyebrow as he pinned my hands above my head.
"Yeah?" I asked, feeling my hard dick ache from the pressure on it.
"Why didn't you ever tell me you made a sex tape of us?" he asked, and I furrowed my eyebrows.
"A sex tape of us? I don't remember making one of us..."
"So you've made them with other people?!" he asked, eyes growing wide.
"No!" I exclaimed, and he glared.
"I found it on your laptop," he said, and I looked up at him for a second before it hit me.
"Oh! I forgot about that!"
"And you never shared it with me?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I'm sorry, babe. I forgot. That was right before..."
I stopped talking, biting my lip and Jack frowned.
"Babe, I'm sorry. I didn't-"
"It's okay," I said, nodding. He gave me a half-smile, leaning down and kissing me. "Hey, babe? You mind? This is starting to hurt a little..."
Jack smirked, letting me go before sliding down.