Keeping This Up Could Be Dangerous (Forty-Two)
Title: Keeping This Up Could Be Dangerous
Rating: NC-17 Overall.
Pairing: Jack/Alex
Point of View: Alex
Disclaimer: Would I really be on here if I owned them? No, we'd be partying and having a wild time.
A/N: Blah sorry I had writers block. <3 Amber
I stood up to leave, not being able to stand being around Alex. It was breaking my heart to see him in the hospital, and it hurt even more that he couldn't remember anything that happened between us. I wanted to leave, but as soon as I turned to walk out the door, Vinny walked in, stopping me. I glared at him and he shook his head pushing me into the room. I could have punched him, but I just stood back and zoned out as the doctor talked to the rest of the guys.
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I laid across my seat in the van with my eyes shut, listening to my ipod. The music wasn't very loud; I was just trying to mellow out from earlier today. Alex was released from the hospital and we moved on the next venue. The guys were out showing Alex around the venue and trying to refresh his memory. I opted to stay back, so I didn't have to be constantly reminded of what Alex and I used to have. I heard the van door open and I heard some rustling around. I pulled my headphones out and sitting up, which was a huge mistake. Alex's huge beautiful eyes were staring back at me. It would have been better if I just pretended to be asleep. He looked at me curiously, before speaking.
"Did I wake you up?" he asked.
"Yes," I lied, putting my ipod down and scooting closer to the door.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you up, I was just looking for a new shirt."
"That's not your bag," I said, looking at the blue bag he was going through, "it's Zack's. Yours is this one," I said pulling it out from under the seat.
"Oh," he blushed.
"Yeah, whats wrong with the shirt you are wearing?" I asked.
"It's Vinny's and I would prefer to wear my own."
"Oh," I said watching him dig through his bag, and pull out one of my shirts. "How did that get in there?"
"What?"
"That shirt?"
"I don't know, I guess I packed it," he said oblivious to the fact that it was mine. I tried not to watch as he took off Vinny's shirt and put on mine. I tried not thinking about having him.
"I think I'm going to go find Ronnie, Caiden and Gaige," I said sliding out of the seat.
"Who are they?" he asked, following me as I got out of the van.
"Friends."
"Am I friends with them?"
"Not exactly," I said walking away from the van.
"Jack?" He asked.
"What?"
"Can I go with you?"
"I'd rather you not."
"Why?"
"Because," I said biting my lip, "because I can't be around you," I said looking at him
"Why not?" he asked looking upset.
"Never mind," I sighed. "You can come."'
I walked toward the other van, looking for Ronnie, Gaige, or Caiden. I saw them standing by their van, but Rayne was with them. Considering I was still mad at Rayne, I turned around to go somewhere else. Glancing back, I couldn't focus on anything but Alex. He was going to be the death of me.
Rating: NC-17 Overall.
Pairing: Jack/Alex
Point of View: Alex
Disclaimer: Would I really be on here if I owned them? No, we'd be partying and having a wild time.
A/N: Blah sorry I had writers block. <3 Amber
I stood up to leave, not being able to stand being around Alex. It was breaking my heart to see him in the hospital, and it hurt even more that he couldn't remember anything that happened between us. I wanted to leave, but as soon as I turned to walk out the door, Vinny walked in, stopping me. I glared at him and he shook his head pushing me into the room. I could have punched him, but I just stood back and zoned out as the doctor talked to the rest of the guys.
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I laid across my seat in the van with my eyes shut, listening to my ipod. The music wasn't very loud; I was just trying to mellow out from earlier today. Alex was released from the hospital and we moved on the next venue. The guys were out showing Alex around the venue and trying to refresh his memory. I opted to stay back, so I didn't have to be constantly reminded of what Alex and I used to have. I heard the van door open and I heard some rustling around. I pulled my headphones out and sitting up, which was a huge mistake. Alex's huge beautiful eyes were staring back at me. It would have been better if I just pretended to be asleep. He looked at me curiously, before speaking.
"Did I wake you up?" he asked.
"Yes," I lied, putting my ipod down and scooting closer to the door.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to wake you up, I was just looking for a new shirt."
"That's not your bag," I said, looking at the blue bag he was going through, "it's Zack's. Yours is this one," I said pulling it out from under the seat.
"Oh," he blushed.
"Yeah, whats wrong with the shirt you are wearing?" I asked.
"It's Vinny's and I would prefer to wear my own."
"Oh," I said watching him dig through his bag, and pull out one of my shirts. "How did that get in there?"
"What?"
"That shirt?"
"I don't know, I guess I packed it," he said oblivious to the fact that it was mine. I tried not to watch as he took off Vinny's shirt and put on mine. I tried not thinking about having him.
"I think I'm going to go find Ronnie, Caiden and Gaige," I said sliding out of the seat.
"Who are they?" he asked, following me as I got out of the van.
"Friends."
"Am I friends with them?"
"Not exactly," I said walking away from the van.
"Jack?" He asked.
"What?"
"Can I go with you?"
"I'd rather you not."
"Why?"
"Because," I said biting my lip, "because I can't be around you," I said looking at him
"Why not?" he asked looking upset.
"Never mind," I sighed. "You can come."'
I walked toward the other van, looking for Ronnie, Gaige, or Caiden. I saw them standing by their van, but Rayne was with them. Considering I was still mad at Rayne, I turned around to go somewhere else. Glancing back, I couldn't focus on anything but Alex. He was going to be the death of me.